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castlevania: trevor belmont

[closed] if i should die before i wake

Who: Trevor Belmont and his Bonded
When: around the full moon
Where: His shared home
What: Trevor finally becomes a full vampire
Warnings: Character death, blood drinking, swearing, Trevor being Trevor

now i lay me down to sleep

[ When he felt it happen, he made sure he was at home. Well, "home" within this world. Where both Alucard and Sypha were, as he didn't wish to die alone. Funny that. Considering he'd spent a great deal of his life not really giving a shit what other people thought of him or coming to think he even needed anyone to begin with. But now all of a sudden? Now all of a sudden he didn't want to be alone and that's why he had been staying around the house more. Also he just... was too weak to do much else other than lay about in bed, on the couch, or slump himself over the window to enjoy the damp cool air.

He was going to only ever get to feel the night air soon.

He'd made sure to alert Berserker to what was happening when he felt a significant change within himself. As if his body was finally giving up, finally so tired from trying to fight off what it knew was coming the moment he first bared his fangs at Alucard months ago.

Death. He was finally dying.

When he does finally die, it's a little more peaceful than he ever thought his death would be. Really, he was sure he'd die by the hand of a night creature or some asshole from Hell. MAYBE some drunken jerk a long way down the line of his life. But to go like this, in his bed with his Bonded near... well, shit. Helluva lot more worse ways to go, isn't there?

He just feels... tired, when he goes. As if keeping his eyes open is the most difficult thing he's ever done in his life and it's with a smile on his face and a breathless fuck you to this world, that he finally just... goes, a hiccup or snap of pain within his bonds cementing it. Trevor Belmont. House of Belmont. Last of the Belmonts. Has finally been laid to rest. ]

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[ Oh, Alucard's come to feed him has he? Well that's just so darn considerate of him! His Bonded are really just the best, aren't they? He's lucky to have them in his life. In his... VAMPIRE LIFE now.

Still upright, still restrained at the wrists, he cocks his head to the side, strands of brown hair falling in front of his face, red eyes peeking through with a smile on his lips. ]

You never get cold to me, you... sexy blond you.

[ That's good for some buttering up, right? Because he sure is insinuating that ALUCARD is his "midnight snack" if you'd like. ]

C'mere. I've missed you.

[Trevor you have like, negative game.

Alucard does come in closer though, because the takeaway blood container? It has a long straw. For this exact reason.]

You do realize how ridiculous you sound, right?

[Alucard does come closer though. Doesn't sit on the bed, but gets within straw range.]

Drink. I can run to the bar and get more if you need it.

[ Rude. He's SO got game. Just, you know, kinda tied down and all so it comes off a little... not so great?? Yeah. Let's go with that.

But when the straw is tipped around for him to take, red eyes stare to it for a long hard moment before they come to rest their gaze on the blond's face instead, a smile still on his lips. ]

What about you?

[ He leans up a little more, trying to lean closer to Alucard. ]

Can I have yours?

Absolutely not.

[It's firm. Unyielding. No gentleness to it because right now the worst of hunger and worst of turning effects have to be dealt with. He'll be kinder later. When there's time for it, and less danger.]

You're clearly not in a state of full control.

[ Aluuuucaaaard. Blond-haired sweet prince of his?? Are you REALLY going to do him like this?? ]

I... am?

[ He sounds a bit unsure there but still smiles, tilting his head to the other side, eyes of red still locked onto his face. ]

Don't you trust me?

Edited (hit enter too soon smh) 2020-03-07 23:27 (UTC)

[He sure is.]

Trevor, if you were in my place as a fully human vampire hunter, would you let a newly turned vampire feed from you?

[ Stop using your stupid logic on him, Alucard. Who do you think you are? But the question tears a whine out of the Belmont's throat and he throws his head back as he pushes against the restraints around his wrists. Still nothing. Even with having fed fro Berserker. He hates this. ]

Thaaaaaat's not the same?

[ Throwing his head back around, he looks to Alucard with those red eyes, seeing colours flicker around the blond. ]

You're... we're bonded. And, you know, other... stuff. Right?

[ A desperate man trying to make a desperate case. ]

Alucard... it's me.

[It's Alucard, and he knows he's doing the right thing. Even if that whine makes him think otherwise, even just for a moment.

He sighs, trying to inch the straw towards Trevor's mouth.]

I know. But you need to re-adjust to you.

Please. [He wiggles the cup, blood sloshing around. The smell hitting the air.]

[ What the hell is his life right now? Honestly. What in the fucking hell is... his life? Strapped down to a bed and drinking blood out of a goddamn cup with a straw in it? How did he get here? This isn't what he wanted. He should be SO MUCH BETTER than this. He KNOWS what Alucard says has merit to it. But it doesn't stop the whine spilling from his lips or the way he still pushes against the restraints. The bond he shares with the blond and his other two gently guides him back to himself. But the full moon continues to flirt with the strong vampire desires of a "newly born" vampire and its desires. It's a sort of struggle he never thought he'd have to deal with.

Lips part and he sighs as he stares to the blood sloshing around in the cup. He can smell it. So strongly. He leans in for it... but stops then, staring to Alucard. ]

Give me a kiss first.

