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sonnestark) wrote in
middaeg2020-08-05 09:28 pm
( open ) aguril catch-all log
Who: Karin Koenig & you!
When: Throughout Aguril.
Where: Various.
What: Quests, full moon shenanigans, transformation troubles, etc. Open unless otherwise noted!
Warnings: Some body horror and potential violence, will update as needed if anything else particularly spicy comes up.
i. the lady in the lake ( quest )
ii. full moon fever ( the wilde )
iii. time may change me ( late aguril, closed to housemates & close cr )
When: Throughout Aguril.
Where: Various.
What: Quests, full moon shenanigans, transformation troubles, etc. Open unless otherwise noted!
Warnings: Some body horror and potential violence, will update as needed if anything else particularly spicy comes up.
i. the lady in the lake ( quest )
[Though the job itself had been marked as being high-risk, Karin found herself drawn to the idea of confronting a ghost— for one thing, it wouldn’t be the first time, and if all of her experience running errands for ghosts was ever going to come in handy, it would have to be now. Heeding the provided warnings, she dresses for the weather and heads for the lake armed. She can’t help smiling to herself when the lake comes into view, steadily making her way towards the shore.]
If Yuri were here, he’d be losing his mind right about now.
[A man who can take the form of countless demons, terrified of ghosts. Her friend’s predicament will never not be funny to her. Perhaps you agreed to come on this job together beforehand and she’s offering the comment to break the silence, or maybe you’ve come here on your own and just happen to catch her talking to herself as she approaches, but either way, she rubs her gloved hands together to ward off the cold as she reaches the shore. Who’s up for some tag-team ghost whispering?]
ii. full moon fever ( the wilde )
[The idea had been to ride out whatever changes took hold during the full moon by spending the night outside the city, far from anyone who might get hurt in the process. In theory, it works— the night of the full moon finds Karin transformed, though not entirely unrecognizable: while still largely herself, feathers have erupted throughout her hair and down her neck and back, the coat she'd worn to ward off the cold having been completely destroyed by the wings that have pushed their way to the surface. Flying seems to be out of the question, her wings too new and not yet strong or large enough to bear her weight, but harpy instincts drive her to the trees, using newly-emerged talons to pull herself up into the branches and to hold tight as she travels well above the ground, eager to give herself an opportunity to at least stretch her wings, if nothing else.
What she hadn't considered was that there were countless others outside the city for the exact same purpose, and being just this side of feral, there's no telling what will happen should she encounter anyone else struggling with their own changes. Maybe you're out in the Wilde to run or hunt, to try and work through your own shift, or perhaps it's work or something else entirely that's brought you out this way— whatever the cause, there's a rustle in the trees above, followed by a flash of red feathers, as well as a growling coming from somewhere deeper in the woods. After all, new monsters aren't the only things just outside the city walls.]
iii. time may change me ( late aguril, closed to housemates & close cr )
a.
[The changes that had come with the full moon had largely been temporary, at least for now, but some permanent transformation has already begun to set in. For one, Karin keeps finding feathers in her hair at the most unexpected moments, and while she’d plucked the first few strays that had come in as though they were mere inconveniences, she’d quickly curbed the habit, reminding herself that fighting changes was only going to make them worse in the long run. Besides, being the same color as her hair, at least for the time being, the feathers tended to blend in.
The ears, on the other hand…
She sighs heavily while standing in front of the mirror hanging in the upstairs hallway of the house she’s come to call home, frowning at herself as she turns her head and pulls part of her hair up and back to examine the fine point her ear has come to, much more defined than it had been even a week earlier.
It’s getting harder and harder to cover them up, and while she knows that there will be far more jarring changes in her appearance soon… a large part of her just wants to hold onto being human for a little while longer, if she can.]
Maybe it’s not that noticeable…?
[Mm. Wishful thinking.]
b.
[Near the very end of Aguril, the ongoing changes are no longer what she would consider to be merely inconvenient or uncomfortable. At first, she doesn’t know what the cause might be— there’s no visual, only sudden and severe pain that seems to hum its way through each of her limbs, out to the very tips of her fingers. Walking becomes stiff and awkward as the pain itself becomes dull and continuous, and the last few days of the month, she’ll resign herself to being bedridden, retreating to her bedroom and curling up as best she can to try and sleep through the worst of it, when her body will let her.
