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Reynir Árnason ([personal profile] braidmage) wrote in [community profile] middaeg2020-07-29 07:07 am

[open | catch-all] just an unexpected accounting of debts

Who: Reynir + others
When: Through Aguril
Where: Various places
What: Catch-all (open & closed prompts)
Warnings: Will add as needed

scowlish: (wounded)

[personal profile] scowlish 2020-08-09 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[The truth is, part of Onni is very anxious about the prospect of bonding - as much as he's aware it's a necessity, something that will need to be done, something unavoidable, and as much as he's aware that he absolutely would prefer to do it with Reynir than anyone else in this place, it isn't really something he looks forward to. So maybe some of that lack of having time to talk about it has been, at least subconsciously, on purpose.

After all, just like Reynir is thinking, they're not anywhere near the time where it will be really imperative. There's no danger yet. But still, Reynir looks anxious, twisting his braid in his hands while he talks about the reasons he doesn't want to be a sheep-related faun. That he's tied to this life that people assumed he wanted, in safety, tucked away on a farm in Iceland. For a moment, Onni feels a little prickle of irritation at that. If his family had lived safely on a farm in Iceland, he never would have wanted to leave, and maybe Tuuri would have had enough to do, going to the city and able to freely explore all the safe, uninfected surroundings, that she wouldn't have wanted to go out into the Silent World.

But he hadn't had that life. Reynir had. And being irritated about it won't change anything. Won't change the fact that Tuuri is gone, and his parents are gone. So he's quiet for a moment, just releasing that irritation, and then he exhales slowly.]


It's true, that horns and ears and hooves are better than tentacles or whatever. Besides, at least with the sheep you know their temperament, their likes and dislikes and all that. You understand them. I wouldn't know what to do with a sheep.

[A shrug, and he frowns a little, looking away.]

Fire? I'm sure we can figure something out. Maybe we should both do some research on fauns to see what they're like?

[The prickle is still there, under his skin, but after a moment, he looks back up at Reynir.]

Don't think of it as a life you don't want that you're tied to. Think of it as your one connection to home. Even you don't want to lose track of everything from home, right?
scowlish: (serious)

[personal profile] scowlish 2020-08-11 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
[At the insistence that he would figure it out fast because sheep are easy to work with, Onni shrugs. He'd seen them before, on the farming island when he'd gone to help out with the harvest, and while they'd always seemed calm and even-tempered, he'd never really known what to do with them, where to even start with tending to their needs or anything like that. And they were big, big enough to do him harm with their horns if they'd wanted to, at least when he was 13. He hadn't wanted to get close. He suspects that Reynir probably thought they were easy to work with mostly because he grew up with them. It doesn't seem so simple to Onni. But he doesn't comment, because there's no use arguing with Reynir, in his experience, and there's no use wasting his energy arguing about something so pointless when they have bigger things to worry about.

Listening quietly while Reynir explains that they've probably got books on fauns at the Coven (he makes a mental note to check for himself) and that he knows a faun and has asked questions. That he'll be afraid of fire and hyperactive and chatty around the full moon, hyperactive and chatty and obnoxious. Onni huffs out a breath, his mouth lifting just slightly at one corner.]


So nothing will change at the full moon, then.

[He says it with a completely straight face, but there's a hint of teasing to it. The rest of it, he's not sure what to do with. Reynir says he doesn't want to lose track of anything from home, but Onni can't wrap his head around Reynir being disappointed by having that connection still if that's true. Maybe it's just because Onni has missed his home for so long, maybe it's because he's here and everything feels wrong and he can't feel his gods, can't retreat to the dark, comforting solitude of the forest. It isn't the same here.]

Mm. Well, if I can manage to get the hang of the stupid magic system here, then I can hopefully be powerful enough to look out for both of us.

[Well, he completely misunderstood why Reynir wanted cool powers. Oh well.]

Anyway, there could be worse interests than drinking and gardening. I don't mind drinking, and the garden is useful. You're pretty good at it, too.

[After a moment, he glances up, his eyes flicking to search Reynir's face.]

Is there something I should do to help you? Not with the garden, but with... [He gestures vaguely toward Reynir's head, the horns.] ...this?
scowlish: (nonplussed)

[personal profile] scowlish 2020-08-12 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
[Onni doesn't miss the way Reynir smiles slightly, the corner of his mouth rising a little, when he makes that comment about him being the same as always. Well, it's good to see that his sense of humour is intact. Onni had only half meant it, really, but his own sense of humour has always been dry and had a touch of truth to it.

Reynir's protest that he can help look out for them too, with or without special powers, is more predictable than his response to the first comment. Onni nods, once, and makes a noise of assent in his throat.]


I know you will. Doesn't it make you bigger, at least? Stronger maybe, at least a little? Either way, those horns will be dangerous weapons once they're grown out. The sheep on the farming island always made me think twice about messing with them, when I saw those horns.

[He seems to have no shame about admitting he'd been afraid of sheep of all things, but he's never had much shame. Not about that kind of thing.

What he hadn't expected was for Reynir to suggest any way for him to help. It had been right to offer, but Reynir seems to be stubbornly independent, refusing to do what people want him to do and instead just going about and doing as he pleases with no real thought to danger or anything else. But Reynir says that he's helping already, by promising to keep him from going feral. And he mentions that the transition is apparently easier if one doesn't fight against it. Nodding thoughtfully, Onni lifts a hand and presses his fingertip against his mouth for a moment, thinking.]


That makes sense, I suppose. If you're not repressing it, then it won't get out of control. That kind of thing?

[A pause, and his pale eyes lock on Reynir's face for a moment, trying to read him.]

With this? You mean...not being weird about it? There's no reason to be weird about it. It is what it is.
scowlish: (tearful)

[personal profile] scowlish 2020-08-13 07:34 am (UTC)(link)
Taller?

[Onni blinks, tilting his head, trying to imagine it.]

You can get taller?

[Honestly, besides that fat Dane, Reynir is the tallest person Onni has ever met, and his long braid and how lanky he is only make him look even more tall. And long. Like a few tree branches in a sweater, but more...not graceful, but fluid. Like some very young long-legged deer, perhaps. The comparison is just going to be more intense once he starts getting those legs and hooves and all, Onni imagines.

It's a little difficult to imagine.]


Well. We'll figure that out when it happens, too.

[Then Reynir is looking at him with that strange expression, smiling, with warm eyes. Onni can't remember the last time someone looked at him like that...the memories of when Tuuri had are fading too quickly, and for just a moment he feels a little spike of panic, like he's going to forget her face or her smile or the easy way she said she loved him. For a second, the fear shows in his eyes, and he glances away from Reynir to try to hide it, as pointless as that probably is.

Taking a deep breath to ease the tension of what he's feeling, he calms himself and puts on a serious expression again before looking back at Reynir.]


Yes. Well, then, I won't start being weird about it, if you'll try not to act like you need to hide this kind of thing from me. You don't have to, because it doesn't bother me. Understand?