I would like that, too. Maybe we can try it once this moon is passed and I can feel myself more.

[ Oliver pauses, then shakes his head. Words feel tangled right now, just like his body and mind. Its like when he was younger, and got drunk or tried drugs, a thing he cannot even imagine doing now. There is a disconnect between him and himself. And he does not like it. ]

I mean, when I feel like myself more.