[He fidgets. If casual encounters were something he did at all, he wouldn't be at this point where he feels frustration and arousal on a hair-trigger. Maybe it's just a matter of overcoming a mental block, actually letting someone make him come after months of treating that part of himself like something dead?]
If you're not pretending, then... I'm not.
[He has no interest in a prize if he didn't win in some way.]
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[He fidgets. If casual encounters were something he did at all, he wouldn't be at this point where he feels frustration and arousal on a hair-trigger. Maybe it's just a matter of overcoming a mental block, actually letting someone make him come after months of treating that part of himself like something dead?]
If you're not pretending, then... I'm not.
[He has no interest in a prize if he didn't win in some way.]