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middaeg2019-09-18 01:08 pm
overworker) wrote in middaeg2019-09-18 01:08 pm
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✧ [OPEN]
Who: Towa Herschel and open
When: after 9/16
Where: Dorchacht
What: After the shared dream, Towa has a lot on her mind.
Warnings: None
Resistance Work
[It might have been wise to take a step back for her. Even she knew that. But she can't bring herself to do that with so much to be done still.
But this isn't something that can be done safely when your mind isn't actively in it.
The mission was still a success. But she'd made a number of careless mistakes that resulted in a number of cuts and bruises that shouldn't have happened. After, she can only do one thing-- and that is wrap her wounds. Luckily she prepared a number of first aid supplies when she left. It wasn't like she could begin to pretend that she was practiced in healing. She usually left that to others. Well... it will do for now. But it's a new sight for her-- bandages wrapped around her right arm and her left leg.]
Good as new.
[...right. If you witnessed her performance earlier though, you might wonder what's really going on. It's not hard to see something's bothering her.]
By the Docks
[The boat has already returned, so she knows there's really no point in her being here. Yet she finds herself wanting to sit by the water for a while. Looking out at the sky she tries to remember exactly what direction the city of Aefenglom was. There's no hope of seeing it, so she can only imagine what's going on there right now. Biting her lip, she kicks a little stone into the water and watches it splash.]
Towa, you can't keep being indecisive every time something important happens. You always do this... so it's no wonder you always end up with so many regrets.
[It certainly would be embarrassing if someone heard her own self-lecture.]
Shopping
[Towa promised Fie a souvenir and that at least is something she should be able to handle even in this state. It will give her some time to wander and maybe think through her-- her thoughts, fears, regrets, wishes... But with all that on her mind, she could probably actually use the help finding a suitable gift.]
I. [There are suitable weapons, an obvious choice perhaps, but one she knows Fie could put to very good use. The style is dark and sleek, and surprisingly light to carry.]
At this size, even I could wield it.
II. [She also observes the plants; both flowering and not. Fie was a member of the gardening club, after all. Maybe she would enjoy having something like this to plant back home?]
I wonder if they'd still grow comfortably back in Aefenglom...
When: after 9/16
Where: Dorchacht
What: After the shared dream, Towa has a lot on her mind.
Warnings: None
Resistance Work
[It might have been wise to take a step back for her. Even she knew that. But she can't bring herself to do that with so much to be done still.
But this isn't something that can be done safely when your mind isn't actively in it.
The mission was still a success. But she'd made a number of careless mistakes that resulted in a number of cuts and bruises that shouldn't have happened. After, she can only do one thing-- and that is wrap her wounds. Luckily she prepared a number of first aid supplies when she left. It wasn't like she could begin to pretend that she was practiced in healing. She usually left that to others. Well... it will do for now. But it's a new sight for her-- bandages wrapped around her right arm and her left leg.]
Good as new.
[...right. If you witnessed her performance earlier though, you might wonder what's really going on. It's not hard to see something's bothering her.]
By the Docks
[The boat has already returned, so she knows there's really no point in her being here. Yet she finds herself wanting to sit by the water for a while. Looking out at the sky she tries to remember exactly what direction the city of Aefenglom was. There's no hope of seeing it, so she can only imagine what's going on there right now. Biting her lip, she kicks a little stone into the water and watches it splash.]
Towa, you can't keep being indecisive every time something important happens. You always do this... so it's no wonder you always end up with so many regrets.
[It certainly would be embarrassing if someone heard her own self-lecture.]
Shopping
[Towa promised Fie a souvenir and that at least is something she should be able to handle even in this state. It will give her some time to wander and maybe think through her-- her thoughts, fears, regrets, wishes... But with all that on her mind, she could probably actually use the help finding a suitable gift.]
I. [There are suitable weapons, an obvious choice perhaps, but one she knows Fie could put to very good use. The style is dark and sleek, and surprisingly light to carry.]
At this size, even I could wield it.
II. [She also observes the plants; both flowering and not. Fie was a member of the gardening club, after all. Maybe she would enjoy having something like this to plant back home?]
I wonder if they'd still grow comfortably back in Aefenglom...
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No, I think it makes sense. I've been going back and forth too.
[He sighs. He knows he wants to see Crow again, but what if it didn't happen? Was it wrong to wish for such a thing?]
