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(open) & i may not see the future,

Who: Aymeric and Francel and Solas in closed prompts; whoever wants an elf goodboy who likes ethics discussions and long walks on the beach in the open prompt!
When: mid to late May.
Where: the Coven, the Haven.
What: magic, ruminating on politics, rich boys probably putting mattresses on the floor, etc.
Warnings: gore, actually, but it's fine, everything's fine,

♞ practical magic. (the coven, open.)

[ Every day, without fail, Aymeric can be found at the Coven, diligently working on his magic. He's progressing slowly, in part because he's chosen no straightforward discipline: often he has an object in front of him on which he'll cast a spell; then he'll wait a little and touch it lightly with his fingertips. Many times he'll only purse his lips or frown, but other times, he'll yank his hand back as if burned (and he might be).

He also practices shielding magic, as best he can — he may turn, sometimes, and ask the nearest obvious newcomer if they wouldn't mind throwing something at him, yes really, harmless or otherwise. He's wearing armor; it's fine. ]

♞ walls continued upright, bricks met neatly, floors were firm, and doors were sensibly shut. (moving in, for francel.)

[ The house, the witches assured them, is perfectly safe. Yes, it did once belong to a family who succumbed to the Cwyld, but that's no reason for alarm, of course, they said; get a tea table and some chairs; get a fire started in the hearth, and it'll feel just like home.

It feels nothing like home, though, even after he and Francel have dusted all the rooms and carried in a few pieces of inexpensive but solidly-built furniture. Aefenglom is much too warm, for one thing.

By the time night falls, and there's nothing else to bring in or to clean, Aymeric has shed his armor in the house somewhere, poured two glasses of water, and coaxed Francel out to the covered front steps with them as a remedy for the house's stale air.

No one, at this hour, will see Francel's emerging scales.

The twin moons are bright overhead. Aymeric settles on the top step, allowing Francel space, and stretches out his dusty legs, looking pensively up at the sky. He takes a long, cool sip before he speaks. ]

I've wondered, I must confess, how much they truly know of that lesser moon. Folly, I suppose.

♞ a strategy discussion. (tea, for francel & solas.)

[ It still hasn't occurred to Aymeric to use his watch more often — or almost ever — so he's delighted when he runs into Solas by pure chance a day after they've moved into the Haven. They can't offer much in the way of hospitality, but they do have tea, and a table, and chairs, just as the witches suggested, and Aymeric extends a prompt invitation.

The house is too large for two people, though not as luxurious as some of those nearer the center of the city. The yard is a tangled mess of weeds, and thick ivy has smothered all but the windows on one side of the house. Part of the quaint carved wood detail above the covered porch has a sizable splintered hole in it, as if it was struck by something heavy, and a massive scrape mars the faded paint on the front door. The towering pale wall that separates the inner city from the outer is starkly visible, here, through the other homes.

Aymeric slows as they approach the door. ]

Francel has been reclusive, of late. I've no doubt he'll be glad of your company, but if he appears reluctant, pray forgive him.

[ He pushes it open, stepping into a clean but empty narrow foyer split by a staircase, and raises his voice: ]

Francel?

(note/the wildcard option: prose is always okay. for any other ideas/whatever, feel free to pm me or hmu on plurk at elegiae ♡

unrelated note that a reference to the parliamentary records building is now undermael college because I didn't see a question on the faq until right now,,,)

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[ Cain frowned, and swirld the tea in his cup, digesting that in a moment of silence. ]

I'll... see if that helps. Can't hurt to try, I guess.

[ He took a quiet sip, and then gestured to the books. ]

So! What do you think? Is it... possible?

[ There it was, again, Aymeric thought, watching Cain a moment longer: he didn't seem to like talking about magic. Considered it a personal failing, perhaps—

—But he dropped his eyes to the journals and opened the first, gamely allowing the change of subject. ]

I believe so. Ambitious, but it is better, I think, to be too ambitious than too cautious in this. It may benefit us to find a physician or an alchemist to be certain some of your terms can be explained in language Parliament will best understand; my knowledge is no better than any field commander's, and it may be that my explanations will be too simplistic. Here: I've marked where I was lost.

[ Each of his own pages were inserted where he stumbled over Cain's science, and there were many. He'd asked for patience, but it was difficult to tell whether Cain understood how wide the gap in understanding was. Aymeric looked up at him again, calm and inscrutable, half waiting for a verdict. ]

[ Cain's writing was shaky, and here and there looked as scrawled as a child's, or an older man suffering a palsy. He hadn't needed to write anything by hand since childhood.

