[ Her smile deepens a little at the sight of that faint blush, charmed by the sight of it, although she doesn't point it out. ]

I can't say I'd blame you. You are in a new land, Ferran. There are new rules here, and you have a chance to learn more - become more - than perhaps you ever could at home. Don't be afraid to nurture that strength in yourself. I think it will help you heal far more than you know.