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aefenglom log posting account ([personal profile] faileas) wrote in [community profile] middaeg2020-01-14 12:47 pm

☆ Event Log: Snatched, Part One

Event Log: January, Snatched - Part One

I. The Fires (14th)

    Though it began this month with petty vandalism, before long, things escalate. On the evening of the 14th, when many are settling down for the night, fires blaze to life simultaneously all over the city, though they seem to cluster in places that Mirrorbound and refugees frequent. Homes, businesses, market stalls, the Barracks, the Residential Districts, they could pop up anywhere, but the worst of them seem to hit different locations within the Haven. The refugees stand to lose a lot in the fires, everything they've built up since arriving here at the end of September, and Mirrorbound stand to suffer damage to the homes or businesses they've built in Aefenglom. No doubt everyone is quick to catch on, but with so many locations burning at once, help is thin on the ground.

    As soon as they're alerted, the Coven sends out a call to all Witches, Merrow, water-based Dragons, anyone who can manipulate water or ice to help put out the fires across town before they can spread. With the city plan so tight and buildings so close together, it's a real worry. They'll accept all hands, even those with no particular water-based talents - anybody can carry buckets, after all. Bucket brigades made up of mostly Monsters form from the River Temese out to pass water to where it's needed most. Others with fire magic or resistances are asked to search the buildings still on fire for anyone still trapped inside. On the streets, more set up stations to treat burns and smoke inhalation, and to check people over for worse injuries.

    It takes a couple of hours to put out the last of the flames, but thanks to quick action, no lives are confirmed lost. The City Guard is present at the sites of the fires in the hours afterward, questioning witnesses and determining the sources with both magical and Monster-ability-based methods, but as the chaos calms down, it quickly becomes clear that 1. this is a case of purposeful arson, and 2. not all witnesses are present.

    Maybe it's your friend, or family member, or just an acquaintance you know you saw go into their house at the end of the day, but they're conspicuously absent from the crowds gathered on the streets. Those who are Bonded to a missing person feel it first, though - a horrible sensation like a pillow over the face or a tightening in the chest, smothering their Bond to barely anything, except the very rare flicker of something, a tiny spark lost to the darkness as soon as it's felt. The sudden absence of them is like a case of phantom limb, something that should be there suddenly isn't, but yet it isn't quite an annullment or breaking of the Bond. It's still there, just muted and tamped down. It feels a little different for everyone, maybe painful or maybe just uncomfortable, or maybe, in the cases of new or less-close Bonds, it simply feels as if it never existed.

    Regardless, those Bonded can't be found through Bonds. It's like those loved ones have vanished, without a trace.

    The City Guard and Coven representatives alike will seek to make a comprehensive list of all who have gone missing, but Mirrorbound cooperation will be needed for that; they would know better than anyone, because the missing ones are all Mirrorbound or refugees.

II. The Lost Souls (14th - 20th)

CW: Torture, captivity, restraints.

    You were spirited away in the middle of the night.

    Maybe you were out, or maybe you were safe in your own home, but either way, someone managed to get the drop on you. Upon waking, everything is fuzzy, until clarity returns suddenly and violently. It's possible to remember a struggle, an enchanted darkness that might have enveloped you, maybe even a glimpse of the face of the human or Witch who grabbed you, but now you're stuck in a small, stone cell, the only entrance covered in shiny new bars thick enough to hold back a rampaging Dragon. The hall beyond is also stone and dimly lit by sparse magitech lights and the soft, runic glow of spells drawn on the walls and floors. There are more cells like yours, filled with more Monsters and Witches like you. What's worse, maybe you're alone, or maybe another poor soul is trapped with you - the space isn't exactly large enough for two, but the comfort might be nice.

    Witches will find their magic restrained, tamped down with a spell similar to the Coven's punishment for lawbreaking. Monsters' restraints are more traditional - muzzles, chains, manacles, and particular weaknesses that differ from Monster type to Monster type, such as silver or iron, water, or the lack of water. Even if, by some small mercy, a person finds themselves with their hands free, all of the captives' Watches have been taken, along with most other belongings on them.

