Event Log: January, Return to Dorchacht

[faileas]

Event Log: January, Return to Dorchacht

I. A Tarnished Reality The teleporter to Dorchacht becomes operational by the 4th and the ambassadors return to their city with the first open, ceremonial operation of the device - along with any Mirrorbound who wish to join them, and Theodore Rosethorne and Sowilo, who make the trip as representatives of the Coven to ensure that all is well. Those who missed the first teleportation, never fear! Now that both waypoints are functional, Mirrorbound and others may travel freely between Aefenglom and Dorchacht at any point they choose to. Notably absent from the group, though - most of the Dorchacht refugees originally smuggled into Aefenglom. Only three or four are going back with the ambassadors, and they're primarily Witches. The rest have chosen to stay. Upon return to Dorchacht, it's obvious that some major changes have been made with the new regime. The sky is overcast, but it's merely fault of the weather at this time of year - the oppressive fog that used to hang over the Black City is gone, along with its effects on the natural lunar cycle. The auction blocks, damaged in the fires of the event the locals now call "The Rising", have been fully torn down, not a trace of them left to sully the streets. Where the triple stars of the Resistance used to be worn in secret, a majority of citizens now bear them openly (and in many cases, proudly) on pins and on clothing. In fact, any Witches who do not display the triple stars on their person somewhere, are generally regarded with suspicion, disgust, or fear unless they're recognized as Mirrorbound Witches - careful not to be mistaken for a Drummond sympathizer. The Monster citizens won't be outwardly cruel to any Witches, but will be somewhat fearful, hurrying their children along or crossing the street to get away. Recognizable Mirrorbound, those who were there during The Rising and before, are treated a bit like celebrities on the streets, though any Mirrorbound are given a warm welcome, albeit a little less warm for Witches. Storytellers share tales of how diplomats treating one another, Witches and Monsters alike, as equals so publicly and openly within Dorchacht gave them hope that such a life is attainable, or how a band of Mirrorbound snuck into the city under the cover of darkness and helped give their Resistance a leg up in the good fight against Drummond's extremists. Others share stories of being rescued from burning buildings or cruel Witches during The Rising by brave heroes. Many of these tales are shared in the form of song, as homage to those Mirrorbound who brought hopeful music to Dorchacht through the radio, which is still operational and playing a selection of music with a little more variety. Still a bit soft, their speakers and songs are, but as time passes, they grow a little more experimental, branching out from the lullabies that used to be played. Overall, the Black City is much less black these days, a little greener and brighter from the plants left by Mirrorbound before. Where the old Dorchacht could take your breath away with its feeling of barred oppression, many of those barricaded windows have been opened, reinforcements on the doors broken down. Though things are never perfect after a revolution, and it's clear that the work continues. Armed Resistance guards patrol the streets in trios, normally two Monsters and a Witch, to keep the peace. Their first priority is the protection of Monsters, many of whom still seem anxious and scared as they go about their days - not of the guards themselves, who they often greet with smiles, but of the Witches and humans they pass on the streets. In some cases, keeping the peace means breaking up fights between their own and those humans and Witches who do not want to accept Monsters as their equals, and in some cases it means putting Drummond sympathizers in their places with intimidation and force. While they do their best to keep skirmishes out of Mirrorbound sight, it's clear that despite the improvements, Dorchacht is still no utopia, and the road to a true peace is fraught with speedbumps. As noted, characters are free to travel between Aefenglom and Dorchacht by teleporter as often as they'd like! The waypoints will remain open even after this month and travel will be unrestricted; we will note if this situation changes in the future. Dorchacht quests are also now available ICly!

