[OPEN] The Stars, The Moon, They Have All Been Blown Out

[hearthebell]

Who: L Lawliet and YOU (some open prompts, some semi-open)
When: Octeuril 21 through the end of the month
Where: Around Geardagas
What: Waking up to find that he doesn't have permanent severe brain damage is tempered by realizing and processing that his Bonded actually does.
Warnings: References to violent events, angst, will update if necessary



A. Octeuril 21, The Cottage (Open to residents, visitors and healers)

[It's been a week since Myr's desperate attack had thrown blackout curtains over L's senses and thoughts, further complicated by the violent fundamental alteration of his Bonded. He'd received prompt healing to his head and ribs that made the overall prognosis hopeful, and has been cared for and kept comfortable enough, but the fact of the matter is that Connor woke up, and then the SQUIP, but trailing behind them, L just didn't. Frequent doses of healing magic can help, but not change, the fact that the brain is complex and fragile, and rebuilding and repairing it can take time with even skilled and careful intervention.

For seven days and nights, he's been sleeping it off, recuperating in the quiet and subtle ways that make the biggest collective difference. Eventually, the culmination amounts to "enough", and with no trigger, catalyst or warning, he sits up in bed with no memory of how he got there.

So, start from the beginning.

Who? The SQUIP. Rich. Niles, Michael, Jeremy, Connor and Justine. Myr.

What? The Bond is different. The Bond has changed. The SQUIP has changed.

Where? Just outside. There was blood on the pavement.

When? Too long ago. So much has happened.

Why? It had to be stopped.

How? Fingertips explore the tender place where a skull was broken, has begun to mend in earnest. Clear enough, somehow... with no small measure of disquietment, L understands that he should probably be a vegetable. Someone, or several someones, have been working on ensuring that he woke up with the one thing he couldn't live without intact. How long is the list of names? How many people does L theoretically owe his life to, now?]

Is someone there?

[A week in bed has him anxious to get to his feet again, but... oh, slow, it's a head rush just to put them on the floor while he remains seated. He's hungry, and though either magic or gentle attentive hands have been keeping his body free of grime, he wants to bathe badly.]

Please tell me what's happened.

[He'll settle for anyone, the first person he lays eyes on. Friend or foe, he has to know; he isn't usually the last, this way.]

B. The Coven (Open)

[Getting back to some semblance of an ordinary life means returning to old familiar habits. The things that L's grey matter remembers so well it's second nature are, quite simply, folding into the sanctuary of committed study, and while the new and far more human SQUIP needs him in ways it didn't used to, that's still overwhelming. Latching onto L as a fellow human who can guide it through this transition is a mistake; whether or not it's a birthright, L was never very good at being human. It's the reason he considered a machine safe, and now that it's distraught and tormented and volatile, all on account of its reaction to his injury.

Books and scrolls are stacked high at his side, and he's working on a new set of runes. A jeweler's magnifying lens is held against his eye as he carefully etches them into pieces of scrap metal bent into the crude shape of a ring. These are just practice goes, of course, but some of them are promising. He places them in one pile; a far larger pile of rejects is littering the floor around the legs of his chair.

He glances your way, shoulders curling, seeming to grow a touch more protective of his work. Lately, he can only assume that others want to take things from him that bring him some small semblance of happiness.]

C. The Sly Seadog- Samuin (Open)

[Then, of course, there are the things that are not familiar at all. A mind is more than just a collection of memories and compiled facts; it has to adapt and respond and arrange data into solutions, and while working in a controlled and quiet environment is one way to test that, L can't think of a better scenario than this one to put himself through his paces.

The SQUIP can't help him the way it used to. He feels, in many ways, like a child about to cross the street for the first time without holding his caretaker's hand.]

Buy me a shot of liquor.

[He's addressing you. Maybe you know each other and he genuinely feels you owe it to him; maybe you're strangers and he is just testing the baseline for any kind of natural charisma he may possess in this capacity. Either way, he's getting some looks from a few of the bar's rowdier-looking individuals, and deigns to add]

...please.

D. WILDCARD

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Comments

[onamissile]

[To which Mello deadpans. He should've known ― L being L ― that his overspeaking was unnecessary. L wanted to see how far he would go, didn't he? Wanted to let it play out and see if Mello would reveal anything that would damn himself. A mock non-interrogation, and his protege sang like a bird.]

[Fuck. Here it is. The first of many humiliations.]

I'm ready when you are.

[He speaks with the utmost confidence; Mello can't let his embarrassment show. In fact ― ]

Tomorrow, if you'd like to seal this as quickly as possible. If you've any issues finding a monster bond, I can help you with that.

[Though Mello can't imagine anyone not wanting to bond with L. Who would be so stupid? He's... pouring himself another (his final) glass, despite the fact that the speed with which he drained the last one is beginning to make his head spin. He's going to... Bond with his mentor. They're going to share something Mello could have never dreamed up when he'd imagined them working together. Something more intimate, more revealing.]

