[semi-open] Lay me down let the only sound be the overflow

[zewu_jun]

Who: Lan Xichen, cultivators, and friends!
When: Around mid-month
Where: Lakeside out beyond the Wall (near the forge)
What: swimming, sitting, sighing, and shedding
Warnings: F is for friends who do stuff together.



Everyone probably has their own reasons for being at the lake. For Lan Xichen, working in the forge tends to lead to overheating (especially when he's been fighting off certain stress levels) and the nearby water provides a good way to politely cool off. Maybe you met him on his way and decided to join in or maybe you were already there. After several days this becomes a regular pattern of work followed by an afternoon soak, so it's possibly just a nice diversion when things are a bit too much to handle.

Whether it is swimming, meditating, having a snack, or just enjoying the fresh air along the bank, there are plenty of ways to share time with friends. The only possible warning will come from Lan Xichen himself if it looks like an argument is brewing--he will intervene. He came explicitly for some quiet time, so if anyone starts a fight, they'll probably have a half-naked Lan there to break them up. Maybe that's your thing.

[ooc: This log is a free for all for swimming and lake side games. All our friends are invited to tag in and tag each other. Basically, make up whatever you would like as a starter and cut in wherever if people agree! Non-cultivator friends and 4th wallers also welcome. If you need a specific prompt added, poke me at teaandreveries.]

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[zewu_jun]

I did say that. They have been kind.

[Still, he searches Jin Guangyao's face for signs of unease or discomfort. He does think that it might be a helpful position, since his friend has always proposed helpful plans in the past, but with everything that was revealed afterward, he can't help but worry about him taking on a position that might lead to unsavory disagreements. That was how everything started, wasn't it?

But the movement under the water distracts him. He sees that shift and reaches up to help brush away some of those dulled scales. Gently guiding the shedding skin away and rubbing Jin Guangyao's arm afterward.]

If you wish to help, then I am certain you will be welcomed on the Council. No one should have any objections to such a desire. As you said, no one on the Council would question your background. Such things, I believe, hold less importance here.

[He stands a bit closer, his body shielding the other man just a little bit more.]

If you are worried that I might object or question you, I just don't want to see you suffer again, bearing things in silence until nothing could be done. Will you at least assure me that you can confide in me if anything does start bothering you?

[turmoiling]

[There's a warm feeling when Xichen touches him, appreciative and affectionate. He would feel worse about that little coercion if he wasn't so sure that his bonded liked it as well.]

You'll know if it does, won't you? [He says, tilting his head up to look kindly at Lan Xichen. It's clearly not a bad thing at all from the smile when he says:] With you so close by every day, how could I not speak of any worries?

[zewu_jun]

[It might have been prompted, but once he starts, Lan Xichen actually feels calmer with that ability to touch and stroke over the skin of his bondmate without fearing he might be doing something unwanted. He even goes further, picking away the loose shed within his reach along Jin Guangyao's arms and up to his shoulders where is is harder to get to.]

Mm. Then, how can I say anything against it? As long as you trust me, I will trust you. And it wouldn't be so bad to have one of us at least bringing news back from Parliament. I think we should all be able to benefit from your hard work.

[turmoiling]

[Jin Guangyao gathers and moves his mostly-soaked hair over one shoulder before he looks back down, at Lan Xichen's reflection in the water instead, to let him have easier access to the breadth of his shoulders. There are definitely spots where the edge of the shedding patch doesn't come off so easily, a bit of dead human skin to be rubbed before it frees itself.

If he can't stop this transformation, at least he can have this.]

I am not really sure, with a good twenty people on the council alone, how much I will be able to contribute. But I would like to try my best at least.

[zewu_jun]

[When Lan Xichen sees how the dried skin has gathered and not really been shed properly along Jin Guangyao's upper back, he runs his fingers over them more purposefully. There is no reason for his bondmate to have this kind of discomfort when he he help it, and he can't help worrying a bit at the sight.]

I'm sure you will find a way. You always did before.

[That was good will, wasn't it? He still wants to believe it was.]

A-Yao, does it hurt?

