[My Bond with you isn't one of them. That's all Mello needs. All he needs for confirmation. There was a short period of time where he considered — for a moment — that L had put Myr up to that confrontation so he wouldn't have to do it, himself. They use people; that's just what they do.]

[But he only nods at the confirmation, considers the ramifications of having L around all of the time. There's Alex, there's his attempt to break into the local criminal empire, there are things about him that L doesn't need to see, let alone experience.]

I know you don't care for me.

[That's the cognac speaking, but it's true.]

That you're afraid that I'm similar to Beyond, that you told me that particular story for a reason. [The smallest pause as he sips] I know you're afraid of me, and what I'll do if you reject me.

[And fuck, if that admission doesn't set him aflame.]

I'm not stupid, L. But you're wrong.

[Such conviction.]

I'm nothing like him, and I would never hurt you. I'll get a Monster bond; something to balance me. It's logical.

[None of this matters to his idol, does it?]

You're —

[Hesitation, even in his alcohol-induced haze.]

— everything to me. Your well-being is my priority.

[Finally, he looks up from the glass.]

Do you believe me?