[If he's intimidated, he won't let it show. L's already bested him once with letting him ramble on the way he did.]

Your other Bond. [Jealousy, be they name.] Will there be an issue?

[If so, Mello will resolve it.]

[hearthebell]

[Mello's learning, quickly, what to expect from the very core of L's being. There's always going to be that dark feint, that tendency to push and press and get someone to reveal who they really are over the course of a conversation to the greatest possible extent. It's in the man's nature, and a huge part of the reason Mello has come to admire him so fiercely... but that's not to say that it's already hinting at the exposure that's bound to be an uncomfortable side effect of their pact.

He nods his acceptance. Mello is impatient, but ultimately, it doesn't matter to L whether it's immediately or a month from now. Would the result be any different?]

It's like I said. I don't enter into Bonds lightly.

[It's not about Monsters wanting to Bond with L; it's about L deciding that he himself is willing. So far, there hasn't been an opportunity he has considered acceptable, save for the SQUIP. Who is, much like L's frequent trusted companion back home, an actual computer.]

The SQUIP won't be an issue. It's not Bonded solely to me, and jealousy isn't as much of an issue for machines.

[L's noted this with both the SQUIP and Connor, but there's something he's not saying. The SQUIP has undergone a very radical change very recently, resulting from the same incident that injured L. There could well be more of a human than a machine residing in its body, now, and with it the jealousy expected of a human.

It remains to be seen.]

[onamissile]

[Jealousy has always been — will always be — an issue for Mello. Whether or not he decides to act on it at any point is up in the air; he fully understands that multiple Bonds are commonplace. He already knows that the bond between L and the SQUIP goes far above a business agreement; they made that clear from the moment Mello stepped foot into their home. And really? There are no romantic intentions towards L; the thought is outright degrading. But Mello is a selfish thing, and the possibility of L prioritizing the SQUIP is something that already weighs heavily enough on him for it to be an annoyance.]

[And hell, it hasn't even happened yet.]

[He only nods at L's response; tomorrow, then. Before his mentor has the chance to change his mind. While unlikely, anything is within the realm of impossibility, and Mello? Well. He's just impatient. He would do it now if it were solely up to him.]

Mm.

[A hum of acknowledgement. What's done is done; there's nothing else to say on the matter, is there? Neither one of them can possibly predict exactly how this will play out, but Mello — the eternal child — has high hopes concerning their future in this arrangement. He's finished drinking; L is becoming a bit blurry around the edges, so he removes his hand from the glass altogether before carefully rising from his seat.]

[His movements are visibly slower. Languid. Eyes a bit lazy. He makes his way around the table with well-planned steps, hip bumping the edge ever so gently before he acts on pure impulse (isn't that what he does?). The blonde leans down near his mentor, moves in to press lips against the other's temple before L can possibly retreat. Maybe he'll pull away; maybe he won't. It's not sexual in the least. At least that's what he tells himself.]

[They're simply sealing a deal. Nothing more, nothing less.]

[hearthebell]

[L is a fickle thing, strange and inconsistent and unpredictable at times. But once he's made and committed to a decision, he's unlikely to renege, to a fault even. Some indeterminate amount of time ago, he made the decision to Bond with Mello, either because he deemed it beneficial or because he recognized that Mello's determination and energy exceed his own, and that he would be unlikely to stop asking, and then demanding. This way, at least, it's on his own terms, and as much as Mello might think he is the moon and stars, and God in one human avatar, he is brittle and tired. He can't sustain that kind of chase with one of his own, not without someone getting destroyed in the process.

If there is a chance that things may go well, versus a virtual certainty that they will not, the choice is clear.

He sits still after setting his empty glass of Kahlua in front of him. He feels it, feels all he's had to drink this evening buzzing in his head and silencing the ache that still lingers from his injury, and watches Mello's weaving visage as it rises from its seat. He doesn't expect the kiss, but neither is he particularly surprised by it, in truth. He knows that Mello's devotion to him is practically religious in nature, and that Mello has already witnessed a Bonded pair, the affection that he may well expect as a result of establishing that kind of intimate mental and spiritual connection. He doesn't pull away, remains, rather, as still as the dead.

He nods afterward, brisk acceptance or resignation. They'll see how it goes, together, because even L can't aptly predict such a volatile and dangerous thing with any amount of accuracy.]

[onamissile]

[Oh, Mello believes with everything he has that he can predict this. Someone like him is unwilling to give up that level of control so easily. He's always been master of his own fate, and this?]

[Is just another outcome in his favor.]

I've an open tab.

[Though he absolutely does not intend on drinking anymore tonight. His hand brushes L's shoulder as he steadies himself, begins to make his departure.]

Happy birthday. It's on me.

[A small squeeze of what should be reassurance before he moves to leave his mentor behind. Truth is? Mello has to process this agreement; prepare himself to put up walls where necessary and break down L's. He can't do that staring his mentor in the eye. So he'll disappear into the crowd; leave L to come to his own conclusions regarding their future. Together; the way it was always supposed to be in one way or another.]