    The uncertainty of your new location doesn't last for long. It's only a matter of time before people pass through the cellblock in pairs or trios, talking to each other and ignoring the captives behind bars, checking up on the spells that line the room. Those with keen memories will realize - these are not the same people who took them in the first place. All are human, and they all share a familial resemblance - black hair, violet eyes, pointed noses, and unpleasant sneers. Over time, with observation (and what else are you going to do, while you wait for the worst?), maybe frequenters of the Coven will pick out a familiar face, a haughty, unpopular Witch named Constance Rathmore who refuses to associate with Mirrorbound in classes, or those familiar with the law might pick out a mid-ranked member of the City Guard named Godfrey Rathmore, who perhaps looks the other way when refugees are harassed.

    As the hours tick by, it becomes obvious that there are maybe 22 of the Rathmore family, the only ones with access to this corridor. Other voices, maybe familiar from the kidnapping, can be heard outside the main doors at times, but they never enter, and seem none the wiser as to what is actually happening.

      a. The Torments
        And what is happening? Something sinister. It's usually a different set of family members, a pair of cousins, the daughter or the son, occasionally even the matriarch and her son and daughter-in-law (who may be recognized as long-time members of Parliament). Their methods and motivations may be a bit different, but they share one thing - innate cruelty, and a hatred for those they see as a plague on Aefenglom, those harbingers of unwanted change.

        Sometimes they inflict pain on captives right there through the bars of the cells, with nasty spells or physical instruments, but more often, they choose a victim or two to remove from their cell, still in restraints, to take down the hall, through the heavy door at the opposite end from the entrance. The wide room at the end is a place of horrors: instruments of torture lining tables, heavy restraints, and glass jars to receive any bits or blood they might separate from the original owners, to sell on the black market. The runes on the walls and floor in this room are different as well - this is advanced, forbidden magic, practiced by the daughter Constance on brand new test subjects.

        When the family members have grown bored or tired themselves out, they return their current playthings to a cell - not always the same cell with the same cellmate, not always with the same restraints, but every time they ensure that it will be difficult to escape or fight back.


      b. The Whispers
        While the Rathmores do not often speak directly to captives, they speak to each other quite a bit, as do the others who occasionally pass outside the heavy door at the entrance and simply seem to serve as watchmen outside the corridor. It's easy to get snippets of conversation between the horrors. What else are you going to do, besides wait, and listen, and plot your escape?

        "Shame about Uncle Rodolphus. Scarred by the mist, his Black Market business raided."
        "None of it would have happened if they hadn't provoked Dorchacht. It was Drummond's Witch in our city who unleashed that awful gas, as retribution for what they did over there..."

        "...-Destabilizing a whole city like that, and there are only a hundred of them give or take. Imagine what they'll do to Aefenglom if we don't stop it."
        "They'll all want to leave after this, surely. We'll go for another batch in a couple of weeks, once Godfrey convinces the Guard to stop looking."
        "Good. Maybe Dorchacht will take them. Them and their brutal revolutionaries..."

        "...-Father thinks we can control them if he manages to get in touch with his contact in Dorchacht. They had that spell, you know? Like the collars, but better. Maybe then we can sell them off, make some money back to cover our losses..."

        "...-All this pushing for equality. The whole economy will collapse. Everyone has their place in a functioning society, right, sister?"...

        "...-heard from Mr. Rathmore himself they're doing magic in there. A spell to send the Mirrorbound home, and the refugees along with them."
        "Then why did we have to grab them like that? You'd think they'd want to leave."
        "The Coven wants them here, obviously. It's a power-play, there's no way they'd allow Mr. Rathmore to do this..."

        "...-I don't know about this, the Rathmores always seemed a little extreme-..."

As a reminder: while this prompt contains a general content warning for torture, please make sure to leave decently specific content warnings in your headers for anything that may be uncomfortable for other players to stumble across. The level of torture experienced by each character is up to the individual players - please respect each other's limits!
III. The Ones Left Behind (14th - 20th)

Meanwhile, out in the city, the atmosphere is a new kind of tense. The papers pick up the story pretty quickly, so before long, it seems that everyone knows about it. In the days since the fires, repairs seem to be on the backburner; the remaining refugees especially worry for their missing friends and loved ones, and the missing Mirrorbound. The graffiti stops entirely, as do nasty comments in the streets. The upper-class, when they come into contact with the remaining Mirrorbound, cannot meet their eyes, or even react with genuine sympathy, a rare few even saying in hushed murmurs that they hope they find their people. Vandalizing their property is one thing, it seems, but people simply vanishing, Bonds being smothered... that's another. Even if they don't worry for the Mirrorbound, they worry for their own safety in Aefenglom now. On the other hand, residents of the Western Residential District, primarily Monsters but including a fair few humans as well, stop by the Haven more often, bringing food and kind words, and asking after the disappearances with real concern.

