[And those habits probably die even harder in this case, having had so much time to take root. Her lips flatten.]
The thing to remember is that you can no longer manipulate everything to suit your goals here. If anything, you'd have to power through just as the Warriors of Light do. That in mind... perhaps taking a leaf from our books might serve you better? Spend some time observing, that sort of thing.
Unfortunately, I think the biggest problem you face is the one fundamental thing I know you don't want to address. I think the best you can do is put it in the back of your mind for right now, though. It doesn't have to be perfect, just... a little humility wouldn't hurt your case.
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[And those habits probably die even harder in this case, having had so much time to take root. Her lips flatten.]
The thing to remember is that you can no longer manipulate everything to suit your goals here. If anything, you'd have to power through just as the Warriors of Light do. That in mind... perhaps taking a leaf from our books might serve you better? Spend some time observing, that sort of thing.
Unfortunately, I think the biggest problem you face is the one fundamental thing I know you don't want to address. I think the best you can do is put it in the back of your mind for right now, though. It doesn't have to be perfect, just... a little humility wouldn't hurt your case.