[ —oh, dear. the robot gets a gold star for trying and for respecting boundaries, enough that eren corrects him. ]
It’s the other way around.
[ she had wanted to reunite, not him— and eren made it certain that he didn’t reciprocate. he tore the idea apart and spat it back to her. eren . . . sighs, though, leaning back with a bit of a more relaxed slump in his shoulders. pulling his hood down and carefully removing each horn from its hole. he tries his best to hide it, but deep there, in very expressive eyes, he tells more of a story than his lack of explanation does. ]
But I know she will. [ he couldn’t hide forever and when she did decide to come after him, if she did— she would. honestly, the thought scares him. it means he didn’t do things correctly. it means she’d still be in grave danger. it’d mean that she’d have the same capacity back home, and—
she couldn’t. nothing could stop him now, wasn’t it? ]
I just won’t facilitate.
[ he doesn’t think he has it in him anymore to break her again. his rationale says he must if need be but his heart couldn’t keep up in the way it had already shattered. ]
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It’s the other way around.
[ she had wanted to reunite, not him— and eren made it certain that he didn’t reciprocate. he tore the idea apart and spat it back to her. eren . . . sighs, though, leaning back with a bit of a more relaxed slump in his shoulders. pulling his hood down and carefully removing each horn from its hole. he tries his best to hide it, but deep there, in very expressive eyes, he tells more of a story than his lack of explanation does. ]
But I know she will. [ he couldn’t hide forever and when she did decide to come after him, if she did— she would. honestly, the thought scares him. it means he didn’t do things correctly. it means she’d still be in grave danger. it’d mean that she’d have the same capacity back home, and—
she couldn’t. nothing could stop him now, wasn’t it? ]
I just won’t facilitate.
[ he doesn’t think he has it in him anymore to break her again. his rationale says he must if need be but his heart couldn’t keep up in the way it had already shattered. ]