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[Closed] May Catchall!

Who: Jin Guangyao and others
When: Through Maiuril
Where: Aefenglom
What: Catch-all post for the month
Warnings: Will be updated as needed!

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After a day prior of making apologies for his workplace absence and several long baths to help soak away the chunks of peeling human skin, Jin Guangyao's appearance under the light of the full moon has changed more dramatically this time. A couple feet of snake tail trails behind even the hem of his robe, the normally dull tawny-brown scales glimmering a faintly metallic gold under the moonlight, rings of white-gold and dark bronze running along the top and sides. Those scales have travelled further this time too, covering the back of his hand and up along the side of his neck, with even a few dusted across his cheeks and forehead.

If he's to be a snake, at least the color and pattern seem elegant enough in their own way. And if the urge to hunt exists... well, it still does, truthfully, but with the bond to Lan Xichen, he feels more comfortable with it -- most of that being psychological, no longer trapping himself in a self-reinforcing feedback loop of fear over those bestial urges. Besides, he has "prey" to hunt, this time, to seek out where Nie Huaisang is living. His long black tongue flickers, only just barely covered in time with the flick of a gold fan. But he can taste the air and scents are strong again, at this time of the month. Who knows where this pleasant evening walk will take him?

It's not a fast walk at all. His legs are a little wobbly, and with the growing girth of tail, the whole situation where nether limbs join is weird and uncomfortable. Now a couple feet too long to hide under his robes, and too weighty to pick up and hold off the ground all the time, the snake tail drags behind him, sometimes offering a push forward with a ripple, but Jin Guangyao isn't used to it and has to catch himself from staggering each time. He's in no shape to fight or flee, but track... he can do that.

He's out a good portion of the evening and into the night, criss-crossing through the streets in a deliberate search pattern when he finally catches a familiar scent on the wind. Following it brings him to stand in front of an apartment building, and he stands there for a moment, contemplative behind his fan, tongue flickering once again. He just has to try to stay more... internally controlled, and not let himself become quite so overwhelmed this time

Edited 2020-05-11 00:36 (UTC)

That they want someone to look over the books is something that he can't help but take a little personally. He's been honest with his accounting, and had been so even in his former life when he collected funds from the various sects to fund the watchtowers. But at least this had none of the politicking to it, no insults to bloodline whispered behind his back.

And there was an upside as well to it; this was a much bigger family business, with real money, unlike some of the other small jobs he'd taken to start with. A good, regular client... who had enough money to spend on other things and invest in others. It would be good to meet someone with a few more connections, too, if he was planning to move his way up through society.

Of course there were certain individuals in the city who would look askance if they were to hear about it but... they'll just have to deal with it, Jin Guangyao can only think.

He's seated in the back office when she arrives, among the stacks of ledgers, but there is a freshly-brewed pot of very fine tea as well as a few small sweets of dried fruit on a tray nearby, in anticipation of her arrival.

Edited 2020-05-11 00:18 (UTC)

Jin Guangyao isn't quite sitting properly as he basks in the sun streaming across the patio of Diplomatea. The tail situation is becoming less and less comfortable as it grows longer and interferes with his legs and the whole rest of the nether-region situation. It's entirely too long now, too. He can tuck it under his robes when seated, but it becomes oddly bulky and strange looking that way, too. So he's decided to live with letting in hang from the edge of the chair, the thinner end coiled around a chair leg to keep it out of the way. It was little effort to have a weiqi board made and some appropriate white and black stones found, so it brought it along as well, sitting next to the tea he'd ordered a short while ago.

(> Nie Huaisang)

Jin Guangyao always smiles pleasantly should anyone happen to look his way, but when happens to see Huaisang passing by, his smile freezes and he beckons lightly. "Huaisang, how nice to see you again. You left so suddenly last time, I'm sure you had some very important things to do. But if you're not so busy, I have time for a game now."

Those words are a clear mockery, because they both know exactly why Huaisang ran. But right now Jin Guangyao is hardly inclined to get up, as warm as the sunlight is, and anxious to find out just who else Huaisang has been talking to so far.