He began, quietly, to flick to these pages. Read the first note in its entirety, and the second, sipping at the tea. He didn't speak until midway through the third, and looked up. ]

If we can make you understand, we can make Parliament understand. I think I know some local folks who can help brush up the language: but for now, we'll focus on concepts.

What hours do you work? We'll do lessons after you finish your job. Actually... where do you work?

[ Aymeric shook his head. ]

When I've not been at the Coven, I've been in the outer city. There are quite a lot of things that need doing, not least keeping creatures away from the farmost reaches, and the people there have little coin.

[ He paused, perceiving an implicit question. ]

The man I am bonded to has a...position at the college, I believe.

[ He didn't know much about it — and it hadn't occurred to him until now that it had likely ended when the transformations had begun in earnest.

Suddenly wanting a change of subject, he swept a hand through his hair, eyes fixed on the page in front of him. ]

I am rarely here before sunset. Whenever you'd rather will be perfectly fine, of course.

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[ His fingers danced across a page of Aymeric's writing...

... and flicked the book shut without breaking his gaze from the other man's eyes. ]

What's his name?

Your man. He lives here too, doesn't he? Too much space, just for you. I bet you're the kinda guy who hates too much space.

[ Hates being idle, too, he thinks. ]

Did you tell him, about this?

[ He met Cain's gaze with mild surprise: very few people were well-positioned to ask him such direct questions, and of those, even fewer ever exercised the privilege. Cain had done it before, but that had been half in jest — this was not. ]

Not in so many words, but I do intend to.

[ Looking away, Aymeric sat heavily against the back of his chair. ]

He does live here; his name is Francel. You already know that you and I have differing ideas on the nature of bonds, but I suppose — this must be material to you nonetheless. You will want to know, and deserve to know, whether I might be trusted.

[ He almost fidgeted uncharacteristically while he spoke, digging the nail of one thumb into the pad of the other, staring at the deepening evening through the bay window. ]

He's a good sort. A noble son, from my home. His dearest friend was slain while pulling me from a...rash decision. He is not fond of me, but I have an obligation to him. So — yes, I mean to tell him. Despite what he may think of me, I trust him without reservation.

[ Aymeric leaned back, looked away, excersising a kind of guilt Cain hadn't been sure he could feel. But... the more he said, the clearer the picture became.

He pulled both books into the crook of an arm, downed his tea. ]

Whatever you do with other people, that's your business. I'm not gonna stick my nose in it or tell you what to do. Shit, I was in prison set to die, before I got called into the military, what's my advice worth anyway?

But now I know you'll keep me in the dark, when it's expedient. And you'll work yourself from both ends of the fuckin' candle and not tell me you're trying to juggle too much. That you'll be risky enough with yourself to need saving. That even people who don't like you will live with you.

[ He set the emptied cup down on the tabletop and moved to stand. ]

Actually... no, fuck that, I'm a liar. You've done all this in two days? But not said a word about it to Francel?

Shit he deserves fuckin' better from you. Roll your sleeves down, look nice, go talk to him. I recommend starting with an apology. Take the time we woulda talked, I can start desigining lessons. Since you've got literally no time to spend on this anyway, just let me know when you're gonna go on another sweep outside of the city, I'll tag along and school you on the way.

And...

[ He reached, curled a calloused-hard hand around Aymeric's nearer wrist, pulling it slowly and carefully away from the other. Tapped the back of Aymeric's hand with his thumb. ]

Keep the fidget. It's kinda cute, breaks the spell of the rest of you.

[ Aymeric was calm throughout, only that mild surprise on his face — but somewhere, at you'll be risky enough or he deserves fuckin' better, the motion of his chest with each breath became deep, slow, carefully controlled.

He stood the moment Cain was finished, towering over him, wrapped his hand around Cain's wrist in turn. His grip was not hard — he was controlling that, too, keeping it loose enough to break away from — but his fingers were tense as coils. ]

I have told you very little, and you have made very great judgments.

[ He held Cain's gaze, schooling his expression. ]

I have...misstepped, yes, that is true. I am responsible for a nation. There is no man on any star who is that without error — would that there were. But I have not been dishonest with Francel, and nor would I, ever, with you. I have staked my life upon the truth — and upon trusting others to do as they will with it.

[ Finally he lowered his eyes, turning to gather up the teacups. ]

If I were the man you may imagine me to be, I would be many years dead. War is not kind to the reckless. Nevertheless, you are right about Francel, and I shall do as you suggest. As for the outer city, it is not a need; it is a choice. If that is what you would prefer, in two days' time I shall wait for you at the shipyard, if you are amenable. If you would rather your home, or mine, or the Coven, I shall do whatever you like.