The City Guard is an increased presence on the streets, trying to track down witnesses who may have information, but without warrants, their hands are tied in a lot of cases. Some Mirrorbound are asked quietly by the Lead Investigator if they wouldn't mind looking into some of the sources of the fires, and trying to track down anyone who might have seen something - they can operate a little more loosely, not being bound by the same bureaucracy as the Guard. They're promised Guard and Coven cooperation and support in this.

The demand for artists increases in the days after the abduction. Many of the refugees especially will seek out anyone who can draw to help them create fliers about the missing people to post around town, to raise awareness. Maybe they want to make posters of another refugee, or maybe they want posters made of particular Mirrorbound faces who helped them in the past. They're distressed, but they're pulling together as a community - and it's clear they consider all the Mirrorbound a part of it, judging from how they'll try to pull anyone in to their efforts to put the 'missing' posters up around the city.

The Coven, too, is in a flurry of worry, second only to the refugees, who are missing some of their own as well. Many of the regular classes are disrupted and become impromptu Divining sessions, circles of Witches holding hands and chanting in rooms filled with incense smoke, making concentrated efforts to determine the location of their missing fellows. After all, many Mirrorbound are their classmates, and they want to see them returned safely. Anyone passing through the Coven may get pulled into one of these sessions - Witches to lend their magic to the circle, Monsters who know any of the missing to act as foci. Unfortunately, nothing concrete turns up in the fleeting visions they do get, and the backlash is immense, resulting in splitting migraines. It's magical interference for sure. Luckily, Miss Aerianna, the middle-aged Arachne caretaker to the Dreamers (who, she'll say, are currently unreachable - they're trying to suss out the missing Mirrorbound as well), is well-versed with Divination headaches, and is around distributing her supposed cure-all, which smells like swamp-water and tastes twice as bad. At least it works on the headaches.

While the part of the city who wanted to see the Mirrorbound gone have quieted down some, the part of the city that welcomes them has grown louder, providing what support they can to try to find those lost souls who have vanished.


The investigation briefs will be posted under location-specific headers down below! Feel free to thread underneath them with others investigating the same area, or collaborate with other teams to share information. We decided to go ahead and allow for everyone who signed up to investigate whichever area they're interested in rather than splitting characters into mod-decided teams, but we encourage working together!


    Welcome to Part One of January's event, Snatched! The sign-ups thread is here - it's not too late to get involved. Only the kidnapped characters who will escape on the evening of the 20th is closed out to new sign-ups. Headers for the investigations are here. Part Two of this event will be posted on the 21st and will include the escape, rescue and bringing the perpetrators to justice.

    And a note for all! If your character does anything significant during Part 1 or Part 2, we want to hear about it on the city tracker! Make sure your submissions are in by Feb. 3rd, because a special aftermath post will go up on the 4th.

curruid_coinchenn: (when they called me evil i knew)

[personal profile] curruid_coinchenn 2020-01-18 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ This is a much less pleasant ending than their outing in Dorchacht, when Geralt helped them out. His mind keeps drifting back to the witcher and the emptiness inside of him. Waver is a reminder of him, in a way. He feels like he's failed both of them and doesn't know what to do with the emotions that twist his chest and stomach in knots. Dwelling on what happened, what could have happened, and what should have happened isn't helping anything and just making him feel sick. He can't bring himself to look at Waver, not for what the turnskin did to him, but for his failure to protect him like he tried to. ]

...Don't apologize.

[ Berserker's back is to the wall, though he's not leaning against it (the mere thought of that is painful). The damage can still be seen cresting over the tops of his shoulders. Bone is visible through the torn skin and red meat surrounding it. Behind his back, the shredded tatters of the delicate membranes hang uselessly. They're completely useless to him now; it would have been better if they had been cut off. ]

We just need to survive now...
tryhard: (don't argue with people on the internet)

[personal profile] tryhard 2020-01-18 10:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's right. They need to survive. Both of them. They have to.

Another apology sticks in Waver's throat, but he swallows it, breathing heavily around the need to keep saying he's sorry. Or maybe vomit. Or both. His head hurts so much, blood pounding in his temples and in the swollen wound on the back of his head from hitting the wall, each movement making him dizzy. ]


...y-yeah.