(> Will Henry)

He hadn't caught the young man's name, when they'd spoken before, but he recognizes the face passing by... and the same snakelike eyes. Well, that was interesting. He hadn't seen a single other Mirrorbound going through quite the same process as himself. He beckons as soon as he catches his eye.

After Nie Huaisang ran, and a good few long moment of stewing in hatred and low-key fear -- because he's going to find Nie Mingjue, isn't he? Jin Guangyao can practically sense it -- it occurs to him that he really should make sure things are well with Lan Xichen. He'd thought of inviting him for tea again but since that particularly vivid dream he hadn't been quite sure if he could look at him the same way. Take a day or two to... cool down.

But the first message goes unanswered, leaving a sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach. Jin Guangyao begins heading for Xichen's residence, sending another. Still nothing. He doesn't seem to be at home either, when he gets there, and that's when Jin Guangyao really starts to worry. He can't ask anyone else they both know, surely. They'll only suspect the worst, that he's responsible somehow.

Perhaps he is? Is Xichen hiding from him after whatever he felt through their bond?

Even more reason to ask, if not familiar faces, then at least neighbours, as try to figure out if anyone had any idea where he had gone and walk down every street and avenue, to every place he could think of that he might be found.

Most of the neighbors around Lan Xichen are fond of him. He is quiet, polite, and always ready to volunteer a helping hand when anybody asks, so he has a good rapport with the families around, teaching children music and meditation and telling stories of night-hunts when some of the children need supervision. One of the couples with kids--a refugee pair of monsters that have taken a liking to him in particular--do remember seeing him go out, so when Jin Guangyao asks, they tell him that they think they remember him going out earlier, maybe shopping? No, the forge, most likely. One of them says that he did seem to be heading that way, out of rather than into town.

If Jin Guangyao heads that way, he can probably find an obvious route toward the forge going from the apartment building to the outer reaches where fewer people stay. Lan Xichen is not quite in obvious view once he reaches the Wall: he's lying slumped against it, like he had paused once he got that far and tried to use it for support, only to end up lying next to it like some Shade's forgotten prey, unconscious and face tilted down toward the ground.

Nie Mingjue had dreaded the next full moons last month, but when they arrive, he finds that this month, at least, it isn't so bad. His temporary Bond with Huaisang helps, just the fact of having his brother with him helps him feel more settled. So, the changes still come, but the restlessness and agitation are not so bad as they could be.

His ears have... morphed, somehow. The human ears on the sides of his head are gone now, replaced by two furry, rounded tiger ears placed higher up on his head. His jaw has been hurting as, he thinks, new teeth grow in to replace the old ones. The points he can feel are sharper. More human skin has flaked off from the outsides of his thighs and hips now, fresh, leathery crocodile skin taking its place. His senses are going wild as well - everything is much more vibrant, stronger. Smell, hearing, and sight are all sharper somehow.

It is disconcerting, but he promised Huaisang that he would work hard too, to accept his changes and master his instincts.

Huaisang is out, but the Bond hums comfortably between them, letting Mingjue know that he is not in distress. He could find him if he really needed to. As a new scent catches his attention outside the apartment building, though, he will later be glad that his brother is not home. He rises from where he has been quietly meditating, and grabs the hilt of Baxia, marching outside. He doesn't immediately recognize it, but his instincts are going wild: someone new in our territory, must confront, must protect home.

[ me, a sucker for brackets eternally.

well! after his near brush with death, nie huaisang's feeling a lot more put together. jin guangyao's "helpful" information had been (shocking) missing several parts, the most important of which being da-ge was here. with a new, temporary bond in place and a heartwarming reunion all complete, huaisang is feeling a lot more grounded in this strange new place.

he'd gone out to fetch a spellbook while his da-ge was away guarding the woman he worked for. huaisang wouldn't hide away in this strange new land, not when there were things to learn and more to discover, and so naturally, his quick trip out led him smack into the snake's mouth. (so to speak.)

the familiar voice with its lilt still makes his blood run cold, but huaisang is ready for him this time. across the bond, nie mingjue might be feeling a sense of apprehension that rapidly shifts into something darker, then something closer to confident. it doesn't even cross his expression where he walks, fan in hand to cover his face. his eyes move down, looking at the table, underneath it, and then back to his once dear san-ge. oh, now he wants to play?

there are plenty of people around. it's broad daylight, and, nie huaisang knows now what to avoid.

game on.

he fans himself, giving jin guangyao a sheepish smile, and a polite bow. ] San-ge! I'm sorry I had to leave so quickly... Da-ge was calling, you know he won't stand for anyone being late, haha....