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[ He focused, immediately, on the wrong thing. 'No man on any star'. His back went stiff and straight, and for a second it looked like he was going to argue.

His touch went liquid, fell away, but he kept his eyes on Aymeric's face and didn't shrink when he loomed. ]

You're right. I presumed... too much.

[ Firm, not blithe, and his teeth flashed around the unfamiliar words, every syllable neat and cleanly formal; clearly, he'd been practicing. He slipped around Aymeric like a cat, too-quiet, too-fast, as soon as he was freed. ]

Thank you. Two days. The shipyard.

[ Aymeric came to the shipyard when he supposed the day's work must be nearing its end, solemn and misplaced in a crisp dark shirt, wandering the edges of the yard with a muted curiosity. In one hand he held a small box with great care, long fingers cradling it against his side — it was colorfully patterned, but only made of paper, deceptively fragile.

When he finally picked Cain out of the other workers, he stopped still, waiting to catch his eye, faintly apologetic even from a distance. ]

[ Cain was in the middle of a knot of skinchangers; many of the laborers were monstrous, likely because of their greater strength and height for such tasks. He seemed to be animatedly in the middle of some joke, and only caught sight of Aymeric when they were all laughing and slapping their knees.

He excused himself and hurried to pull his shirt on over a body dark-tanned and tacky with sweat, snatched his satchel up from off the ground and jogged over. ]

Hey! Sorry, sorry, got caught up. Toddler stories.

[ He peeked at the object in Aymeric's hands, already waving the taller man to follow him. ]

You trying to send some mail or something before we go? There's a fast-courier over by Wickham and Crown. Not cheap, but fast!

No, I — brought you something, in fact.

[ His voice nearly managed to be casual as he followed, keeping up easily with his longer strides, but there was a note in it that betrayed how long he'd thought about this. ]

I...never intended to speak so sharply to you. I feared, to be frank, that you might have changed your mind. You seemed...affected.

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What?

[ He stopped so fast he almost tripped, and flushed, trying to right himself, and reached out to Aymeric to stop him too. ]

I... well, fuck yeah, I was affected. I give a shit about your opinion of me, and damn I was steamed and felt like you hadn't actually listened and really wanted to just... argue it out, right there.

But... isn't that what friends do? Say the most honest thing they can to each other, even about the shit that hurts, and... I dunno. Mutually forgive?

[ He was hunting out Aymeric's eyes. ]

I was never gonna hold a grudge for something like this. That... clearly meant a lot, to you.

[ Aymeric looked back at him seriously, frozen in place without questioning why they'd stopped. ]

I want you to know that when I say I made a rash decision, there were circumstances that I was certain would nearly guarantee my safety. I based that decision, in part, on the maxim that blood is thicker than water, as they say — which is not always true, and there was it foolish. Had my family not been a part of it, there might have been no decision to make.

[ He paused for significance. ]

That is to say: you can trust me not to endanger your plans, though I quite understand why you thought otherwise.

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[ He blinked as he listened, brows drawing slowly together as he thought. Wet his lips, and adjusted his hand up on the strap of his satchel. ]

You, uh. Realize I'm more worried about you endangering you than... plans.

Right?

[ Aymeric opened his mouth, closed it — oh — and recovered quickly, clapping his free hand on Cain's shoulder with a grin. ]

You are kind. [ He dropped his hand, started for the tower again, though he waited politely, after a second, for Cain to go ahead of him. ] But you needn't fear that, either. Sustainable resources, in your words, no? I am no good to my people if I never return to them.

[ He grinned and shook his head as his hands fell to his hips, as if this were the most Aymeric fucking thing, and started forward again with a laugh. ]

You dork.

And don't toss around phrases like that as if you understand what they mean, Aymeric! Sustainable resource my ass, you work dawn to dusk already and are wanting to do more? You don't dance or drink or have lovers, I've been wondering if you've ever had fun or cut loose to relax in all your life.

[ He cleared his throat and lengthened his stride, making a shockingly accurate mimicry of Aymeric's posture and voice. ]

'And that's 'fun', is it? No, I don't think I care for it.'

[ For half a second he lifted a hand to protest — but then Cain went on, and Aymeric laughed, almost doubled over, the box clutched against his stomach. ]

Firstly, my friend— [ there was deep, cheerful sarcasm in it— ] I do intend to sleep, whatever you believe, and I have the most excellent comparatively modest wine cellar in all of my— particular street, and I certainly know how to dance...only not the sort of dancing one might find around a bonfire.