[ Waver groans, starting up his attempt again to crawl closer. He manages to get onto his hands and knees-- his good knee, at least, the other leg dragging slightly. Wobbling and slow in his efforts but determined, Waver scoots closer inch by inch. ]

Survive. You're right.

We... have to. No dying. Don't you fucking dare.
curruid_coinchenn: (i can almost hear)

[personal profile] curruid_coinchenn 2020-01-19 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
Don't strain yourself, either.

[ It would be nice to have Waver close, even after all that. It's not as though Berserker can do much to help him, so he can only watch as he drags his way closer. The restraints only add to his misery, heavy on his injuries.

His expression hardens at Waver's plea -- no, command. ]


...If you think this will kill me, you're mistaken. I will not die here...This is not where I'm supposed to die.
tryhard: (being a stubborn piece of shit)

[personal profile] tryhard 2020-01-20 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
Shut up.

[ Waver snarls, baring his teeth briefly, and keeps crawling. Dragging himself, more like. Strain or no. He doesn't care. This isn't just for Berserker. ]

No one's dying.

[ Except maybe the wretched people who put them here. And hopefully very soon. ]
curruid_coinchenn: (on the path to breaking down)

[personal profile] curruid_coinchenn 2020-01-20 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ His tail is unrestrained (too difficult to efficiently bind it in these cells) and mostly uninjured, so he moves it within Waver's reach. ]

Just grab on...Stop crawling and let me pull you closer since you won't listen to me.

[ It's not a true admonishment, of course. He never expects Waver to listen to him -- he's too strong-willed for that. ]
tryhard: (feels bad man)

[personal profile] tryhard 2020-01-20 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ This time, Waver doesn't protest. He grabs onto the offered tail, though he doesn't want to hurt Berserker more. At least the cell is very small, so he'll use it as assistance more than just letting all of his weight be completely dragged, until he's close enough to prop himself up to sit next to Berserker, facing him.

Waver catches his breath, his hand resting on Berserker's tail. ]


Thanks, I--

[ From this angle, he gets a much better view of the state of Berserker's back. Even the darkness doesn't help; his Turnskin eyes can see far too clearly, even when he wishes they wouldn't.

The sour taste of bile rises up on the back of his tongue. Waver chokes, turning his head away and breathing hard, tears stinging his eyes.

Berserker said not to apologize again. He doesn't.

He just leans in, forehead pressing to Berserker's upper arm. When he closes his eyes, he can still see the flayed skin and raw bone. He can still smell the blood. It turns his stomach in knots. ]


...why?

[ It's a stupid question, after a minute of silence. It doesn't matter what the answer is. It doesn't help. But it escapes him anyway in a quiet, choked-off sob. ]

Why are they doing this?

What do they want?
curruid_coinchenn: (when I beg for mercy they knew)

[personal profile] curruid_coinchenn 2020-01-20 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ He wants to comfort Waver with a hug, but he can't; his restraints prevent him from even providing simple comfort. It sets off a terrible ache in his chest, like someone pressing on a bruise. He curls his tail around Waver in a strange sort of hug; it's all he can do right now.

Berserker shifts in an attempt to conceal the mangled mess that of his wings and back. ]


To make everyone else afraid...They can make a profit off of selling what they harvest from the monsters and terrorize the witches who Bond with them. A punishment for mirrorbound and the problems we brought with us. They want us to be afraid and they want to force us to leave. We threaten their power...

[ He's extrapolating from the whispers that he heard in the halls. Wrong or right, it doesn't matter to him. ]
tryhard: (evanescence plays in the background)

[personal profile] tryhard 2020-01-20 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
I know... I know, but--

[ Waver hiccups, shifting to curl up against him, nestling into the protective circle Berserker's tail forms. It probably hurts. No matter what he does, it hurts. For both of them. Sitting hurts, crying hurts, even breathing too heavily hurts his bruised ribs and throbbing head-- and he knows it's even worse for Berserker and it's terrible and awful and unfair and he knows that's the point. He knows that's the 'why.'

He knows it's meant to break them. ]


Fuck this! [ It's a hoarse cry, buried in his own scraped-up hands smeared with tears. ]

We're not the monsters here...

I hope- I hope they all drop dead. Burn alive. [ Barely coherent gasps through the sobs. He's shaking, and that hurts too. ] Everything they've done-- back on them... tenfold...