II. A Few Alterations a. The Coven Major changes are still underway. One of the biggest that Mirrorbound will notice is that the new administration of Dorchacht have moved the Coven. The old building is in a state of disrepair right now, doors and windows wide open, the interior stripped of trappings. The library has shed its books to somewhere else. The basement where so many horrors took place is abandoned. Instead, a sign has been erected outside it, stating that this center of Drummond's operations will be turned into a museum to remember their unpleasant history, and to memorialize those who lost their lives fighting for freedom. It's still a work in progress, and not high on the priority list when survival and care of the citizens have to take precedence, but inside, characters may still find small shrines set up in various places to Resistance members who died there. Instead, Dorchacht's new Coven is currently based inside an old manor located just a handful of blocks from the town square, and it's a much more informal affair. Magic lessons have continued with Resistance Witches, though the subject matter has changed instead. They experiment with different types of magic based on their own interests, but many are studying plant magic, medicine, and defensive spells that can be used out in the Wilde. Anything that will prove to be practical going forward. Lessons are also open to Monsters now, so they can see what their magical brethren are learning (and know that the compulsion and control spells that Morgana loved so much are no longer being taught). With the Coven being moved, visitors from Aefenglom are offered places to stay either within the manor of the new Coven, or in various empty houses around the city. Stay as long as you'd like, they say, and apologize that the accommodations aren't nicer - reconstruction is still obviously ongoing all over the city, repairing damages from The Rising and the fighting that happened afterward. They don't really have anywhere as nice as the rooms their ambassadors were given in Aefenglom. b. The Walls One of the biggest on-going projects in Dorchacht right now is removing the Monster control spells from the set of enchantments on their city walls. High on the list of priorities is making sure that Monsters can feel safe again, secure in their own minds and bodies. As the spells are made visible, particular sets of runes have to be ground down and smoothed over. A spell is either cast or provided to soften the stone temporarily, and then it's basically going at it with magitech-powered sanders created by Hilda. The particular runes that need to be gotten rid of will be provided on reference sheets - please don't touch the others, they chide! Those are to protect from the Cwyld, and are still very important. While help is welcomed with open arms and enthusiasm at most sections of the walls, those guards posted at one particular small district, guarded with trios of Resistance members at each entrance and warded with alarm magic to warn of escape, turn Mirrorbound away; these runes are being altered, not removed, to help contain unruly Drummond loyalists, they say. The people who now live in that guarded district are all human, whether they're Witches or no, and all refuse to bear the triple stars. "Troublemakers," the guards will explain grimly. "We have to contain them for now. It isn't a perfect solution, but they've hurt people, or tried to hurt people, since Drummond was run out of town." c. Bond Lessons Bonding is a bit of a tricky subject in the new Dorchacht. Many Monsters are afraid of the idea, as it was once used as one of the collars around their necks, but the Circle of Three recognize it as an important way to wean citizens off the lullabies and calming draughts that prevent going feral during full moons. As part of encouraging others to form Bonds, partnerships at the very least the way most Resistance members describe theirs, there are demonstrations and public seminars that pop up around Dorchacht on the regular. They may be as informal as a circle in what's going to be a park or as official-seeming as a talk held inside a shop or lecture hall, but they have one thing in common. Many of the citizens are keen on getting Mirrorbound in on it -- mostly by dragging them in, asking if they have a Bonded, and if they do, they tell the Mirrorbound to talk about their Bonded. They're interested in the ups and downs (but mostly ups) of having one in order to show that if the Mirrorbound are into it, you should be too! They accept all stories but prefer the happy ones - the aim is to encourage their Monster citizens and help them be less afraid of taking that step with Witches. And for those who aren't in a Bond, or decline to talk -- well, they get what amounts to a "flour sack baby" in the form of a Dorchacht citizen of the opposite role of their own (a Monster would receive a human/Witch, a Witch would receive a Monster) that they must hang with for a day, ensuring no harm comes to them, bound by one of the temporary Bonding potions so popular in the Wilders' ranks. (As a note, for the second option, you have free reign of the NPC; do the personalities you find fun, be they cooperative or mischievous, shy or loud, abrasive to your character or someone they can genuinely get along with. They are all willing - no one is being forced into this. No Fae or Dragons allowed for Monster NPCs, unfortunately, as they are still very much not about.)

