[L flinches in a moment of rigid panic, because moments of intense emotion are where he freezes and anesthetizes. He can't engage productively or meaningfully, often, because nothing betrays an inherent hollowness more swiftly than cracking it open and parading it about as exhibit A.
He swallows, weighs his options and moves and ways to not hurt or distress Myr further in these moments. It shouldn't be as difficult as it is... and yet for L, it doesn't even begin to come naturally.]
Finding out that way must have been...
[He's an eloquent man, having a difficult time finding the right word. It's frustrating.]
...terrible? You... don't have to say more. If dwelling is causing you pain.
[L's actually caught off guard by the extent he does not want to cause Myr pain.]
no subject
He swallows, weighs his options and moves and ways to not hurt or distress Myr further in these moments. It shouldn't be as difficult as it is... and yet for L, it doesn't even begin to come naturally.]
Finding out that way must have been...
[He's an eloquent man, having a difficult time finding the right word. It's frustrating.]
...terrible? You... don't have to say more. If dwelling is causing you pain.
[L's actually caught off guard by the extent he does not want to cause Myr pain.]