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Niles // Zero ([personal profile] cyclopticsadist) wrote in [community profile] middaeg2020-05-11 12:19 pm

There's a reckonin' a comin'.

Who: Niles, L, Azura, Henry, Myr, Connor,
When: Backdated to the 7th, through the rest of the month.
Where: A seedy motel, then an abandoned warehouse in the refugee district.
What: Sometimes people cut off their rival's fingers as self care. Don't judge.
Warnings: Niles cuts off all of L's fingers, it's gonna get nasty.



Mello vanishing was both a boon and a tragedy for Niles' plans. Getting a live grenade out of the picture made things much simpler, but it meant he had no secondary player to keep Myr's attention. The longer that Mello was gone, the more attention would be focused on him, no matter how much he sweet talked L's lackeys. This full moon was his best chance at success, and L was ever so helpfully acting out his self destructive schedule early. The night of the full moon was the perfect time to pounce, and the moment he saw L going for the bottle he gathered his supplies.

Time to get to work.
hearthebell: will credit if found (They'll be laying flowers on my life)

[personal profile] hearthebell 2020-05-14 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[Waking is a slow and queasy process. The veil of chemical sleep is a heavy one, and were it not for the dull recent memory of what happened at the motel, and the keening wrongness of his current situation, he wouldn't try nearly as hard, might just melt back into that warm, oblivious cocoon. But L doesn't wear oblivious well, even when he wishes for it actively, and so he's trying to blink away the overbright blur that greets his vision when he opens his eyes, testing the range of his limbs, fingers and toes.

His toes move and respond, though the sensation feels distant, even disembodied. His fingers do not; when he tries, a sickening jolt at the base of his skull compels him to glance down at belt restraints holding his wrists securely to the armrests of a modified dentist's chair. A crooked and swollen collection of bruised shapes greet his bleary gaze; they don't make sense, there is something deeply wrong with this picture, along with the fact that even in the context of the drug-induced haze he is still partly nestled in, they don't hurt the way they really should after such apparent mangling.

His pulse is loud in his own ears, too slow but fairly hammering against the constriction of the collar that siphons and holds his blood (and therefore his magic) through needles. Getting rid of it would be ideal; a lot of things would be ideal, but in the meantime...

Glistening tarps surround the area in his peripheral vision, reflecting a bright artificial light source in the dark warehouse. Packing blankets block the windows. L knows what this is, and there's only one person with the motives to put so much thought and care into it... even if L never quite gave Niles the credit he deserves for this level of detail, this amount of planning and foresight. That was his mistake; it should never have gotten to this point, but now that it has, his fatalistic premonitions ring even more hollow and desolate. The best that he can hope for might be a quick death, bleeding out fast if he can provoke his captor into cutting too swift and deep... and that this won't demolish his Bonded irreversibly. Is Myr even safe? Will he ever know?

His heart beats louder and faster even as his body and senses remain sluggish. There's a white-furred shape just out of range of what the light source allows him to easily perceive, toweling itself off with brisk and agitated movements. Though L's magic is largely silenced and his hands broken and restrained, there's a glimmer of hope; the magical tattoo on his back is something he can access in tight moments like these. If the spells are weakened, they could still help him.

His mouth scarcely moves, he doesn't raise his voice a thread over a whisper though his syllables slur together under his breath. Small sparks of meager lightning are at his disposal; mere shreds of control, as well. They could lay Niles out, kill him, or infuriate him, and none of those will really gain him a net positive, in the end.

The moment he starts invoking his magic, however, the collar buzzes, the sound and vibration powerfully startling to the point where he believes for a terrifying second that he's been decapitated.]
Edited 2020-05-16 22:37 (UTC)
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[personal profile] hearthebell 2020-05-17 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
[Intellectually, L knows that to panic in this moment would be counterproductive. It would cloud his reasoning and his judgment more than they already have been ; it would put him in an emotionally compromised and fragile place where he'd be all too susceptible to the demands of a torturer. Of course, panicking is also the most appealing option; his body knows it even if his mind fights it, and it responds with restlessness, a surge of adrenaline as Niles approaches. His limbs know they're prey, his heart knows it's prey; he should be running fast and far.