[ Violence breeds more violence and solves nothing. It's not like him. But right now, Waver doesn't care. All he can think of is the taste of Berserker's blood in his mouth and what he would have done if he'd been able to sink his claws into their attackers instead. Waver's never wanted to kill anyone, but maybe this is what it feels like. The raw bile burning his throat, the rage and desperation clawing the inside of his empty, starving stomach, the frantic drumbeat of his heartbeat in his head.

The fur along his neck and back lengthens, starting to trail over his shoulders and arms. His claws, too. His teeth. The rage sweeps over him, and his weakened limbs protest and creak, and the crying turns to whimpering howls.

No. No, no-- he's not the monster here. ]
curruid_coinchenn: (i can almost see you)

[personal profile] curruid_coinchenn 2020-01-20 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ If Berserker hadn't been chained, he would have killed them all. It's why he lost control when he came to and lashed out with his poison. That was all he could do to exert some sort of control over the situation. He could have killed them all without ever trying, but he was helpless. Helplessness is not an emotion he has ever been familiar with; it's deeply alien and unwanted. ]

Waver... [ Soft as he squeezes his tail around him. ] Mark my words, if I'm able to, I will tear their throats out and watch them die as they try to stem the flow of blood. I will deliver the one who poisoned you to your feet and if you cannot kill him, I will do it for you without mercy and as cruelly as he deserves. I will have no mercy on them for what they have done to my allies...

[ His words are cold and apathetic, reminiscent of the way he used to be: an unfeeling monster who knows nothing but to kill. If they want a monster, they will get one. ]
tryhard: (BEES?!)

[personal profile] tryhard 2020-01-20 08:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ Somehow... that doesn't actually make Waver feel any better. He hates them, so much, but Berserker offering to bring one to him only makes Waver feel sick. Sicker. He can't tell.

The silver cuffs and collar are cutting into his skin, squeezing tighter; the runes around them emanate a faint red glow as they constrict, and there's the distinct scent of burning flesh. Waver's whimpers grow more frantic as he buries his face in his drawn-up knees, hands covering his head. It hides the twisted features, his mouthful of teeth, but the enchanted restraints continue to hurt him, even if he's not trying to shift on purpose. The panic and pain only make it harder to calm down enough to stop his new body's natural response to this level of emotional distress. ]


Berser-- kh! [ His voice is somewhere between a groan and a growl. ] C-Ciarán... please...

Something else-- [ Wheezing, Waver lifts his head only enough to bury his face in all its strangeness against Berserker's body. ]

Talk about... something else.

[ He has no right to ask this of Berserker, of all people. No right to ask anything but forgiveness right now.

What... what is he going to tell Diarmuid after this? Or Flat? ]
curruid_coinchenn: (which of us was weak)

[personal profile] curruid_coinchenn 2020-01-21 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ Waver pressing in close is painful, but he doesn't fight it or resist it; it's a better pain than he's been subject to recently. Berserker says nothing and just closes his eyes for now. In the end, it's his fault Waver is suffering this way. If he hadn't been so weak as to get caught in the first place, he never would have been here. He wouldn't have blindly attacked him; they wouldn't have used Waver against him and forced him to attack him. It's his fault because he was too weak. ]

...I have nothing else to say.

[ He failed Diarmuid by being so weak and being unable to protect himself and Waver. He failed Geralt and Flat by being unable to protect Waver. It's his own weakness. ]
tryhard: (he's got great hair for drama)

[personal profile] tryhard 2020-01-21 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ That's not what Waver needs to hear right now. But he can't blame Berserker.

Why should Berserker have to comfort him? After what he did, he deserves the pain.

Waver shuts up without arguing this time. He leans away from Berserker, though he can't scoot too far because of his tail around him. Instead, Waver tries to take what small comfort he can in the proximity, curling in on himself and pressing his forehead to his knees as he forces himself to govern his breathing and attempt to calm down. He needs to focus on something else. He can't keep getting worked up like this. He's only going to make himself pass out if he can't control the shift with these restraints on.

But it's easier said than done. With the stench of blood and bone still all around, the knowledge of what he'd done so fresh in his mind, the shame and horror burning like acid in his chest, it's no surprise Waver's having trouble keeping control of himself. This is why he was so easy for their captors to use in the first place. Weak-willed. Weak.

Of course.

