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middaeg2019-09-18 08:38 pm
runningscams) wrote in middaeg2019-09-18 08:38 pm
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Who: Han and Qi’ra
When: Mid-Septeril
Where: River Temese
What: Bonding
Warnings: Sappiness! Romance! Magic!
Han has been agonizing over every little detail of their bonding ceremony. As the witch part of this couple, he knew that it was going to be on him to perform the spell, so he ended up thinking about it quite a lot. The days leading up to the event was filled with a lot of magic practice — and learning the ritual perfectly — had helped him grown into a much better sorcerer than he had been.
The river would be the right place to have their moment together. Being by the water, he thought, would be nice when the sun was setting. Maybe even comforting for Qi’ra considering her connection to the sea.
Han’s had the clothes he arrived in cleaned for the evening. A v-neck dark gray shirt, a black pair of pants with the repeating red stipe down the leg and a well-worn pilot’s jacket wasn’t necessarily the most elegant choice of clothing he could have picked, but it was a quintessentially Han kind of outfit. Since it was so specific to his sense of taste and style, didn’t that make it the best choice in a way?
He would find out, as he walked to Qi’ra apartment to greet her.
When: Mid-Septeril
Where: River Temese
What: Bonding
Warnings: Sappiness! Romance! Magic!
Han has been agonizing over every little detail of their bonding ceremony. As the witch part of this couple, he knew that it was going to be on him to perform the spell, so he ended up thinking about it quite a lot. The days leading up to the event was filled with a lot of magic practice — and learning the ritual perfectly — had helped him grown into a much better sorcerer than he had been.
The river would be the right place to have their moment together. Being by the water, he thought, would be nice when the sun was setting. Maybe even comforting for Qi’ra considering her connection to the sea.
Han’s had the clothes he arrived in cleaned for the evening. A v-neck dark gray shirt, a black pair of pants with the repeating red stipe down the leg and a well-worn pilot’s jacket wasn’t necessarily the most elegant choice of clothing he could have picked, but it was a quintessentially Han kind of outfit. Since it was so specific to his sense of taste and style, didn’t that make it the best choice in a way?
He would find out, as he walked to Qi’ra apartment to greet her.
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Han sat. The look on his face probably reminded her of the moment they had seen each other again after years of being apart.
He keep the look off his face if he wanted too.He felt so much for her that it overwhelmed him sometimes and he didn’t even know what to say.Right now, even content as he was, he still felt like he wasn’t saying enough or that he should have been doing something. He just didn’t have any idea of what.
“I know we’ve been seeing each other quite a bit lately, but I still missed you when it was time to split up again.”
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Placing a hand on his leg, she looked back at him. "I know. But I know I hurt you, and seeing you reminded me of that," she admitted, mostly because he could feel the regret she had now. It radiated through her easily, but it was clear she knew she had to. She didn't regret her choice necessarily, just only that things could have been different.
And they are here.
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He wouldn’t have asked if her couldn’t sense her feelings in that moment. The regret that rolls off of her in waves that he just can’t ignore, now that they were so deeply connected to each other.
He doesn’t know if he can read her thoughts if her wanted too, but he’d rather he just tell him ..,
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Maybe it wasn't the choice where love saves everything, but it was the one she made. She looked back at him. "I know you won't accept it, but it was the choice I had to make."
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“Yeah, I suppose not.”
He put his hand over her’s gently and gave it a half hearted squeeze.
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"But I'm glad we're getting this second chance here," she said. Because at the end of the day, it just wasn't something they could have back home. This place was so different, but that was exactly what they needed. "I'm glad we're here now."
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He needed to know and preferred to find out because she told him. He gets the feeling things are just going to flow between them now and it was better to clear the air now. He sorted his own thoughts, for a moment, wondering if there was anything he wanted to tell her.
“You know I love you, right?” He say, taking a breath he didn’t realize was going to be shaky. “If you didn’t know by now, I figured you should know. I’ve always had feelings for you.”
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Things still felt so complicated between them, but she couldn't just let something like that go hanging between them. "You are the only person I've managed to care for, that meant anything," Qi'ra spoke softly. It wasn't that she didn't love him, but the words felt so much more real than everything that was tied up inside of her. He had began to work on untangling it, more than he might have known.
"You're the only person I could see doing this with, that I trust enough. And what happened between us a few weeks ago-- I realized how much I missed having you close." And not just physically, but that helped, too.
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He doesn’t know if it’s too soon to try to offer that, but he can’t hide the fact that it’s what he wants. The moment the words leave his mouth she’ll feel the current of his emotions — deep and hopeful — for a chance to show her just how much that he cares about her.
“Or not.” He says with a shrug, though it’s clear that he’s not hopeful for that answer. “I mean, I don’t want to pressure you, I guess. We’ve taken a big step already.”