III. Ahoy Mateys! With Dorchacht opening up again after the last few months of closed off internal fighting, plenty of trading ships' Captains are ready and raring to go build business relations with the new regime and find a new market for some of their wares. There has been increased interest in finding a shorter route to Dorchacht by sea - the teleporter is useful for small groups of people, sure, but it can't handle much cargo. The only problem? Ships are being turned back, barely halfway there, with significant damage to their hulls. Brave individuals looking for a seafaring adventure are asked to come aboard and help the crew navigate tumultuous waters, hopefully figuring out along the way what's causing the damage to previous ships. It's a three day trip to Dorchacht if the waters are kind, and characters can simply teleport back home once there. On board the various ships brave enough to return to the sea, Mirrorbound find the problem halfway through the trip: a colossal squid that's made it home at this point, thrashing ships that come too close to its den. While uninfected, it does have injuries on its body, which may be the source of its lashing out. The ships are able to bring themselves close enough for longer ranged attacks, and the Harpy on board are careful not to be captured by the churning waves caused by the thrashing, but there's others who want to seek a less violent mean to end this surf and turf conflict. Killing, healing, subduing, or relocating it are all valid options, but getting in close to do any of those will be difficult, as it has a tendency to ink up the waters around it and reduce visibility to nothing. Be careful of any creatures swimming around that are interested in the weakened squid as well, such as various carnivorous fish, sea-plants, and things that appear alike to Merrow, but rely only on instinct. The Merrow cannot be spoken to, nor are they infected; the Captains of the ships will explain that they're "wild", and refer to them as distant cousins to the Merrow that sparsely populate Aefenglom itself.

IV. Back At Home Back in Aefenglom, the stir caused by the Circle of Three's arrival takes time to calm. It's the talk of the town for days - many seem happy about Morgana Drummond's apparent demise. "Good for them," is the general sentiment in the residential areas more populated by Monsters and the Harbor District. They're glad to know that things are on the way up there. Others think this is a boon; should anything happen, now Aefenglom has an ally city to stand with them, one in their debt. Others still don't really care either way, and go about their lives as if nothing's happened. The refugees, in their neighborhoods on the far reaches of the Haven, seem happy to hear news from home and find The Dragon/Starlight/Fafnir freed, and while a few of them choose to return to Dorchacht, having never put down roots in Aefenglom, more still don't wish to leave the homes and families they've formed here, or the Mirrorbound who have helped them so much over the months. Some even doubt that things are as good as they say, and choose to remain for that reason - slavery and ill treatment from the upper class in Aefenglom instilled in them a sense of (well-earned) paranoia regarding the intentions of Witches, especially those back home. They hear that things have changed, but don't necessarily want to find out for themselves. Even still, the mood is upbeat, with a general consensus that if Morgana is really gone, that's at least a solid step in the right direction. In the Aristocratic District, though, the atmosphere is sour. The general sentiment is that they wish the refugees would have left with those ambassadors. The kinder ones think Aefenglom should focus on its own citizens - the people from the Outer City brought in to weather the blizzard have never left, after all, still living in the neighborhoods with the refugees. Those who are more vocally outspoken about the Mirrorbounds' presence in the city think they should have all left to Dorchacht. Let another city shoulder all the misfortune they bring with them! Many of the people grumbling about that are ones who were directly affected by the Mists back in October, either through temporary changes themselves or through being attacked by ferals. Some of the more hot-headed young people try to spread this message - through graffiti, on homes and businesses in the Haven and the refugees' district, though if caught, they're quick to run away and not willing to enter into a confrontation. The graffiti is wholly mundane and not particularly difficult to remove, just unpleasant, telling Mirrorbound and refugees alike to "go home" or "go back to Dorchacht", in so much colorful language. Seems there's still some work to do at home, as well.

Welcome to your establishing post for the current situation in Dorchacht! This log takes place through the entire month; characters can come and go as they please. As always, you can direct all your questions HERE. This month we're also putting up a City Tracker for PC actions, both in Aefenglom's plot later on and Dorchacht's log here. Let us know what your character is doing, good or bad! The cut-off for the tracker is February 3rd.

Comments

[hearthebell]

It would be telling if it revealed something I didn't already know.

[Bonds aren't pure two-way windows into a pair of souls; perhaps some become that way, but both of L's remaining ones have no shortage of smoke and mirrors at play, things that he still buries and keeps hidden. A baseline of deprivation and misery is what they would consider his normal, and if things dropped off even slightly, rendering him in a worse state, it wouldn't tremendously shock anyone.

L still keeps his answer ambiguous, clear only in its contempt, because wouldn't it actually be foolish of him to give Niles insight into the nature of his Bonds that he could absolutely use?]

You're not helping me or causing my suffering, just so you know. At best, this is a mild annoyance.

[Says the man who is slung over Niles' back, currently too anemic and dehydrated to cast magic.]

[cyclopticsadist]

[That's an intriguing response, one that bodes very well for his eventual revenge plan. Any distance that existed between Linden and his bonds was useful to him, to the point that it's almost a shame he's prompting Myr to pay closer attention to him. Still, preventing Linden from dying in a ditch was a net positive, he just had to focus on the long game.