Waver hugs his knees, panting raggedly. He can't think of anything good, so he just starts reciting the elements of the period table desperately under his breath, moving through the mundane ones into those with magical properties and then through various alchemical recipes he knows by heart just to get his mind to shut up and his body to stop reacting in panic. He tries not to lean against Berserker again. ]
curruid_coinchenn: (tension and the fear)

[personal profile] curruid_coinchenn 2020-01-21 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ Berserker doesn't let him pull away. He uses his tail to draw him closer again. If he failed so badly at protecting him, the least he can do is try to comfort him. There's nothing else he can do. He's too weak. ]

...You will survive. You're stronger than you know.

[ Stronger than the broken beast he shares a cell with. Part of him is hoping this will be broken up soon and he'll be pulled out of the cell so he can forget about this. It's unlikely he'll ever forget about this. ]
tryhard: (moeblob miyazaki tears)

[personal profile] tryhard 2020-01-22 06:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Berserker's tail may not be the most comfortable part of him, but miraculously it's the one least hurt. For now, probably. It's only been-- how long? A day or two? It's only going to get worse if they can't do something about it.

But what... what are they supposed to do?

Waver doesn't try to pull away again, mostly out of fear of hurting Berserker. The words of encouragement feel like a punch in the chest.

With the anger starting to recede back into exhaustion and blank shock, so do the more unusual animalistic features, Waver's face returning to its normal shape. The tears roll down his cheeks, leaving tracks in the leftover dirt and blood the quick hosing off hadn't gotten. ]


Not strong enough... [ he whispers, heavy with regret and shame. not strong enough to resist. not strong enough to keep from hurting someone he cares about.

Waver doesn't remember everything under that awful haze of spells and potions, but he remembers more than enough. More than he ever wanted to. They'd used him like a puppet, a toy, set him on Berserker like the rabid dog he'd been reduced to. Maybe Berserker's right in a way: he's stronger than he expected. He did so much damage. How is that even possible?

Why couldn't he fight it? ]


They got... into my head. They made me--

[ Who are these excuses for? Berserker knows what happened. ]
curruid_coinchenn: (out there in the darkness)

[personal profile] curruid_coinchenn 2020-01-22 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
...I know. They used my instincts to force me tear apart a faun. I was going to kill him like he was my prey if they hadn't drugged me...

[ And they were only upset because he poisoned him, too. He'd been used like he were nothing more than a tool again, treated like an object. It didn't bother him like it should, not as deeply as it used to. Berserker realized he was lying to himself that he had changed and that he was his own person now. It didn't matter how many strides he made nor how different he may have felt; the truth was always the same. ]

I wasn't strong enough to fight them off this time. I wasn't able to resist acting the way they wanted me to....They were only mad about the outcome because I poisoned one of them and not just you. If I had only lashed out at you, they would have been fine. They would have let me kill you.

[ Everything hurts and he can't get comfortable. Berserker shifts his position with a grimace. ]

And that's what they wanted...To turn us against each other. So stop blaming yourself. The only ones I blame are the ones who forced us into that position -- the ones that drugged you.
tryhard: (oh shit stubbed my toe)

[personal profile] tryhard 2020-01-22 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The words tear apart make Waver's stomach turn. He covers his mouth with one hand, swallowing and breathing hard, struggling not to burst into tears again or vomit or both.

They would have let me kill you.

It's shameful that the realization rings so true that it's something of an odd, sickening... relief. He can't die. Not even by Berserker's hand. What he'd done was out of his control, but also necessary.

He can't die. Neither of them can. They have to survive.

Looking down, Waver lets his hand fall from his face and rests it very lightly on Berserker's tail instead. Tentatively, he tries stroking it, trying to impart a little bit of comfort. The tiniest, least effective apology. ]


...you're right.
curruid_coinchenn: (which of us was weak)

[personal profile] curruid_coinchenn 2020-01-22 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's the kindest touch that's been laid on him since they came here. Berserker instinctively flinches as he's settled back in his old ways; any hand laid upon him should be painful and those that are not are what he shies away from. His tail because tense just for a moment before it relaxes. There's no need to make Waver feel worse about things.

He closes his eyes and lets his head rest against the wall. ]


We will survive...And that will have to be good enough.