[ the sheepish, tittering way he laughs doesn't hide the true meaning of what he's said. he went to find his brother. nie huaisang already knows he's here.

so, with that buoyant little victory to lead him, he approaches, reaching for the chair across from jin guangyao and pulling it backwards to take a seat. drawing his feet close to himself and away from that tail, he tilts his head and gives a smile, fanning himself lightly. like a fine summer's conversation between two young masters, not like two men who had manipulated an entire cultivation world to their whims. ] Is this weiqi? Are the rules the same here? You'll have to go easy on me...

The forge, then. Jin Guangyao is particularly concerned, for the obvious reasons, even if the path to the forge is well-cleared. Surely Xichen can look after himself but -- when his searching gaze catches sigh of those familiar robes he rushes over, crouching down beside him. "Xichen? Brother?" Even if there had been an awkward dream after the last time they'd spoken, it was only a dream and this was real!

Jin Guangyao turns him over gently, searching for injuries, signs of Cwyld infection, anything, and checks his pulse at the wrist. If there's anything transmitted between them now, it's only fear, worry, panic. "Brother, please, wake up." He almost goes to check Lan Xichen's temperature at his forehead and freezes up a little for a moment.

Jin Guangyao is just about to step inside the building and see if he can figure out just which door it is when that terrifying figure, with that formidable blade in hand, steps out. Although there are plenty of monster scents in the streets, Jin Guangyao makes an immediate mental bookmark of this particular one, because he has no intention of coming close to it again if he can help it.

And Huaisang had been here not too long ago too. Of course he would find his way to his brother so quickly. Of course.

It's time to go. Now. He knows the streets of the city well enough already, there are several escape routes.

Except Jin Guangyao isn't really in a state to beat any kind of hasty retreat at all. The best he can do is pretend he was simply walking innocently down the street, and Nie Mingjue is hardly going to believe that. Also that would mean turning his back, and although he's not too fond of his tail, he still doesn't want it to be lopped off in pursuit. Instead he backs up a little, tail shifting across the ground behind him. His mouth feels unpleasant as well, in some weird way, so it's better to keep that fan up to half-hide his face still.

One doesn't need to see the lower part of his face to see a bit of that fear in his eyes though.

[Jin Guangyao continues to smile pleasantly, even when he sees Huaisang look under the table. Really? Rude, Huaisang.]

I completely understand. Hopefully he hasn't been too hard on you. [For, you know, all the deceit that Jin Guangyao happened to focus on telling him about, leaving out much more relevant events in his retelling of what had happened since Mingjue's death, in favor of trying to degrade Huaisang in his brother's eyes.

He'd have to be extra careful around Mingjue now, though. Not that he hadn't been before, but this was especially dangerous.]

We can play by the same rules, I don't mind. It really feels like it has been a while, doesn't it?

[When did he ever play weiqi with Huaisang! Gifts, consoling him, yes, but he was always too busy for such a long game. He's only learned the rules as one of the four scholarly arts, hoping he could use it to find favor somewhere, someday. It's not like anyone ever bothered to teach him.]

Hopefully you're settling in well and making some new acquaintances.

Lan Xichen doesn't respond to Jin Guangyao's voice or being turned on his back. His consciousness only flickers back when he feels the familiar emotion from the bond that echoes his last sensations before passing out: panic. His body is too warm and damp with fever, but his pulse is there, proving that at least he's not really fading from the world yet. But it is racing. The beats are desperate and pounding through him, trying to push life through despite the feeling that something is trying to steal it away. The dream they shared had been uncomfortable, but Lan Xichen had planned on speaking to his sworn brother about it eventually. Just once they both had time to settle down. But now as his eyes slowly open and he catches sight of the man leaning down over him, the panic spikes with the memory of pain and the usually composed Lan sect leader actually lets out a sound of fear, one that cuts off as he has to roll to his side, choking on bile and saliva as his body tries to expel a poison that isn't there.