[ A beat ]

I promise not to bite you.

Trevor, you I'm not that stupid, right?

[Alucard sighs. This hurts. Far more than he'd like.

More wiggling. More of that smell.]

Finish the cup first. I'll kiss your palms.

[ Through their bond, Alucard might feel a bubbling of frustration begin to bleed through and soon after, Trevor starts squirming again, starts pushing against the restraints with frustrated sounds and whines spilling from his lips. ]

I'm... not calling you stupid!

[ He whines. Oh he WHINES at this with more squirming until he finally just GROWLS and drops himself back flat against the bed. Annoyed. Staring to the ceiling with his red eyes. He feels like a child being scolded or something.

Turning his head away from Alucard, he looks back to the blond then. A pout on his lips. ]

Fine. Give me the stupid blood.

[It is exactly like dealing with a child.

Alucard sighs, and then makes sure the straw is within reach. He can drink it easily.]

There.

[Alucard's own response through the bond is genuine concern. Nothing but. There's no fear, no joy in this. Just worry that Trevor can make it through this first night.]

[ Honestly, it's for the best they restrained him like this because who knows how it all would have gone otherwise. Especially with how desperate he had been with Berserker earlier.

He's seconds away from taking the straw in his mouth as he leans up a bit when he suddenly jerks away then and red eyes stare suspiciously to the blond. ]

Wait. What kind of blood is this?

[ It's BLOOD. He can both see and smell that, but. ]

Monster. Witch. Human. What is it?

Human.

[Trevor. Please. Please, just drink the goddamn blood.]

[ Oh, ALucard. That's the tastiest blood to a vampire around here. YOU SPOIL HIM. Still, he eyes it with blazing red irises before he leans in a little more and, carefully, lets his lips wrap around the end of the straw.

Drinking.

While staring to the blond.

Eyes shining brighter the more he drinks. ]

[It was what was freshest available when he went.

Alucard's hand is steady as he keeps the cup up. Feels it grow lighter. But his eyes remain on Trevor, watching his reaction.]

--Almost done.

[Yeah this is absolutely like feeding a baby, sorry.]

[ Don't you DARE say that to him, blondie.

But as lips pull away from the straw when he's sucked it all down, he lets his head loll to the side as he hums at how nice that tasted sliding down his throat. Still warm. So... fresh. Not nearly as nice as what he had experienced from that little lick of blood from Alucard's finger the one time. But it's still so... satisfying and Trevor feels a shiver come over him as hands curl into fists within his restraints. Alucard just might be able to feel a flutter of being SO VERY PLEASED through their bond. ]

Thaaaaat... was nice.

Breathe out. Adjust to it.

[That initial pleasure is...he isn't sure. Natural, probably, but he won't say much more than that. He just stands up, ready to complete the second part of their agreement.]

How do you feel?

I don't... see all those colours.

[ Like when he drinks Berserker's blood. That's partly why he had asked what sort of blood he was being given. With Berserker, he knows what to expect and Alucard's, the drop of it he had been given, that's really fucking good. But if it had been some other sort of monster which he hadn't yet tasted yet, who knows how it might have made him react, if at all. So, human was probably the safest. Animal, too, but... no thanks.

But the red of his eyes begin to dull a little around the edges, blue threatening to push its way back, if even just a little. He's calming down. Though slowly. ]

That's probably a good thing.

[Good. There's some natural color returning. He'll go and get more blood later, but right now?

Alucard stands at the side of Trevor's bed, and leans over. He kisses one set of closed knuckles gently, then leans over so he can do the same to the other.]

You're getting through the worst of it. Just please keep trusting us.

[ Despite the restraints which hold him there, he quickly turns his hand over within one of them and... lets the backs of his fingers gently caress against Alucard's cheek, best they can. If he can feel through their bond, he'll see there's no malicious intent involved. Just a... quiet sort of yearning to touch him. ]

Alucard.

[ Though his eyes still remain red with a speckling of blue around the edges now, they're soft and not full of fire or frustration, letting his thoughts wander for a short moment. ]

Tell me something I don't know about you.

[Mm. That's better. That's the Trevor he knows.

Alucard keeps his awkward posture.]

When I was a very young child and mastering my abilities, I floated myself up to one of the tall ceilings in the castle and got stuck there. My mother couldn't reach me and with it being daylight, my father couldn't come and get me down.

I was there for six hours.

[ Well of all the things to be told THAT certainly wasn't what he expected to hear?? ]

You... got stuck on the ceiling...

[ And, despite it being as gentle as it is, he finds his lips curling into a genuine smile. Not one with the means to manipulate in getting his way but, rather, a genuine Trevor Belmont smile... and he chuckles a little to himself at the thought, head tilting as he sighs. ]

Ahhh... that's so messed up.

My maturation was an absolute adventure for my parents.

[His own smile at the memory is a little sadder but not terribly crushing. An improvement by any means.]

My father finally got me down, and I fell asleep in his arms almost immediately.

I also had to wear a leash around my middle until I learned to lower myself down properly.

[ He still finds himself chuckling some at the thought, head lolling to the other side as fingers gently reach out for Alucard in any way that they can. ]

Not gonna put a leash or something around me, are you?

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