( his entire body stiffens underneath crowley's touch, limbs seizing in a very desperate attempt to keep himself from further reacting. he doesn't know if he wants to swat crowley away or reach for his hand and squeeze, but either action would reveal the pair of ears hidden away underneath his palms.
he isn't sure he is ready to show him such a thing. actually, he's not even sure he wants to see it for himself. it was surely hideous or at the very least, completely ridiculous.
he takes a moment to breathe before answering. )
Yes.
( the ears hurt, his spine hurts, and there's an ache that spreads through the rest of him. )
And—
( it isn't just the pain. he thinks he should tell crowley this much. or maybe he just wants to tell crowley this much. )
It's, uhm, how do I say. . .? Something has grown.
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he isn't sure he is ready to show him such a thing. actually, he's not even sure he wants to see it for himself. it was surely hideous or at the very least, completely ridiculous.
he takes a moment to breathe before answering. )
Yes.
( the ears hurt, his spine hurts, and there's an ache that spreads through the rest of him. )
And—
( it isn't just the pain. he thinks he should tell crowley this much. or maybe he just wants to tell crowley this much. )
It's, uhm, how do I say. . .? Something has grown.
( so, don't look. )