He taps his fingers lightly along Linden's back, the points of his claws barely pressing harmlessly into his filthy shirt.]

If you say so Linden.

[His tone is sing song, mocking. Linden can say whatever he wants, but no amount of rationalization or deflecting could change just how embarrassing this must be for him, or how smug and triumphant it makes Niles feel.]

[hearthebell]

[L's standards for being embarrassed are admittedly very different from most people's, largely because he cares what so few people think of him.

But he cares what Myr thinks of him, and therein lies the issue.]

And yet, you're still walking, and haven't dropped me.

[cyclopticsadist]

I still have a destination. And if I dropped you you'd probably break something, which I'm sure I would be blamed for.

[Contrary to his words, he does stop though. There's some shifting, his tail twitches, and then he speaks again, but this time not to Linden at all. He's talking over his communicator now. Time to call his bluff.]

Myr? It's Niles. If I woke you I apologize, but it's somewhat urgent. I have something of yours to deliver, where should I bring it?

[He did of course already know where Myr lived, (it's where he'd been heading), but Myr didn't know that. Besides, there's no guarantee that Myr spends all his nights there. He might have other bonds, or be fond of roaming. Checking his location was a sensible move, and an opportunity to call Linden's bluff at the same time.]

[faithlikeaseed]

[Myr wasn't, as it happened, asleep, though he'd been damn near to dozing off in his own garden when Niles called. Needless to say that's snapped him quite awake, though he's a moment in replying,]

Serah Niles? What-- [And a moment more to catch up with what that something of his might be, as he does a rapid mental inventory of what he owned that was identifiably his and also lost--

Oh. Oh, Maker, no.

Sudden, anguished,] What have you done to him?

[cyclopticsadist]

[Niles gives a short but theatrical sigh.]

Absolutely nothing. He is, by his own admission 'a little annoyed' and nothing more.

[Niles holds his arm behind his back now so that the microphone can pick up Linden's answer. This of course puts it in range of Linden's hands as well, but if he makes a grab at it, Niles bats his arm away with his tail. It may not be prehensile, but it's still highly mobile and very muscular.]

Isn't that what you said Linden?

[hearthebell]

[L absolutely does take a swipe at the communicator the moment he believes it's in arm's reach. No luck, there; his thin forearm is swatted away without regard or ceremony.]

He's playing a stupid game, and I'm not in any immediate danger. Please don't feel like you need to engage him, I'm sure he'll get bored soon enough.

[Wishful thinking. L can't be boring if he tries.]

[faithlikeaseed]

[Well. That, and hearing L's voice--and a belated touch to their Bond--certainly easies the icy lance of fear through Myr's heart. Leaves a quiet kind of helpless anger smoldering in its place--at Niles, at himself--but Maker willing, none of that's obvious in his voice when he responds,]

I'm at home, if your aim's to bring him to me. [If he weren't half-groggy from near-sleep, still, he might...find a way to salvage this; he suspects (and hates) Niles' aim with this demonstration.

(It's distressing to him how much he hates it.)]

[cyclopticsadist]

Good. We'll see you soon.

[He hangs up and resumes walking with a definite spring in his step. His tail flicks again in satisfaction...and hits Linden in the face. Luckily not with the armored stinger, but rather the thick dense wall of fur. It was an honest accident, and only happens the once, as he lowers it right afterwards. It continues to flick side to side, but now back near ground level, no longer a potential suffocation threat.]

[hearthebell]

[The blood is pounding in L's head; were he in a state of higher energy, he might be defiant, just for the hell of it to make Niles' journey a little more difficult in the pettiest possible way... but everything aches. He's dizzy and chilled, and feeling so physically rotten that his ability to feel anxious or vindictive is momentarily offline. There's an odd sort of acceptance that comes with being this hungover, the sense that he can tolerate anything so long as it eventually results in a quiet dark room and a painkiller.

L gets a dry mouthful of fur, and reacts immediately by spitting, swatting it away, picking the individual hairs off his tongue. The rough movement was enough to make him feel queasy, and this is not helping.]

I don't think much of the ways you choose to kill your boredom. Do you outsource everything requiring wit or creativity to Azura?

