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Julianne "Jill" Stingray ([personal profile] whydogs) wrote in [community profile] middaeg2020-02-12 12:04 am

(CLOSED)

Who: Jill & Wataru
When: Feoveuer 9 - 10
Where: Jill's apartment
What: Miss Bartender turning into a vampire
Warnings: Character death, trauma, injury, and overall sad times

[The sickness that was gradually claiming her life took a fast and escalated turn on the night of the full moon. Jill was weak enough that leaving her bed and her room was out of the question. She felt and looked like a mess, but that was honestly the least of her worries. Her breathing was hard and labored, she continued to cough up blood, and that wasn't even the worst of it.

Still, she tried her absolute best to at least get a single message out to Wataru, fingers trembling as they pressed each key.]


help

my room


[Jill hoped and prayed that he would be able to see the message. And if that wasn't enough, the sheer panic and fear being fed through the bond would likely be even more of an alarm.

Her eyes began to tear up as she weakly began to sob and cry in what would be her literal deathbead.

She didn't want to die alone.

She didn't want to die.

Someone.

Anyone.

Please.]
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[personal profile] kivatteru 2020-02-12 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ Wataru felt it minutes before her message. The sudden drop in temperature, followed by the all too familiar sensation of panic tightening his chest and making it harder for him to breathe. It came suddenly as he was about to prepare for bed. Dahlia was asleep and Kivat was wandering the city as the nightly creature he is. No one was there to assist him.

Yet, he found the strength to stay on his feet. Because he quickly realized those sensations of dread weren't coming from him. One thing about Bonds he learned from other people is that feelings can be shared, as much as dreams or memories, though he hadn't reached that level with Jill yet—

... Jill.

Wataru finally picked the watch up after fighting with his own body, hands shaking. Her short message confirmed his own fears.

He's at her apartment now, after running and running until he coughed up his soul from how hard his lungs have been clenching inside him. But he needed to go. Couldn't allow his physical limits to prevent him from reaching his friend. The whole time, he felt as though he was at an inch of his life, just like her.

That's what's happening after all. Jill is transforming. She's dying.

Wataru swings the door open and rushes to Jill's bedroom, where he finds her barely alive and bleeding. He coughs while rushing to her side, and despite his own conditions he immediately plants a hand flat on her chest, trying to imbue a healing spell that can at least sooth her pain. They're both sweating. There's blood everywhere. He can't panic right now. Damn it. ]


Stay with me, Jill... I'm here now, please don't be afraid anymore... it'll be over soon... you'll wake up and it'll be over.
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[personal profile] kivatteru 2020-02-20 06:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His legs shake under his weight. Even though he's trying to calm the pain, it just won't, the healing spell is useless and he's just wasting energies he could have spent better-... how? Crying? Screaming her name? Begging her not to go? Right, he couldn't do anything at all... just sit there and keep her company while she dies.

Some hero he is.

Jill apologizes and that snaps him back from the self-depreciation. ]


What are you saying? You did nothing, I-...

[ Another sharp pain in his chest has him double over. This can't be real. Such a hopeless feeling, the same that stabbed him when Mio died in his arms, and it's happening again, and he can't do anything. Back when they talked about Jill's transformation, he downplayed the whole thing and played brave while telling her he would be by her side. And he is, but... he can't stop the tears coming down. He's useless and now he'll be lonely and the void in his chest is gaping wider the closer she is to death.

He chokes up a sob when her eyes become dull and start closing as she falls into a deep sleep. ]


...

[ He withdraws his hands from her. It's useless to try healing a corpse.

With a shaky sigh, stumbling on his feet, he drags a chair over to her bed and sits down, hands dragging down his wet and flushed face. He's lonely. Something broke inside him and he can't recover.

Wataru just spends the next minutes weeping, immobile, waiting for her. ]
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[personal profile] kivatteru 2020-03-11 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Wataru had remained in her aparment the whole night and next day.

