[ There’s certainly no shortage of magic inside of Han ready to be turned loose and yet, the idea of trying to do something that should be impossible is just ... weird. He just has to make himself try.
So he takes a deep breath and closes his eyes — because it seems easier to block everything out for him if he does that — and he starts trying to focus the pent up energy inside of him.
He tries to form into something benign. A ball of light seems like a good thing to start with. Han doesn’t open his eyes until he feels some of the magic energy dissipate and he can see that he has made a light of sorts in front of him. It looks like a heatless flame, jagged and flickering, rather smooth and rounded like Sansa’s, glowing really bright and then dim then bright when he reminds himself that he’s supposed to be concentrating still ... ]
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So he takes a deep breath and closes his eyes — because it seems easier to block everything out for him if he does that — and he starts trying to focus the pent up energy inside of him.
He tries to form into something benign. A ball of light seems like a good thing to start with. Han doesn’t open his eyes until he feels some of the magic energy dissipate and he can see that he has made a light of sorts in front of him. It looks like a heatless flame, jagged and flickering, rather smooth and rounded like Sansa’s, glowing really bright and then dim then bright when he reminds himself that he’s supposed to be concentrating still ... ]