[cyclopticsadist]

[Niles tries not to react but he can't keep himself from tensing his arm around Linden, just for a moment. He wants to snap back that she's got nothing to do with this, that she's not involved but well. Linden could easily say the same about Myr. So he holds himself back and and reminds himself of his strategy for Linden's games. Don't engage, agree, and deflect. ]

She's quite bright isn't she? She doesn't have much of a talent for cruelty though, otherwise I most certainly would be consulting her.

[hearthebell]

[A monster's strength, plus L's brittle frailty, is enough to momentarily shut him up when Niles' arm tightens around him. He's hit a nerve, has he? Not even insulted her, quite the opposite, in fact... and yet, just mentioning her was enough to put Niles on guard.

Interesting.]

Don't give up hope yet. I'm sure you'll find someone who can show you what such a talent looks like, eventually.

[cyclopticsadist]

[This jab falls flat. Linden hasn't seen a fraction of what he's capable of yet. Instead his mind wanders to a particular witch he's met recently at the bakery. A white haired, cheerful man with an absolutely gruesome and morbid sense of humor. If he could learn something about cruelty from anyone it'd be from Henry. He has high hopes for their budding friendship. He shrugs and gives a short hum.]

Maybe. It's a little counter productive for you to encourage me though, isn't it?

[hearthebell]

We're not so different. I, too, wish to kill my boredom.

[Implying that, this? Here, with his hungover ass being dragged against his will to Myr's? Isn't quite cutting it.]

It's so much more difficult, for some of us.

[cyclopticsadist]

Well, get back on your feet quickly then. [This isn't his idea of fun either.] I might not be fit to match you in a battle of wits, but I promise you my revenge won't be boring.

[He rounds a corner, and now Myr's residence is within sight. His pace quickens, eager to get to see how this handoff plays out. For all his posturing, Linden clearly cares about Myr's opinion of him. It won't be a show of fireworks, but something emotional is bound to happen, and Niles intends to learn as much as he can from it.]

[hearthebell]

Myr will take better care of me than I do. He cares more. How long do you think it's going to be before I slip up again to the point where you get this kind of chance?

[He knows how long Niles was stalking him. How difficult he made it for the chimera.]

I guess you could call that a little counter-productive.

[faithlikeaseed]

[That care's taken tangible form in the faun himself standing on the doorstep of the cottage he shares with Caster and Archer. At the sound of familiar voices he lifts his antlered head; his expression is strikingly still and closed off for one usually so animated.]

Linden. Serah Niles.

[L will know that for a mask, an act, fastened in a practiced way over deeper turmoil (anger, despair, despite: how dare someone reach into his life, his heart, and disarrange it this way,

and how could he have left so wide an opening for it.)]

[cyclopticsadist]

[At Linden's words Niles merely gives a single hmph that doesn't quite count as a laugh. He'd already explained himself. Beating Linden like this, kicking him while he was down, wouldn't cut it. He'd earned so much more than a coup de grace.]

Myr. [Niles hefts Linden off his shoulder, returning the man's feet to the ground, but keeping his arm securely around his waist in the likely case that he still needed the support.]

I do believe this is yours?

[hearthebell]

[There's that icy, gutted feeling that L hates, actively tries to avoid, sitting like a leaden toad in his stomach. Disappointment, disapproval? He could search for it in Myr's face, but only the tone is available to him to analyze, because he's finding it surprisingly difficult to actually direct his gaze that way.

It's ridiculous, isn't it? Myr can't even see him not looking. If he could, L might blame it on his shaky posture now that Niles's put him back on his feet. There's trembling weakness in his limbs, none of which Niles put there.]

This is utterly ridiculous.

[He tries to distance himself from Niles; while the other man's arm and flank are certainly solid and supportive, his contact with them are growing more hateful and claustrophobic by the second.]

I'm sorry to have disturbed your day.

[He has some common decency and courtesy, or at least that's the pretty lie he's dressed it in to rationalize his own regularly scheduled self-destruction. He even believes it.]

[faithlikeaseed]

No need to be, [intimus.

A part of Myr longs sincerely to soften the words openly, express the exact degree of his relief that L's whole if not hale. The rest of him, Circle-bred, Circle-cautious--and furious--won't allow it.

Let it maybe be inferred in how he nudges the door open behind him before stepping off the stoop with a click of hooves--in how he extends a hand toward his shaking, overtaxed Bonded. (There's dirt still under the nails, forgotten in his distress.)]