He didn't want to touch her stuff or eat her food, but missing the moment she'll wake up wouldn't be good for either of their mental health. Therefore he stayed, trying to take as little as possible, his low appetite helping with not feeling guilty.

It's weird to live next to a corpse. She's not really rotting, or at least he thinks vampires don't really rot as much as they wake up before that process really starts. Still, he tries to set his emotions aside to watch over her and keep himself updated on the time ticking.

He almost knocks the chair over when he sees the twitching, and is almost hovering over her when she opens her eyes. ]


Jill!
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[personal profile] kivatteru 2020-04-02 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Red eyes are a dead giveaway that Wataru, in his relief at seeing Jill wake up, didn't notice until her arms come up to lace around him. And then his own eyes fall onto those fangs that weren't there before the girl died, she speaks, says she's hungry...

He stutters words that come out half done and it sounds ridiculous - he shuts his jaw and leans back heavily, breaking away from what he's fairly sure was an attempt to seize him. ]


You're...

[ Wataru tries to talk, again, but he has to breathe - the sight of her pale face mixed with red eyes and those teeth hit him square in the brain like a gut punch. Shaking his head, he grabs a hold of her arms. ]

Jill, you're back. I... I'm glad to see you again. [ He tries to direct the dialogue into something that doesn't concern her hunger. ] Are you... are you hurt anywhere?
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[personal profile] kivatteru 2020-04-07 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Damn. The hunger is overcoming her mind and even if this weren't real and her face was behind a screen, he would still reel back in horror at the expression she's making.

There's... only one way to make sure she doesn't pass out or die again. ]


Okay. Okay. I think...

[ Wataru trails off, shakes his head... then pulls at the collar of his shirt, exposing his neck. ]

I think this is necessary, so... go ahead.
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[personal profile] kivatteru 2020-05-12 12:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The long breath he draws in after her bite hurts even more than the sting itself.

Wataru reaches for her arms, with the intention of forcing her away in the unfortunate case she's drinking more than she's supposed to.

It would probably become a titanic effort the longer they're like this, with his energies being sapped away along with his blood. For now he thinks he can handle it, and allows Jill to take her food in until she either pulls out or he'll make her. ]
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[personal profile] kivatteru 2020-06-24 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ Right as she pulls away, Wataru's hand shoots to his wounded spot as he fears blood will seep out if he doesn't block it. He looks back at her, clearing his voice as he catches on with the air that he forgot to breathe at some point. ]

You were... "feeding" yourself, to put it lightly.

[ How was that even "lightly"? He can't find something else to define the act of a vampire sucking blood out of him.

But at least Jill seems to come back to her senses, and the look on her face tells him that he's hopefully no longer risking another blood loss. ]


How... are you feeling? Physically.

[ He can figure she's not so happy about this whole situation, so he won't delve into the emotional side of things. ]
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[personal profile] kivatteru 2020-07-03 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's about to try reassuring her that he's going to be fine, if only to calm her down a bit, but what she asks next gets his words stuck in his throat.

Forlorn feelings are shown in his expression as he presses his lips together. ]


Yeah. To both questions. I'm sorry, Jill.

[ Her emotional state is more important to deal with than his injury right now. ]
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[personal profile] kivatteru 2020-07-19 10:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ Well. It takes a bit to look at her properly because his vision is swimming a bit from the blood loss, but he then answers truthfully. ]

Your eyes are red, and... you have fangs. Otherwise you look the same as before.

[ Which is comforting to know, until he realizes there will possibly be further changes down the line. This is only the beginning. ]
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[personal profile] kivatteru 2020-08-10 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
Be careful with that...

[ He knew firsthand how sharp those fangs were. Speaking of which, he needs a gauze for his wound, and something more effective to stop the blood with. He looks around, spots some paper towels, and apologizes to Jill before ripping some off and pressing them against his neck. ]

Do you have any medical tool I could use here?