He has to remember that his best case outcome might be a pulverized and quick death. Torture can last for hours, days, or far longer; depending on Niles' motives, it could take awhile to break L to his satisfaction. And at that point... would his existence have a point? Even if Myr had been adamant that simply letting Niles kill him was out of the question and wholly unacceptable, what if it's his only choice?]


Might as well listen. Might as well properly understand what it means to cooperate, before testing the limits of the collar again.]

But you need to cause damage.

[Nothing in his line of sight leaves him doubting for even a moment.]

That's... the only thing you're good at, isn't it? Your special talent?

[He makes it sound intentionally belittling, condescending. Maybe even pitying, because this relies on pushing as many of Niles' buttons as quickly as he can, as long as he can. Come on; you can snap better than that. If he can escape, he has to try for Myr's sake, but if he can't, he won't have his Bonded saddled with something altered beyond recognition that might as well be dead, anyway. Isn't that what it would take, for Niles to cease considering him a threat?]

Edited 2020-05-17 02:19 (UTC)
hearthebell: (I won't let you murder it)

[personal profile] hearthebell 2020-05-17 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
[L's arm is scrawny, but the chimera is still able to pull the belt tight in spite of L's efforts to shock Niles now that he's close enough for the limited range he thinks he can manage. The result is weak to the point of being laughable, scarcely even making static; the retaliation of the collar is still disorienting, but not so much as the first time, now that L knows what to expect from the intense buzzing through his larynx.

It's valuable; it's something he can learn from, adapt to, adjust his approach to accommodate. If only he had more time.]

Edited 2020-05-17 03:34 (UTC)
hearthebell: (I won't let you murder it)

[personal profile] hearthebell 2020-05-17 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
[Every instinct is telling him to pull away, but even his legs are tied down. There's no power to kick, or headbutt, or bite; only to watch, with both dark, wide eyes, as Niles prepares to snip off a thumb that's dead to pain, but not to pressure, or the chill of the steel.

(The chill, truthfully, might be on his account. Lightning isn't working; in his seeking and desperate trial-and-error approach to finding a workaround to the collar, ice is next.)

Niles' warning only makes him more determined, especially in conjunction with the glinting, grim promise of the scissors. He braces for the cut that immediately draws blood, pulls back for the kind of magical punch that only bleeding can give him power for. There's not enough, yet; he requires more. He needs Niles to get less meticulous and more vicious. A vein might be too much to hope for, but...]


Don't you...

[His own breath puffs unevenly in front of his face, accompanying the temperature plummeting in preparation for what's coming.]

Aren't you going to need a free hand? You get off to this, don't you?
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[personal profile] hearthebell 2020-05-17 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
[It's surreal and alarming, to watch the delicate bones and tendons pulled apart and separated by shears. L is neither attractive or vain, when it comes to his physical appearance, but his fingers are long, elegant, and endlessly useful. The loss of a thumb alone is devastating, but... no, it could be reattached, if he manages to muster his strength and deal the kind of damage he needs before Niles mutilates him further. It's only a loss if he gives up now and breaks a promise he made to his Bonded, and half of Myr's kind heart right along with it.

He's shaking (from the shock, or the chill?), but even with the dressing Niles is briskly wrapping his hand in, there's not quite enough to work with and draw from for the kind of magic he needs. If Niles chances a glance up at L's face, he'll notice that for just a few moments, the grey of L's eyes has given way to a frosted, clear blue, and he bites out the syllables of an incantation without really knowing what overcompensation will do with this particular spell.

The buzzing of the collar interrupts his attempt to cast, and his head drops back, as his vision blotches and blacks. Blood magic is a delicate balance of having enough to give, and enough to sustain him, and currently, he's on the wrong side of it. The frigidity in the air around them remains, but in spite of the adrenaline that should give him enough to throw something Niles' way, he's... feeble. More anemic than usual, even as he's more desperate than usual.]
Edited 2020-05-19 00:36 (UTC)
hearthebell: (I won't let you murder it)

[personal profile] hearthebell 2020-05-19 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
[Hallucination, induced by blood loss, or is this actually happening? L stares blearily at blood that apparently vanishes from Niles' fingertips; it should be impossible, even with the use of magic, or... no, it's the damn collar. It can even affect and access his blood once it's left his body.