Still only half-aware, shaking from cold and the sharp needles of pain still running through his body, Lan Xichen attempts to crawl away, managing only a few movements before having to stop again to heave ineffectively over the spot he's curled at. All he can manage is one pathetic, hoarse whisper that might have otherwise been a yell if he had the air for it, gasping his brother's name.

[ well, at least he wasn't obvious about it..... ! too much, anyway.

he merely gives another sheepish laugh at jin guangyao's comment, waving his fan in response. no, no, it's nothing... of course it isn't. actually, it was the greatest moment of nie huaisang's life, easily toppling his vengeance over the very person sitting in front of him. if his brother lives, and his brother is aware, the two of them can be unstoppable together.

so he will be friendly. we're back to this extremely fake game of smiles, again, as he settles back in the chair, comfortable and easily given to social norms. after all, for so long, it seemed like all huaisang ever wanted to do was waste away his time like this, playing little games, having little conversations. ] It's alright! Thanks to San-ge, I was able to find my footing. As usual, I would have been lost without your guidance.

[ winning little games. he taps his fan as he reaches for his pieces, doling out the stones with practiced ease on his side of the board. to let out a little information with the flow of conversation is easy, and huaisang seems to be in a good, relaxed mood. ] It appears I'll be a 'witch', according to the Coven! I don't know much about it yet, and I can't imagine I'll be very good at it, but da-ge would have surely have my head if I didn't practice, so I'm making do with what I can. I never thought I'd have to go back to schooling...

[ haha... ha. no, this is the kind of schooling he's going to enjoy. it might be difficult, but it's no cultivation. this involves enough mental acrobatics that he may well master it. ] There we are. Let's play, San-ge. May the best man win!

[ so you know,

him ]

Edited 2020-05-12 01:21 (UTC)

No doubt Huaisang's scent is all over, along with Mingjue's. He hadn't given his brother much of a choice, insisting that he stay with him in the small ground-floor apartment. They weren't keen to let each other out of their sights for a little while, but that has eased by now, settling down, especially with the temporary Bond in place. Nie Mingjue's head tilts up and he almost delicately scents the air, his eyes narrowing as he tries to place new smells, as he exits the main hallway to the outside. Definitely someone unfamiliar. He can tell which Monster scents are out of place around here already.

His gaze falls on Jin Guangyao, because of course it does, and his lips twist in a snarl that, during the full moons, is a little more animalistic already. He's locked on now, registering that scent in his mental library like, no doubt, Jin Guangyao is doing for his. Something in him is curling dark and furious in his chest; he never told this man where he lived. Where Huaisang now lives. Did someone else, or did he simply find it? It can't be a coincidence.

"What are you doing here?" He demands, stalking forward with all the grace of a predator. The moonlight glints off the sharper points of his teeth. "Lie to me and you will regret it."

Oh no no no no no no. This looks so bad and Lan Xichen absolutely cannot be allowed to call on his blood brother in a situation like this, because Jin Guangyao will be dead before he even opens his mouth to explain. If he even had an explanation, which he doesn't. He himself might be used to that hatred that he'd felt, but who would possibly imagine it would affect Lan Xichen so badly?

Jin Guangyao catches up with him easily and puts his arm across his shoulders, rubs Xichen's back as if that might help him with expelling whatever is causing this sickness. "Please. What happened? I'll contact a healer for you, but please," he says with concern. "I don't think you should move." And not contact Lan Wangji. Absolutely not.

Such a calm, smooth voice had once been a great comfort to him. He had loved listening to Jin Guangyao talk and had gone to him many times when life became frustrating just to hear the man speak, because his even tone had never been angry or harsh. But now, through the haze of pain and real fear for his life that rattles against the bond, that soft voice means that no mercy is coming.

Weak and helpless, with the hand on him ensuring that he won't be able to retreat, he can only submit to his fate. It does cross his mind briefly to plead with Jin Guangyao, to hope for kindness, but the hatred he still feels burns through him as a reminder that, much like fire, trying to bargain with poison is fruitless. But when the pain starts to ebb and death doesn't come, Lan Xichen's panic also starts to recede. The jumble of words that sounded like soft rustling, like imminent danger, become clear words and the malice he was sure he heard, seething with hatred, fades from his thoughts.