He is mine, [he affirms to Niles,] and I thank you for what care you've taken with him.

[Where did you find him, in what condition, and why, he wants to ask and does not. L's dignity doesn't need the bruising.] Will you come in, Linden? And Serah Niles, have you plans to stay?

[That bit of politesse could certainly sound less welcoming, in the mouth of someone accustomed to such double-talk...but it could also sound a great deal more.]

[cyclopticsadist]

I do not. He's your burden to carry now. [Niles hands Linden off to Myr with a strange sort of tenderness. He makes sure the faun is supporting his weight before removing his own hands. As if he'd read Myr's mind he continues.]

I found him passed out under a table in the library. [But there's no telepathy or magic here, he just wants Myr to know the real extent of Linden's condition. Wants to see him realize just how far his bonded had fallen.] He'd crawled under there after being kicked out of a bar the night before.

[hearthebell]

[There's an odd dynamic at play, here. L can piece together snatches of it, even though he'd rather not be asked to piece together anything at this particular moment. The fragments are poignant and painful; Myr confirming that L is his, Niles confirming that he is a burden, the little song and dance on a knife's edge they're both performing as they pretend for surface etiquette's sake.

Myr at least cares to try to preserve L's dignity. Niles has no such ideals, and makes it clear very quickly even as L clasps Myr's forearm to brace against.

Just go ahead and tell that part of the story, why don't you? What a waste of blackmail potential.]

Falling asleep in the library isn't unusual among academics. Not a world you know much about, I'm aware.

[Screw you.]

[faithlikeaseed]

["He'd crawled under there after being kicked out of a bar the night before."

And there is the moment Myr's composure cracks, for just an instant, with all the suddenness of a fire-gutted house falling in on itself. The look on his face is wretched with grief as he draws L to him.

Then it's not, and he's tucking his Bonded against his side with an arm firmly around L's waist. His. The smell of a barroom floor is hardly a deterrent to a faun.]

Hardly that, [Hardly a burden, because right now to concede the weight on his shoulders is also to open up the possibility he may fail and collapse beneath it, and he will not.] But hearing that I appreciate your restraint as well--

Linden. [Don't. He makes to turn them both around, head back for the door and inside. To relative safety.] Let's find you somewhere dark to lie down.

[hearthebell]

[Much seems to fade into the background as Myr steers L away from the door. The detective is aware of it closing, along with the musky smell of his Bonded's fur so close to him, the clean and cozy abode where he makes his dwelling... but only vaguely, because his focus is drawn to the care in spite of the disappointment... and of course, to the disappointment, itself.]

That's not necessary...

[Spoken quickly as the world seems to stutter and slow, only to catch up again in a jarring rush. It's dimmer indoors and while it helps his head, his dizziness is another story entirely. Now that it's harder to see, it follows that it would be more difficult for him to gain his bearings even with Myr's support.]

I screwed up. I know that, and I'll apologize if you want me to. I'll fix it in all the ways I can...

[With money, or labor, or clever elaborate solutions. Anything, the whole world, even, since all of it is ultimately easier than just... changing. Parsing Myr's complicated, intense emotions at this juncture is difficult, so he continues to speak, the effect uncharacteristically rambling for the typically concise man.]

If you want me away from you at this time, I'd rather take my chances out there than lie in a dark room [near you, but separated] and think about what I've done.

[From the moment Myr even mentioned it, L's mind fractured and framed it as a punishment.]

[faithlikeaseed]

What?

[Myr wasn't expecting--any of this, his own thoughts focused tightly on the next few minutes' action to avoid an anxious spiral into the future (how can I protect him, what if this happens again, where did I fall short). The dislocation is such he nearly stumbles, reaching to catch himself (catch them both) on the nearest wall. At least here, in a fixed space he knows to the bone, he can act as confidently as if he were sighted, and a near-stumble has no more significance than that.

Now that they're touching, though, now that he can feel the physical aftermath--like a well-deserved punishment--of what L had done to himself, the next one might not go so easily. Now is definitely not the time to linger in a hallway clarifying what it is he intends--

But he can't do otherwise, now that he's been knocked far enough out of his own roiling mind to truly experience what the Bond's telling him.]

Intimus-- Linden, [L,] no--this isn't--you don't need to fix this. You don't need to make it up to me--I failed you.

[I knew he was after you. I knew you were in pain. I didn't stay at my post.] I'm sorry.