[closed] if i should die before i wake

[quickwhip]

Who: Trevor Belmont and his Bonded
When: around the full moon
Where: His shared home
What: Trevor finally becomes a full vampire
Warnings: Character death, blood drinking, swearing, Trevor being Trevor


now i lay me down to sleep

[ When he felt it happen, he made sure he was at home. Well, "home" within this world. Where both Alucard and Sypha were, as he didn't wish to die alone. Funny that. Considering he'd spent a great deal of his life not really giving a shit what other people thought of him or coming to think he even needed anyone to begin with. But now all of a sudden? Now all of a sudden he didn't want to be alone and that's why he had been staying around the house more. Also he just... was too weak to do much else other than lay about in bed, on the couch, or slump himself over the window to enjoy the damp cool air.

He was going to only ever get to feel the night air soon.

He'd made sure to alert Berserker to what was happening when he felt a significant change within himself. As if his body was finally giving up, finally so tired from trying to fight off what it knew was coming the moment he first bared his fangs at Alucard months ago.

Death. He was finally dying.

When he does finally die, it's a little more peaceful than he ever thought his death would be. Really, he was sure he'd die by the hand of a night creature or some asshole from Hell. MAYBE some drunken jerk a long way down the line of his life. But to go like this, in his bed with his Bonded near... well, shit. Helluva lot more worse ways to go, isn't there?

He just feels... tired, when he goes. As if keeping his eyes open is the most difficult thing he's ever done in his life and it's with a smile on his face and a breathless fuck you to this world, that he finally just... goes, a hiccup or snap of pain within his bonds cementing it. Trevor Belmont. House of Belmont. Last of the Belmonts. Has finally been laid to rest. ]

Comments

[curruid_coinchenn]

Good...

[ He'd been counting on his blood having...well, not a calming effect, but at least an effect. There's no more apparent hostility, so he continues to stroke Trevor's hair. Him being high is better than blood-starved like he was. ]

You'll be fine in a little while. Just enjoy that feeling for now.

[quickwhip]

[ Enjoy that feeling, he says. As if he has much of a choice right now with all those colours and sparkles swirling about. But... he DOES feel a little more calmer than he had been feeling a few minutes ago. Not entirely there yet but... slowly. Maybe. ]

You're staying here?

[ He asks, red eyes lazily looking up to him with a tilt of his head. ]

[curruid_coinchenn]

If you want me to...I could leave you for your other Bonded to deal with.

[ A part of him doesn't want to, but...he probably should. Now that he's calmer, it would be easier for them to handle him. ]

[quickwhip]

[ He should, shouldn't he? See Alucard. See Sypha. They're bound to be concerned about everything they've felt crackle through the bond. But he's also... not so sure he's quite himself just yet either. Berserker's blood might have placed him into a sort of lull within his mind, but he still wants OUT.

So, leaning back some, pressing lazily against the restraints, he hums. Eyes still sharp and red, blood on his lips and chin. ]

Stay... for a bit?

[curruid_coinchenn]

[ Better that he doesn't just leave him on his own, anyway. It's a simple enough request and it would be cruel (and maybe dangerous) not to honor it. Berserker continues to pet his hair, as if to help ground him further. ]

Alright. As long as you need me, then.