"A-Yao?" He's still confused and sweating from the strain of everything, but now with more recognition at least as he looks up to the face that bears only concern. "But you..." That was hatred. So much hatred he hadn't been able to breathe from it. At a loss now, Lan Xichen puts forth the only clear thought he can piece together. "Do you hate me?"

Edited 2020-05-12 02:02 (UTC)

The panic and fear resonate with Jin Guangyao; he feels them himself, alongside that concern, because he most certainly doesn't want anything to happen to Lan Xichen. So when it starts to ease after he holds him a short while, tries to calm him, there's a small relief -- but only a small one, until that reply freezes him in place again. Is it... actually that bad for Xichen. Even from so far away? It seems almost impossible.

The thought had crossed his mind briefly amidst that virulent hatred, the tempestuous urge for revenge running too hard and strong to be denied, but he had only been afraid he might be interrupted or confronted about it. Not this.

"No, of course not." He really doesn't want him to be confused, really and truly, and there's nothing for that except the truth. Only... "There was someone I ran into, but it had nothing to do with you."

Except that it did in a way, because Nie Huaisang's manipulation of Lan Xichen was just one more thing he had to pay for. Navigating his way through the emotional constraints of the bond on just what he was saying was still something that Jin Guangyao needed to get used to, and it seemed just now that all paths except for one led to a failure to reassure Lan Xichen.

"It was Huaisang," he finally admits. "Please don't be concerned. He's not harmed. He ran away." Jin Guangyao doesn't want to dwell on that part of it, still more worried about Lan Xichen's condition. "Is there anything else I can do? I don't want to see you like this."

Jin Guangyao will probably regret it either way, but Nie Mingjue in particular always seemed to suspect the worst, making it that much harder to deal with. Jin Guangyao continues backing up in the face of that furry fury, on unsteady legs.

"I thought I smelled something interesting," he demurs, and obviously Mingjue will know what he means. So is it really a lie? "Surely you know what it's like at this time, the scents can be overwhelming." And the urge to hunt alongside them was strong. Though if it was perhaps just as strong for Nie Mingjue, frankly that would only makes this confrontation a little more terrifying, because he has the distinct feeling that the hunter has just become the hunted. "You won't see me cross your doorstep again, brother. I swear it."

And that part is true because with Mingjue's protection so close at hand, he's far too afraid to lift a finger against Huaisang.

Edited 2020-05-12 03:08 (UTC)

The relief at having confusion and fear for his life fading as he returns to his senses is tentative, like a child waking from a nightmare and still half convinced the monster might come for him in reality. Lan Xichen shivers, listening quietly and struggling against the cold--Why is he so cold?--as Jin Guangyao tells him he doesn't hate him. Except that feeling was absolutely hate. Hatred and murder like Lan Xichen had never felt before. He had experienced malicious auras before, but none driving right at him, straight into him like that, and never that intense. Even Nie Mingjue's fierce corpse hadn't hit him with such a terrible feeling. He almost gives his sworn brother a harsh look when he says the hatred has nothing to do with him. It's an insult and a joke, dismissing him after that feeling had felt definitely meant for him.

Then he hears Huaisang's name and coughs out a dry, bitter laugh. Still pained and lost and empty now of any strength.

"Huaisang. Of course it was." He had seen the younger Nie briefly and held his own discomfort at speaking to him again, but he would never have imagined that kind of resentment coming from his reappearance. Lan Xichen almost sobs, curling up to retreat into himself. "What will you do? You say you ran into him, what did you do then? I thought someone had somehow cursed me. I never suspected that I would know that kind of intent. And from so far..." He echoes Jin Guangyao's own thoughts, also still in shock that anything like killing intent and hatred could cross their Bond with such intensity.

For every unsteady step he takes backward Nie Mingjue crosses more ground with one step forward. He has much longer legs, after all. "Smelled something interesting?" He growls, low in his throat, nearly a real growl. He can only think of one thing in this apartment building that might be 'interesting' to Jin Guangyao, whom he already knows hates the other person living with Mingjue right now. "Something like my didi, perhaps?" The endearment is a little strange to hear maybe, but it serves a pointed purpose - to paint the Nie brothers, accurately so, as a united front. He will not be able to worm his way between them with words of venomous hatred.

