( aziraphale still wants to hold onto all of his anger and his frustration, clutch it as tight as a diamond so he doesn't have to think about much else. he wants to, he wants to, but it starts to bleed right out of him without his permission as soon as crowley's face comes to press against him.
suddenly, he just feels tired and anxious. )
I—
( he starts, struggling to find the words. he nearly thinks to tell him that any pain he had previously had had disappeared after he had bitten him, but he doesn't think that would be a good idea. better to keep that particular slice of information to himself.
his fingers loosen around crowley's arms, falling away. he pauses for a breath, considering, before moving to wrap his arms around crowley in a loose embrace. )
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suddenly, he just feels tired and anxious. )
I—
( he starts, struggling to find the words. he nearly thinks to tell him that any pain he had previously had had disappeared after he had bitten him, but he doesn't think that would be a good idea. better to keep that particular slice of information to himself.
his fingers loosen around crowley's arms, falling away. he pauses for a breath, considering, before moving to wrap his arms around crowley in a loose embrace. )
Alright then. I'll let you look.