curruid_coinchenn: (when I beg for mercy they knew)
ʙᴇʀsᴇʀᴋᴇʀ [ Cᴜ́ Cʜᴜʟᴀɪɴɴ Aʟᴛᴇʀ ] ([personal profile] curruid_coinchenn) wrote in [community profile] middaeg 2019-12-07 05:05 pm (UTC)

...It is weird. They all feel different enough, so I know who is who, but it feels so strange to be connected to the three of them. [ Diarmuid is the most familiar still and the one who seems to experience emotions normally. Geralt's emotions are there, but they feel buried and distant. Flat ... Flat disturbs him on some level, the feeling of a void within him. ] It's...chaotic.

[ Maybe it was a bad idea to take on two new Bonds so close to each other. It's been a weird adjustment so far and he's struggling with it more than he'd like to admit. Too many conflicting emotions within him and he quietly shuts down for a few minutes until he can make sense of it. ]

And, as far as your connection to them...I feel like an intruder, in some ways. [ Especially with Flat and Diarmuid. It's not a pleasant feeling and he tries not to think about it too much. ] Like I'm involving myself in all of your relationships without meaning to.

[ An emotional vulnerable, if sleepy confession. ]

I'm only letting you do this because I trust you.

[ His wing stretches out in response, the membrane looking especially delicate at this size. It feels nice, if a little odd -- this is much different than the usual context someone explores how sensitive his wings are. Still, it just makes him relax further, enough that he's on the verge of sleep in Waver's lap. ]

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