He's still with Niles, as much as he would rather be literally anywhere else at this precise moment in time. And with Niles is where he stays, hyperventilating, sweating, and trying again, twice, to launch some kind of defense as his precious digits are parted from his right hand with insulting meticulousness. For all of Niles' claims of sadism, this operation does not in fact seem to be underway for gratuitous reasons, which is inconsistent with L's beliefs, and therefore distressing. It's another layer of cognitive dissonance on top of something that should not be happening, cannot be happening, and his theories lack a true north as Niles takes the time and care to bandage the bloody stump left by each finger as the collar cycles his blood so that there's never quite enough to cast, but never so little that his heart is in danger of stopping. It's basically ideal, for any torturer who doesn't want a victim to expire prematurely.

There's no pain; it makes no difference. This is still torture, L is still watching someone slice him to pieces. And he promised Myr that he wouldn't just let this happen, or use it to hasten his own death, so he pays attention to the collar's cycling, his own pulse, the way his strength ebbs and flows. If he times it just right, his effort won't be futile.

He just has to wait for the right chance, save his strength, fight every instinct that screams at him to react as Niles cuts, bandages, moves on, repeats.]
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[personal profile] hearthebell 2020-05-20 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
[The final finger on L's right hand is worse for wear; it only really matters if L can get away, collect what's lost, and find a healer of decent repute to reattach them. It's not too late; he has to remind himself of this fact somewhat forcefully, because as true as it might be objectively? The odds feel rather slim.

His breathing is shallow, his complexion ashen. Niles confirms that he wants to take both hands' worth of his fingers, the collar's levels are approaching an equilibrium he can exploit with enough focus and force.

He just needs the bastard to come closer, position himself in front of the restrained detective. The lightheadedness he feels when Niles removes the tourniquet is tempered by the rush of suddenly available magic flowing to the bandaged ends of his mutilated hand, and his dark eyes are wide and beseeching at the mention of water.]


No... not difficult...

[Though his hand is numb, the blood coursing to the area is vital. He remembers what it's like to have fingers; he can have them again. He just has to get this right on the first try.]
Edited 2020-05-20 02:12 (UTC)
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[personal profile] hearthebell 2020-05-20 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
[L's eyes lower, by all appearances compliant and meek... but once the rim is in his mouth, he bites it, because what happens next is nothing short of agony, shooting through his forearm and past his elbow, and of course extending out, far enough, fast enough...

He's managed to trip up the collar; it doesn't seem to know how to handle the sudden surge, at least immediately. The result is gruesomely beautiful: L's frozen blood splits through his bandages in lethally sharp spires, piercing through heat and tissue as it's his turn to cut into his foe.

He'll pay dearly for this, whether or not his limited range managed to hit something vital. By turning his blood into a set of impaling weapons ejected through his wounds, L's ensured that it's outside his body, and Niles can doubtless feel every tremor as chill and shock begin to set in.

It's fine; if this kills him, all I have to do is survive long enough for someone to find this place. Myr will assume the worst; Myr will make it in time.]
Edited 2020-05-20 02:37 (UTC)
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[personal profile] hearthebell 2020-05-20 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[The magic is raw, desperate, and primal. Its presentation is unexpected in some ways, exactly what he needed in others, and if L had the kind of control over this force he typically manages over his spells? He would find a way to twist and gouge with the weapons, ensure as much damage as possible to one who wants to clip his wings. Because he spoke true to Myr, and feels it now with keening intensity: what Niles is trying to take from him is something he cares enough to fight for with everything in him, even considering his sizable disadvantage.