[turmoiling]

[There is a little conflict between voicing his own complaints, and wanting Lan Xichen to have a relaxing time here at the lakeside. But he certainly doesn't want him to worry either.]

If some amount comes only partway free and the rest catches on my clothing, it is uncomfortable. But otherwise, it's only dry skin.

[He reassures him, a middle ground between truth and things happening with tail and legs that are less pleasant.]

[zewu_jun]

[Lan Xichen hums softly and runs his fingers lightly along the top of Jin Guangyao's shoulder blades, stroking the base of his neck thoughtfully.]

If you come over in the mornings, I can help you clean them off.

[Maybe just soak for a while and share company with him. That wouldn't be so bad.]

[turmoiling]

[Head still bent, Jin Guangyao closes his eyes while Lan Xichen's fingers run along the back of his neck, relaxing somewhat under that touch.]

I would like that. At the same time, even if it isn't such a big thing, I feel as though I'm still causing you trouble.

[zewu_jun]

It isn't any trouble.

[He brushes at more patches of shed, but beyond that, Lan Xichen also tries to smooth over some of the muscle of his back with relaxing circles.]

Knowing that there is something I can offer to make these changes even a little easier on you brings me relief as well. If I can see you for myself and know you are not in too much pain, then I will feel much better.

[turmoiling]

[It's a nice feeling, especially with the contrast of warm hands and cool water. Jin Guangyao is content to sit there and let himself relax into that light massage.]

Yet there's nothing I can do to help you with your studies, is there? Or at the forge, for that matter.

[zewu_jun]

[The motion soothes Lan Xichen as well, giving him the comfort of familiarity and an opportunity to share a moment without one or both of them dissolving into panic.]

You are more clever than I am. I think even without magic you could help me study if you wanted to... I haven't asked because I worried that you were already going through too much, but I miss your advice. Some of the spells here are unfamiliar.

[turmoiling]

[Jin Guangyao turns his head, half looking over his shoulder.]

You know I would always be willing to offer my assistance. If there's any way I can help, it would assuage my concerns as well.

I've heard that the Bond helps with magic too. I suppose I was hesitant to bring it up before, [with how complicated things have been about other aspects of the Bond...] but have you noticed any change in your own abilities?

[zewu_jun]

[When Jin Guangyao turns, Lan Xichen smiles and brings his hand up from his bondmate's shoulders to his cheek, one finger brushing down it as if to catch a stray drop of water.]

I used to be very tired after using any magic, but since our bond, I have felt stronger. When I do spells, it is as if my spiritual power has gained more to draw from. Perhaps... if you feel well enough, we can practice together some time in the future?

[turmoiling]

[Even though in some ways he felt more constrained in a way he normally wouldn't tolerate, there were still some benefits. He'd felt resigned to a certain balance between comfort and politeness, for a long time. Even if it was just this much more, that was still something to be pleased with; more so than even he had really realized before.]

I'd be more than happy to accompany you. Just let me know when, and I will be sure to be there.

[No matter what state his legs were in.]

[zewu_jun]

[Lan Xichen had wanted to meet more often with Jin Guangyao, feeling that connection that was mostly good across their bond, but with the uneasy way they kept stumbling against each other, he hadn't wanted to cause things to fall apart. Once he hears that agreement, though, Lan Xichen leans in closer, not touching, but still smiling just out of sight.]

Perhaps in the morning, then? Some of the spells do not require anything special, and it would be a good opportunity to help us both. Would you allow me to help with this dry skin? Some of it seems to require more attention.

[turmoiling]

[Even if he can't quite see him, he can feel the warmth -- figurative and literal - there.]

Midmorning, if it's all right with you. It's difficult to rise as early as you any more, I'm afraid. If you can see anything that needs tending to, I can only leave myself in your hands.

[zewu_jun]

Should I come to you, then?

[And there is a little, gentle teasing in his voice. Of course he knows that Jin Guangyao is working hard and that he wakes up earlier than most others. That might be fine for the Lan sect, but usually people keep different hours. If Jin Guangyao is staying up late, he probably needs that extra sleep.]

I will be sure you are treated well. And it will be quiet in my room, so you don't have to worry about any disturbances.