[Her face fell at that. 'Here', the finality of it. Like it was impossible, back home...A sigh slipping out as she shuffled. Still awkwardly perched on him but adjusting herself so his tail wasn't caught under her. ]
...What does that mean? What is here? [It was...his own question sent back at him just with different words. Because she didn't know. He still felt so distant, out of reach. Like he'd already given up on them and moved on ahead. Slowly, she exhaled again. Body slumping forward as her forehead crashed into his collar, resting against it.
He'd...mentioned wanting to be a part of her life here. She...actually had a life here now and she wasn't sure what role he was playing in it. Not with the stolen moments they'd had that she couldn't place a name too. Did it need a name? She wasn't sure. This was all new to her, a tangled mess of feelings that she couldn't decipher.]
I... [She moved her head closer, muffling herself in him.] care about you... A lot. [More than herself at times even.]
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...What does that mean? What is here? [It was...his own question sent back at him just with different words. Because she didn't know. He still felt so distant, out of reach. Like he'd already given up on them and moved on ahead. Slowly, she exhaled again. Body slumping forward as her forehead crashed into his collar, resting against it.
He'd...mentioned wanting to be a part of her life here. She...actually had a life here now and she wasn't sure what role he was playing in it. Not with the stolen moments they'd had that she couldn't place a name too. Did it need a name? She wasn't sure. This was all new to her, a tangled mess of feelings that she couldn't decipher.]
I... [She moved her head closer, muffling herself in him.] care about you... A lot. [More than herself at times even.]