I really wasn't expecting to see him again either.
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At first, it was really painful. But then... it... it felt just like we were before.
[She pulled her head back up, towards the ceiling.]
I thought it would be more... I don’t know... weird. But it was just like... picking up where we left off.
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I kinda think he did that on purpose. He's never exactly been good at the sentimental feeling moments, you know? He even called me a sap...
[Which okay, he fully admits he is one. But still!!]
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[Yes they all know he deserved it, but still. He didn’t complain— not really.]
...I told him about the things going on here and— he basically said that Morgana’s days were numbered if we were getting involved.
[Well, he said her but— let’s be real. Morgana isn’t going to be scared of one tiny beginner witch.]
I know it’s more complicated than that but... it was a nice sentiment.
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[SWEET AIDIOS TOWA.
And you know, there's something a little unsettling about their dear terrorist friend phrasing things like that, but surely....he meant...well.]
Yeah, it's nice to know he believes in us.
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[LISTEN... HE WAS BEING MEAN...]
Yeah... I think we could all probably use a bit of that useless confidence of his somedays.
[Spoken with only the greatest fondness, really.]
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[TOWA COULD YOU NOT SHOOT OUR DEAD FRIEND????]
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[IT’S TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZE...]
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W-When you said the other day you worried about keeping your composure, I thought you meant you'd cry a lot! Not...shoot people!
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[The only damage was a soaked shirt.
She smiles though-- really smiles.]
...the way he laughed then, it was... like I was back in school with him. Back before everything... Even if I never see him again I... I don't want to ever forget that moment.
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[Still girl, he never would've suspected Towa to shoot her friend. Gonna Remember This.
But ah...yeah. The feelings. Elliot's own chest tightens]
...Yeah, I know what you mean. For a moment or two there, I almost forgot he was gone. [He has a sad smile] I didn't want to wake up.
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[It was frustrating in a sense. But that was just a part of Crow.]
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[Even when he was supposed to be their enemy, he'd do things that showed he did care. Like calling Toval to tell him where Rean was. ]
...New arrivals won't come until the start of next month. So we have time until then.
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[It certainly wouldn't be fair to dump all that on Fie by herself.]
I thought once we got back, there might be some time to rest-- but it seems like we might be busy for a little while longer. There might not be any guarantees, but with that many familiar faces we should probably make sure we're ready.
[The house might need some work if they're going to account for every potential arrival.]
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[And not have angry Machias and Jusis filling up his messages]
Oh yeah, we gotta get things ready if they're coming. Jusis, Machias, maybe Crow...
We should have a welcome party! I told Fie I'd get her a kazoo if anyone showed up in the dream.
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[It's a nice thought. It would be good to be back...]
I didn't realize it until now, but-- I've really missed that house. In such a short time it really has become such a special place to me.
[That house is the only place where she and so many of the people she cares about most can all live together the way they do now. You could come up with a million different scenarios and this would probably be the only one that could have brought them all together like this. Certainly not back home anyway, the way things were now.]
We'll have to work quick but, it'll be worth it to see the house so lively.
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[Also they could all use something fun after this. Things have been...very heavy, to say the least.]
Haha, I know what you mean. It's kinda like living in the dorms again. I really miss Fie...and my instruments.
[Fie came before the instruments, that is clearly the highest honor you can get from Elliot]
Great! So let's do it! It doesn't have to be anything extravagant. Just some decoration, some good food...
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It hasn't been the same without her here. I think she'll enjoy it too.
[But it's not just Fie that could use it at this point, she knows.]
I think it might be good for all of us. We've all neglected ourselves a little bit in favor of others this month. We've all earned a little break to do what we want to do.
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Yeah, I think so too. We should bring her next time we have to travel somewhere.
[Someone else can be the one to stay behind while she goes on a life changing fieldtrip with Zuko]
Exactly. We could all use something positive, I think.
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[Unless it's a nice trip, then that's fine.]
It would be nice if everyone could be together for a while... it'll be a while before everyone can really get settled in. [...] We'll have to tell them about the Guild, too.
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[Music related stuff, Cwyld related stuff. He won't get into much detail for now]
Oh yeah... I wonder how they'll feel about it. [Because those three are nothing but strong opinions]
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[It's an ambitious thing she's started, she knows that. And while she still believes in it, she would never want to burden any of her friends with that decision.]
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