semi-closed / aereur catch-all

[stardustish]

Who: Sylvia Kawano + others
When: Aereuer
Where: Throughout Aefenglom
What: Closed top levels for quests/memory sharing, and two open prompts for Full Moon things.
Warnings: Death in some of the mem share prompts.

a. 4/8, before the full moon

[ ever since hearing about the full moon, sylvia had been anxious about what sort of changes would come about. what parts of her behavior or physicality would shift -- the harm she could potentially cause. she'd spent the past few days wondering if it would be safe to stay around her roommates, considering all of them were monsters.

ultimately, on the evening of the full moon, she decides it's safest to be away from them. even bailey. she doesn't trust herself enough with handling any of the changes that may come her way. so...she leaves the house. she leaves to keep them safe, and she plans on spending it alone.

that doesn't mean she can't be found, however. her timing is too close to the moon for her to stray far from the haven. in fact, anyone who might be walking around the haven may see the girl with rabbit ears looking around frantically for whatever reason, like she's lost or confused. seems like she might need a little help here. ]

b. 4/8, during the full moon

[ when the full moon finally rises... despite any advice sylvia might have gotten about finding a quiet place to settle in when it happens, she's back on the streets, wandering around. unlike earlier, where she seemed nervous and unsettled, she actually just seems like she's looking for something -- someone now. she keeps her eyes peeled for anyone who might be around, and the moment she spots someone alone, whether they've got their nose in a book or look like they're heading somewhere, she'll approach. ]

Hey, you. Got a moment?

[ for those who know her, she doesn't look as chipper as she usually is. she seems...a little tired, a little restless. her voice sounds like she kind of means business, too. ]

[ ooc: feel free to plot with me here or via amplitude if you'd like to do anything with sylvia! ]

Comments

[stardustish]

Is it really, though?

[ she doesn't sound accusatory, but it's definitely a dry remark. ]

And what happens if I, I dunno, lose my mind and hurt them or something? If not now, then maybe the next one, you know?

[ that's what she's worried about. she doesn't want anyone getting hurt because of her inability to control her urges. whatever those may be. she's not entirely sure; she's guessing that tonight, she'll find out. ]

[reluctantradiance]

[ Ah, right... Fear of hurting others is one that Yuma knows particularly well. Not just in this world, but his home as well. Given how close Yuma came to attacking Kor not long ago, he knows that Sylvia has every reason to be scared. And yet... ]

That's true, I guess... But, you're alone, you won't have anyone to help you in case you need help.

[ It's a lot easier to give this advice to other people, than to take it himself. One of these days, he'll actually listen to himself for a change...

Still, it's not like he can ignore her concerns, either. It wouldn't be right to force her to do something she doesn't want to, even as worried as he is. Besides, given the nature of these things, doing such a thing would likely make things worse. When it comes down to it, Sylvia is asking for his help, and he can't let her down. ]

But I guess... If that's really what you want, I think I can find a spot for you.

[stardustish]

[ it's not that yuma's wrong, but that's the thing. she doesn't want to burden her roommates in the instance where she does need help. ]

That's the point. I don't want anyone around if I go, I don't know, berserk or something.

[ if she lost anyone else...it'd be her worst nightmare come true. she doesn't want to lose anyone else like she lost her friends. like she lost cai. she frowns for a bit, eyes downcast towards the ground before she looks at him, determined. ]

I'd appreciate it a lot if you could.