Of course, Niles is going to fight back. Why wouldn't he? It wasn't a killing blow, L realizes with a plummeting sensation. Maybe more than the son of a bitch can just walk off, but not what he needed, not what would have helped him. As Niles shatters the icicles, L feels the shock through his forearm, and cries out involuntarily at the rending pain that he's sure will split through his own bone and muscle... but as his vision blurs and grays from his own significant blood loss, he is able to note that it never happens. The blood is diligently recollected by the collar, along with some of Niles', and while it's liquid once more, it's cold in his veins to the point where he pulls at his restraints with only the impulse to curl and preserve his body heat. His latest effort spent, it'll be some time before he can try again, if he even wants to put himself through that punishment once more. Half-conscious, he's winded and panting, shivering uncontrollably as the collar regulates his blood with a slight, dulled catch. Is the difference due to the intermingling of Niles blood in his system, or...?

He's dimly aware of the chimera attending to his wounds. He's dazed and fighting to retain consciousness, when it would be so much more easier to let the darkness flirting with him just melt his torment away.]
Edited 2020-05-20 20:50 (UTC)
hearthebell: will credit if found (Now my neck is open wide)

[personal profile] hearthebell 2020-05-21 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
[The time that follows is dreamlike, passing slowly and then catching up ruthlessly to reality. One second, L has five fingers on his left hand; the next, there are three, and he has no memory of the first two being taken off or bandaged. Niles is at his side, close enough to watch his face as he fights to stay awake while his body and brain fairly beg him to just let this one go, feel some relief for awhile, accept the hideous and inevitable. Even the barbed collar piercing into his neck, pulling blood from his body and shoving it back in a nauseating cycle, could feel like a down pillow with the irresistible draw of just passing out.

Reality fades, then shudders back into focus. His hands are symmetrical again, bandaged, fully lacking and wrong. Niles has left his side; there's a sound like a distant gunshot that echoes throughout the spacious warehouse in the darkness, and then Niles starts advancing again, bringing with him an implement he'd mentioned earlier, felt no need to use due to L's feigned compliance. He won't be making that mistake again, it seems. Does he intend to try to get him to drink again? No... if that was the case, he'd probably have the funnel in hand, too.

A chime somewhere in the darkness catches his attention, dulcet compared to the collar's now-despised buzzing, but the reaction from Niles indicates that it's anything but good for him. Meaning, it could be excellent for L. That hope gives his flagging morale a second wind even as Niles' movements grow more rushed and panicked. The ring gag is tossed aside and forgotten, and Niles reaches instead for L's nose, restricting the airflow, forcing him to open his mouth and shoving a clawed finger inside. It's even sharper than it looks, somehow, and L feels its bite immediately when Niles gouges it through his tongue. It pulls another sharp sound from him, but... one strangled and drowned, this time, because there is so much blood. A fast and gushing flow of it, that the collar responds to nowhere near as efficiently, and he can work with this.

His body, like Niles', is meat, blood, and pain. It's also a live wire, writhing under the chimera's hands, a conduit for vengeance and fury and good old-fashioned electricity. L snaps back the moment Niles tries to withdraw, too, his teeth finding fierce purchase in Niles' hand. As long as Niles is here, getting fried at the electric chair of his own construction? L would pull the lightning from the sky if it meant finally managing to stop the monster's heart, hearing the thud of a sizzling body on the tarps beneath them.]
hearthebell: will credit if found (Now my neck is open wide)

[personal profile] hearthebell 2020-05-25 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[Luck and fortune have graced Niles, all things considered. As vicious and inventive as L can be, those are powerful forces, and when they favor someone, truly? No amount of wit can outmatch them. It's the same fickle brand of fate that let a god of death fall in altruistic love with the woman who loved Light Yagami; it's a reminder that L is just a man, in the end, and can only control so many things, especially when his hands are literally tied.

Well. What's left of them, anyway. He falls back, spent and winded, gasping past the blood drowning his mouth and throat as Niles reels away, smoldering and seizing. It's by this point that he truly has tried everything; every spare drop of blood and magic has gone toward the purpose of killing Niles, and the chimera fucking lives. His vision blurs and dims as the beast rises, then vanishes through a hold in the darkness.]
Edited 2020-05-25 20:49 (UTC)