darkcharge: (186)
✘ Vanitas ([personal profile] darkcharge) wrote in [community profile] middaeg2020-01-04 01:08 pm

[ closedish? ] Jan Logs

Who: Vanitas + Various
When: All Month
Where: Varies
What: Closed starters for pre-arranged things. Completely open to plotting all month, just hit me up and we can work something out. Alternatively if you write something up here, I will totally hit that too. I like surprises.
Warnings: PTSD and more to come probably
inlikethebrume: (Think)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-01-15 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
[It seems like that is working and Mira takes a sigh of relief. Ok, this is much better probably and she'll take face in hands over not being able to breathe. She slowly lets herself come to a stop but she does not remove her hand.]

Is this helping?
inlikethebrume: (Explain)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-01-15 08:51 am (UTC)(link)
Because I would be an idiot to simply let you freeze in the privy.

[It was very much true according to Mira.]

Not only that but I was concerned for you when I first heard that sound. It usually means the person has some sort of illness and yet there is no fever from you.

[Because being concerned is very much a normal response towards someone not feeling well.]
inlikethebrume: (Vow)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-01-15 04:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I suppose the question can be 'why shouldn't I help'? And for that answer, all I can reply is that I want to.

[A simple answer. But if he isn't sick, was this something always with him or happen back on his star before coming here?]

For how long has this been happening?

inlikethebrume: (Concern)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-01-15 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I do not owe you anything. There are those who do not seek anything in return for doing what is considered the right thing to them.

[A thank you would be nice but it would mean more if spoken without prompted.]

When you say 'reconstruct yourself', do you mean...?

[Literally?]
inlikethebrume: (Think)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-01-16 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Was that how...

[Those Unversed thrive on negative or uncertain emotions, right?]

Was that what you were doing?
inlikethebrume: (Not Feeling Right)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-01-16 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
Forced?!

[Did his former master do that or was it due to emotion overload? If this was recent, what was the cause? What could she do to try and help if she can?!]
inlikethebrume: (Concern)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-01-16 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[It was a good thing he brings up the volcano analogy because her mind is already thinking about 'pressure until eruption'. She may have the gist of the idea but how to say it without going overboard herself?]

Oh, I think I understand.

[Trying to purge the bad feelings out but without knowing how most usually just talk about it instead of the more extreme outlets. And that counts as one.]

Too many emotions coming at you all at once, right?
inlikethebrume: (Vow)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-01-17 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll admit that I have never had anything like this come up before. My knowledge on it is rather non existent other than what you have told me.

[She feels bad admitting it but she rather do so instead of hide it.]

But I want to try to. Seeing you in pain is something I rather not want.
inlikethebrume: (Leery)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-01-17 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
There is a difference between 'learning from a mistake' and someone wanting to help you.

[Pain and suffering talk? Common for a dark knight but also sometimes, one cannot simply grin and bear the pain. They need some sort of help.]

Learning from a mistake assumes that it was something intentional and you are trying to correct it. From what I have seen, none of this is that.
inlikethebrume: (Facepalm)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-01-17 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
...whoever told you that needs to get their head out of their arse.

[Or self loathing.]

Prove them wrong, that you have every right to exist.
inlikethebrume: (Smile)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-01-19 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes as much as people speak on kindness as a good thing, and it can be, there will be those who will take it and twist it. If you feel like you should exist, and there's a few here that agree with it, show those who say otherwise.

[A small smile because it can work great as a motivator in some cases. It's when it gets overwhelming that it becomes a problem.]

Spite, in moderation, can help. It's when it becomes too much for someone to handle that it becomes a problem.
inlikethebrume: (Explain)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-01-21 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
There are different ways of doing it. We'll just have to figure out which one works the best for you.

[Listen close to that 'we'. Mira is not letting you do this alone.]

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