By now, it’s more obvious to her what’s happening beneath the surface; she can feel herself getting lighter, whatever magic it is that’s responsible for the change seeing fit to hollow out her bones from the inside, a process that is proving itself to be long, drawn-out, and excruciatingly painful. While she won’t be entirely adverse to visitors, and will be willing to let friends outside the household know via the watch network that she’s indisposed, she can’t promise to be very good company.]

full moon, closed to sephiroth
Once night falls and the moons themselves are visible, it’s an entirely different story. A pained noise pierces the air as Karin finds herself suddenly down on one knee near the treeline, doubled over and gasping for breath as she feels her nails starting to be pushed out far too quickly by emerging talons, with a prickling sensation racing across her scalp as the muscles in her back begin to knot and shift beneath the skin, the pain of rapid growth causing her to feel winded. She grunts before crying out again, but this time the sound is utterly inhuman, a shrill screech that she doesn’t recognize, and her heart sinks as she realizes that while she thought she had prepared for the worst, there was no possible way for her to be ready for the reality of this situation.]
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When the full moon had first forced his wings out of his back, just great unfolding masses of hollow bird-bones and a glut of sprouting, dark feathers, it had been unlike anything he had experienced before. Even for the SOLDIER, whose reputation is like steel and just as cold, had recoiled from the pain, had let it tremble through his body from the back of his neck down the base of his spine — it had caused the world to careen from under his bootsteps, and perhaps it was some small blessing that the moons themselves had taken away true cognizance of the moment, and replaced it with a wild abandon trademark of those touched by their influence.
But now, nights like these represent only a chilling freedom; the pain is glancing at best, when his wings have already become a permanent feature, and instead his feathers grow more prominent, his wings stretch even larger, his fingertips clawed and his propensity to stay perched high in the treetops, watching potential prey pass below— far more tempting. It is less a transformation than it is an adjustment now. The discomfort hardly registers in his mind any longer.
He hears a scream. A screech. Another harpy.
Instinct cracks in his mind, whip-like, and he takes flight to chase it. Winds through the trees where the echo pulses, as though drawn to like. It’s only minutes when a heavy branch bows under his weight, Sephiroth landing quietly atop it and balanced with ease, glancing down at the figure he, amusedly, recognizes.]
It hurts. [He says, from the shaded cover of the branches that allow in only dappled moonlight.] But it will pass.
[The only thing seeming to gleam down at her are the glowing pinpricks of mako infused eyes, and a long, curving glint of steel. Masamune has come along for the ride.]
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It— will pass.
[She winces even as she echoes him, her eyes shut tight as she feels herself winded, and then it comes— the sudden eruption of wings,the appearance of bone as it pushes its way through, though there's no telling how much blood there is when the feathers that quickly begin to spread along the framework are just as red, a deep crimson that hides the bulk of whatever mess is left in their wake.
She swallows another scream and ends up with a fistful of dirt, breathing heavily. The pain is unlike anything she's ever felt before, any injury she's ever been unfortunate enough to bear, but it's becoming so all-encompassing that it's almost bearable— present and even rather than coming in sharp, stabbing bursts.
It hasn't passed, but it's something. Was it like this for him? She looks up at him now, bright eyes against the dark of the night, cool and composed and looking as though he could only ever consider pain to be a minor annoyance, if anything.]
I think... I think it's done.
[She can hope, at any rate.]
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iii. a.
Rikku is standing there, rocking on her heels as she holds a bag behind her back and grins up at her housemate.]
Hey, do you got a minute? Or twenty? I have an idea for something we can do together.
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My afternoon's wide open.
[If it wasn't obvious from her just standing in front of the mirror and worrying.]
What did you have in mind...?
[She narrows her eyes ever so slightly, curious. They've known each other long enough now that she thinks she can tell when her housemate is up to something.]
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[Rikku takes Karin but the wrist and pulls her back downstairs, letting go once both are sitting on the couch. Once settled, she dumps the bag onto the coffee table. Beads, ribbons, swatches of fabric, and what looks like maybe horse hair scatter across the surface.]
I noticed that you've been staring at your ears and trying to hide them under your hair lately.
Well, it just so happens that we Al Bhed as masters at hiding features we don't want other people noticing. [Goggles are a great disguise, okay.] So I figured I would help you out by doing up your hair so that no one sees your ears at all.