[ Aymeric laughed, and he laughed too, drawn along by the sound with an unresisting helplessness, and rubbed at his reddened face after, grinning. ]

Sleep! Sleep, alright, I'll give you that one. And wine, I can imagine you putting your feet up by a fireplace with a red that's not too sweet or juvenile, like something from a painting.

[ Don't ask how he knows anything about wine. ]

But just because you know how to dance doesn't mean you do it unless pressed! So, let's hear it: what do you do? To decompress, destress, all of that?

[ It was almost a well-called bluff, on the dancing: Aymeric hadn't said he did it because he liked it, but most people, he thought, would have taken in that way.

He sobered a little, faced with only answers that would support Cain's impression. ]

I rarely have the time, at home. Drinks with a friend, if I can manage it — the best I can do, generally. More than that would invite scrutiny, on account of my house and station.

I was about to recommend something definitely unfit for your house and station, but I'll spare you. And, uh, watch the strings,

[ They'd come to the mouth of the alley, webbed almost to hip height on himself with strings tied to simple can-and-spoon alarms. He hopped up to grip the hanging street sign and swung over them so as not to trip them. ]

I made a dumb bet with the pack of kids on the 100 side and now they're out to capture me. Don't pick up any money on the ground either, it'll be badly spelled.

[ He walked toward the shadow of the tower, hands on his hips. ]

Next week, though, we're gonna change your game. Try drinking and painting, that's gotta be one of the six classiest hobbies that exist. And go down the list until we find something you actually like.

[ He did watch the strings — he watched them for several seconds, frowning mildly, and then watched Cain's back for another, and finally did the same: grabbed the street sign, one-handed, and swung a little less elegantly over the mess. ]

You needn't find me a hobby I shall have little time for— [ he caught up to Cain in long strides, walked into one of his jutting arms, neither specifically meaning to nor avoiding it. ] Though I suppose you're quite aware of that. Will this be part of lessons, then?

[ They passed a few gleaming coins on the cobblestones, and when they came to the net ladder, Cain tested it with his hand, as if half-expecting it to be illusory. And then tested his weight on it, climbing up a few steps before nodding down. ]

Yeah, actually. Back home, I was kind've obsessed with being the best soldier. I wanted to, um, maximize my probability of going back home, right? And sending the most money I could back to my family. And there's like... a whole science to productivity, to getting the most outta yourself and your body. Getting you a hobby isn't about the hobby, it's about resetting the hypothalmus and shit, re-balancing your hormone levels. You think all those brilliant ideas you raved about me having were things I got while sitting down writing and thinking about it?

[ He frowned as he climbed, lifted a hand with a disgusted expression from the rope, and shifted a little. ]

Um, keep to the left side on this part. Kids left something sticky on the right.

Anyway, the hypothalmus is a part of your brain, regulates a lot of body systems. Stuff like adrenaline, cortisol, all the important stuff that keeps you sharp. If you keep it too low-level stressed for too long, it's like... overusing a joint, giving it a repetitive stress injury, right? It won't be as effective. You've got to manage your brain like any other muscle, to get the most out of it.

[ Sure, his own methods for relaxing are mostly fighting, fucking, and drinking, but painting is on his masterlist of shit to do now that he... can. Right up there with learning how to swim, getting in a horse race, and learning how to bake black bread. ]

[ There were terms there he didn't know, even taking Cain's explanation into account. Aymeric was quiet as he followed, concentrating on unraveling all of it while trying to keep up. He wasn't quite as nimble as Cain even under better circumstances, and the delicate paper box was hindering him. He climbed mainly with one hand gripping the ladder; the other he braced on the knots to pull himself along. ]

I've never thought of it that way, I confess — but I see your meaning. Especially afield, and in the garrisons, where the day-to-day is harder, the commanders are not so watchful. When I was younger, some of the most able knights were those with the least regard for modesty and temperance.

[ There was a self-aware humor in it — he didn't personally give a damn about either, so long as no one allowed their vices to lead anyone to an untimely death. ]

[ Cain arrived at the top, laughing, and reached down after pulling himself up. ]

Hand that to me, free up your hands.

And... y'know, unwinding doesn't need to be wild like that. But in a barracks situation, usually just aren't many other easy options. Cards, drinking, fighting, and fucking are pretty much it.

But since you're being so hard-line about behaving, I figured we could keep it respectable.

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