[ It's better than admitting that he doesn't want to survive to avoid the same that he couldn't do something as simple as protect himself and an ally. He failed at something so simple and it hurts almost more than the physical injuries he's suffering from. ]
tryhard: (don't argue with people on the internet)

[personal profile] tryhard 2020-01-22 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
No. [ Waver shakes his head slowly. He waits for Berserker to get comfortable, understanding the tension, fingers pausing until he feels he can resume. ]

Not only that. We're going to get out.

[ Maybe it's the concussion talking, but suddenly, the anger finally eclipses his fear and shame. Seeing Berserker like this, all strength and will sapped out of him, the way they'd been pitted against each other for amusement-- it makes him so angry. So angry and sick. The world sways if he moves too fast, but the anger feels like a handhold suddenly, a rope to catch amid the storm. Waver clings to it, trying to focus on that over the self-flagellation and shame. They both feel that. Anger is better, isn't it? Anger feels like something he can choose. ]

We just have to work together.

That's why they pit us against each other. [ That, and for fun of course. ] That's why they force us to fight and use one another. They're scared.

[ He goes back to stroking Berserker's tail in a soft, rhythmic motion. ]
curruid_coinchenn: (the hunt is what defines us)

[personal profile] curruid_coinchenn 2020-01-22 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ As much as he'd like to go along with this and encourage Waver, the reality of his own situation stares him in the face. He's no good to anyone in his condition. They keep him restrained and wounded, unable to transform.

Berserker shakes his head. ]


You will escape...I will only slow you down.

[ Even if he were freed from his restraints, he can barely walk on his injured leg. The deep bite is likely infected with the heat coming off of it. ]
tryhard: (pretending to be a shonen hero)

[personal profile] tryhard 2020-01-22 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Then I will. And I'll bring Diarmuid back to knock some sense into you.

[ Waver 'threatens' him while petting him softly, slowly sinking lower because he's too exhausted and his head hurts too much to keep trying to sit up. Berserker's tail curled around him makes as good a pillow as any-- and it's the only even remotely possible option around. Waver doesn't want to hurt him, but he wants to stay close, especially now that he realizes Berserker actually finds it comforting and not upsetting. Even after what he was forced to do.

Waver takes a shaky breath, curling up in the circle of his tail. His throat is so tight, it's hard to force the words out. Tears escape now and again, sporadically; he doesn't even try to stop them anymore. ]


He's out there. Rider, too. You know nobody can stop them. I pity anyone who tries...
curruid_coinchenn: (which of us was worthy)

[personal profile] curruid_coinchenn 2020-01-23 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ He knows that Diarmuid likely hasn't slept knowing that both of his Bonded are missing and knowing they're both in pain. His only goal is likely to find out where they are. Berserker has been keeping his thoughts off of Diarmuid as much as possible to save himself further torment. ]

They'll be lucky if there are any survivors.

[ Berserker looks over at Waver and smiles very faintly. At least they can offer each other some sort of comfort for the moment. ]

Rest while you can...Save your strength until you can escape.
tryhard: (you think this is tea don't you)

[personal profile] tryhard 2020-01-23 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ Waver knows it's little more than wishful thinking, but it helps, even if only a tiny bit. It's easier for him to find comfort in the hope of escape and seeing the people he cares about than it is in imagining his captors' gruesome deaths. Even if he certainly won't be trying to prevent them should someone else take up the sword.

He sighs, leaning his head gently on Berserker's knee. His less injured one. He wishes there was something, anything he could do, but he can't even help Berserker be more comfortable. He almost feels guilty for being able to lie down like this. At least, he hopes, his body heat will help warm his friend a little bit. ]


Try to rest too, Ciarán.

I don't think we'll get the whole night.
curruid_coinchenn: (when they called me ruin i knew)

[personal profile] curruid_coinchenn 2020-01-23 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's in too much pain to sleep, really. Every time he moves or tries to get comfortable, something on him hurts and it's too sharp to be ignored. It's okay, though, because it gives him the chance to watch over Waver. ]

I know we won't... [ Berserker coils his tail around him a little bit tighter. ] And don't worry about me, focus on your own needs.
tryhard: (notice me senpai....)

[personal profile] tryhard 2020-01-23 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
I can worry about both of us at the same time... [ Waver mumbles, obstinately. It's a pretense at normalcy, and it falls a bit flat, but he tries. He tries to curl up closer, to give Berserker warmth with as little extra pain as possible.

He tries to sleep, but when he closes his eyes, it only makes him dizzy. So Waver only lies there, half-aware, counting down the hours until they're separated again. For now, it's all he can do. ]