[She's still grinning, but it's a bit less conspiratorial and a bit warmer. Karin's been nothing but good and helpful to her, so this is the least Rikku can do to help her friend in kind.]
What do you say?
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we can probably let them fade into sistertime sometime soon!
sounds good to me!
iii-b
After he's done with his shift at the radio station, though, he drops in. It's been a busy month, but he's as energetic as ever he is, even if that energy settles a bit when he arrives to see her obviously in pain.]
This is the bone stuff, right? Lio's mentioned hollow bones, but he already had them when we met in person... [He comes over to the bedside, a little bag tucked under his arm - it's not supplies for the healing magic or anything, it's just a bottle of warm herbal tea and something that appears to be a slightly older-fashioned version of trail mix, lots of nuts and dried fruits (and sneaky chocolate chunks) mixed together. If there's a nightstand to put them on, he'll do so, otherwise he'll hang onto them for now.] I've healed plenty of bones outside the city walls, though, so helping with the pain should be fine.
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Mmhmm... I wasn't sure what it was when it started, but now there's no question.
[She closes her eyes for a moment, exhaling through grit teeth as another surge runs through her legs, her own body chiding her for sitting up.]
It's really kind of you to stop by— I'm sure you must be busy.
[He seems like the type to juggle as much as he possibly can.]
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Almost as soon as she says it's nice of him to come by, he shakes his head a little with a small smile.] I'm busier back home than I am here, hands-down. I couldn't not come after hearing you were in enough pain to be bedridden.
[And then his smile widens, to something more like his usual brightness. It's harder when someone else is hurting, but he's done it before.] Besides, times like this are a little bit better with company. Have you had much to eat or drink? Healing magic sometimes takes it out of the person being healed a bit, so I wanted to make sure.
[He taps the top of the tea bottle with one red nail. For something like this, it should come more out of him, but even if it just tires her out more he's more about coming prepared than not.]
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ii
The rustle above her grabs her attention as she pauses to draw breath and she glances up, hooves shifting as she tries to see who's up there. ]
...hello?
[ A part of her wants to bolt. ]
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Did you hear that?
[Proof enough that she is still largely lucid, at least for the time being, but she turns her gaze back towards the dark, her eyes narrowed.]
There's a shade not far from here.
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[ Iramaat starts to speak up and then goes silence as she gestures her to be quiet. Her eyes dart from one side to the other, trying to see something - anything - through the trees. The one time she doesn't carry her sword and what does it get her? This. ]
I heard... something.
[ She squints. ]
I didn't think it was a shade. Have you seen it?
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Decentish place to wrap?
sounds good!
iii-b
She's the one who continues to leave the door slightly ajar, so as not to wake her when she's asleep, but to be able to check on Karin as she passes by, and leave new glasses of water when hers are emptied out. Maybe even throw a comment or two in as she does, which is less embarrassing to do when she can tell herself that the other can't hear her.
Today, however, is different.
When she comes by to drop a drink off, Lightning creaks the door open only to find that she's no longer asleep. She pauses for a moment, surprise flickering across her expression, before she lets herself in. Giving Karin a careful once-over, not paying mind to how long she stares, or the way her expression drops when she sees how tired she looks.]
You're up.
[She raises the glass to show her.]
Welcome back to the land of the living.
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She smiles faintly, shifting so that she's propped up against the headboard, though doing so is more laborious than she'd like to admit. It's embarrassing, all of it— she's never done well with illness of any kind, and being stuck like this makes her feel useless. She's not fond of it.]
I wasn't really sure if I was actually awake, but if I can talk to you, I must be.
[Hey, that's a win.]
I thought it was you leaving those for me. ... thank you.
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[Once Karin is done sitting up, Lightning takes that as an okay to cross the room and replace her old, empty glass with the new one. Her eyes roam over her friend, an empathetic sigh rising in her chest that she lets out when she leans against the wall.
She'd sit, but not even she's sure if she should.]
Don't mention it. That full moon did a number on you. [...] On a lot of people.
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iii-a!
So Ann approaches while Karin peers at herself in the mirror, her hands clasped behind her back and a smile on her lips. ]
It's not that noticeable. But you know, feathers aren't so bad...I think they're actually pretty fashionable.
[ At least she isn't sprouting spider legs or anything like that. Still, she wants Karin to know her feelings are valid, even if she has nothing she has to hide. ]
Doing okay?
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I suppose it's not so bad at the moment, is it?
[The ears alone are manageable, and she can handle a few feathers, but she knows that going forward, changes are only going to be bigger and more eye-catching.]
I'm... alright, I think. I shouldn't be so anxious about how it looks, but... I think I'm just nervous about what comes next. Does that make sense?
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Right. You're going through something you've never had to before. Really, it'd be more surprising if you weren't nervous. I know I would be.
[ She's already nervous about the effects that magic have had on her even without having to worry about physical changes, and there's still the matter of a bond to figure out...but can worry about that later. Right now, Karin needs the support more than Ann does. ]
So, are you the kind of person who needs a distraction right now, or to talk about it?
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ii
There's a flash of white as a tail flicks in agitation, his eyes narrowing on the distant underbrush. Unlike his normal golden-eyed hue, his gaze seems to be almost completely black tonight, as if his irises have completely swallowed everything - only a thing circle of yellowish gold remains on the outer edges, reflecting and catching the light.
He's not feral - not completely, but there's an air of wildness about him that's far more intense than it's been at other times. One foot comes down in a quiet stamp - he doesn't have hooves but the instinct seems to be triggered there all the same as he turns to face whatever threat might be coming from ahead.
And still completely oblivious that something else is lingering overhead. ]
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Apparently this place changes its mind from time to time.
She crouches low on the branch she's currently perched on, curling her newly-emerged talons against the bark to hold tight.]
Yata!
[Her voice is low, a stage whisper rather than a shout, an attempt to catch his attention before he wanders further forward.]
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But he recognizes that flash of red, the feathers he can see in the glint of the full moon. They'd met like this before. Sort of. Except he'd been much different at the time.
Still, he straightens up, gaze narrowing speculatively at her. ]
So you came back, too, huh?
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Yuri? Was he scared of ghosts?
[Oddly enough Sora isn't that scared of ghosts at all. His tolerance for spooky things is actually quite high. More than likely because he's danced with skeletons before. It's not really a big deal to him.]
I wonder why this place is haunted in the first place?
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[She stifles a little bit of a laugh, her smile pulling to one side.]
Terrified. Which was ridiculous, considering all of the things he wasn't afraid of. He can turn into any kind of monster you could think of, but he's afraid of ghosts.
[She has never seen a grown man panic the way that Yuri had when anyone mentioned the 'g' word.
She gently claps a companionable hand on Sora's shoulder, glad to be in such good company for this particular task. Between the two of them, she's sure they can crack it— they've already proven that they make a good team.]
Well, only one way to find out. We could ask her.
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3b
she was in a lot of pain, and that was nothing to sneeze at...but what broke his heart the most was knowing that her current situation had left her essentially trapped in her own bedroom. the drummer had always been hardy, even as a child, but that didn't mean he was no stranger to isolation. how many times had his classmates or the other kids in the neighborhood all chattered amongst themselves about the adventures they'd been on without him, tittering at inside jokes he had no hope of understanding?
it was terrible to think that the world was spinning on without you, uncaring of whether you kept up or not. there was nothing that he could do to ease Karin's physical pain...but he could hold the world down and force it to wait for her, little by little.
his luck's been poor the small handful of times he's swung by before today - she was sleeping, usually, worn out from the energy required simply to exist these days. it hadn't deterred him much, and he'd simply left the little things he'd brought along with him every time: newspapers painstakingly notated with his own commentary, things he thought might especially interest her circled or underlined, little sweets from various cafes carefully boxed up, fashion magazines...just trinkets, but all of them very firmly rooted in the present.
her need for rest is completely understandable, but Styx would have been lying if he hadn't said his heart had leapt when he learned today she was actually awake. it was his first time moving past the ground floor, into the more intimate part of the house, and his elation shows by the smile already affixed to his face long before he shyly poked his head into Karin's room.]
Um, hey! You up for visitors?
I re-read this upon returning from life stuff and it melts my heart
Of course. I'm sorry I missed you when you were here before.
[Not that she could help it, but if he'd been by more than once, he must have been at least a little anxious. It says a lot about him, just like his concern about the previous owners of the house they'd stumbled across one another in that first day had.
She sets the magazine aside, gesturing for him to come in.]
Please, make yourself comfortable.
[There's a chair not far from the bedside, though it might be a little small for him.]
he's doing his best!! as earnestly as he can
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