Nie Mingjue's loyalty lies firmly with his family, regardless of past actions.

"Overwhelming? Is your Bond not helping then?" It's not concern at all, but an admonishment. "I feel settled enough with mine that I haven't tracked you down at your home."

He gazes back for a moment, head tilting, but then he approaches. He's not so a rude a boy that he would run off from an adult without some kind of pressing reason. So he puts his hands in his pockets and idles over. He does find it interesting to see who is turning into what after that first day though. What does it say about people, if they're a monster like him? That's why he had killed John Kearns, but here in Aefenglom that asshole had been a vampire. What did it all mean. Well, he's not going to ask that.

He just says, "Hello."

Presumably, the young woman shown through must be the anticipated Ms Wynne-York, who looks like more or less no one's idea of a financial consultant but maybe a few people's fairytale librarian sex fantasies; she will not soon be mistaken for human, her cheekbones too high and sharp, her eyes too large and dark with prism slit pupils that dilate briefly, full of stars, as she takes in the room and the tea and Jin Guangyao. Her skin is milk-pale and shines, pearl-smooth and reflecting rainbows where the light catches her, and her curling, dark hair is silken enough it looks wet, almost. But her satchel tucked under her arm is just leather, and the high-necked blouse and corset-waisted skirt are as mundane as she otherwise isn't—

it's quite a first impression she makes. Being memorable is certainly useful when she can only get as far ahead as she can push herself.

“I'm guessing this is mostly a formality,” she says, dryly, instead of something like hello or I'm Gwen, I don't think we've met before, “or I assume they wouldn't let you watch.”

If they thought she was going to catch him out in a hustle, he wouldn't even know it was happening.

[Too bad his 'guidance' didn't lead Huaisang off so they could spend time alone together... Jin Guangyao does his best to still that thought. That opportunity is gone, and it hurt Lan Xichen too much to let himself dwell too deeply on his murderous hatred. Not that he can quell it completely, but at least he can try to not hurt his bonded so badly.

No, he can focus on playing pleasantly, each piece in turn while they chat, occasionally pausing to have a sip of tea - and no, he's not offering to go get you a cup, Huaisang. Jin Guangyao's golden eyes are unblinking, every so often turning from the board to watch the other man.]

I'm sure they'll keep you very busy with classes, but I hope you'll still have some time to visit old friends once in a while. What sort of magic are you most interested in?

[Not that he really expects anything out of Huaisang's mouth to be true, but tere might be some hints or things to work with, if he can just keep chatting. If Huaisang thinks the same... well, he's confident he can outfox him this time around.]

"Let's not talk about it now." Because what passes through of Lan Xichen's discomfort is drowned in even a hint of his own hatred when he thinks of Huaisang's simpering little words and his own desire to see him struggle and-- and he doesn't want to damage Xichen any further. Jin Guangyao isn't even sure if he should let go or not -- he wants to hold Xichen close, and comfort him. But his own feelings, if they speak of such things, won't help at all and only be transmitted more strongly.

Unsure if even a healer would help, if that's all (all!) that is the issue, Jin Guangyao tries to think of better times, as if that could help provide some comfort. Quiet visits of the past... and if Cloud Recesses come to mind, his thoughts take an immediate if brief detour to a recent and pleasant but also extremely embarrassing dream. Times when Lan Xichen came to see him at Koi Tower instead, then.

And, perhaps, how Lan Xichen had asked him not to abandon him, and even the complicated feelings that sparked were still better than passing along that hate to someone who shouldn't have to bear it. Concentrating on those things, anything else at all, he falls silent, trying only to mitigate the consequences of his own emotions.

His questions are pushed away, but Lan Xichen doesn't bother to press for more. Of course he knows what Jin Guangyao tried to do and what he will do. Asking is just begging for more pain, maybe this time directly if he manages to agitate him here. And Lan Xichen still feels too weak and cold to fight back. No, he already knows that trying to make sense of it will only lead to that sharp, unforgiving burn of hatred again, so he stays silent and doesn't protest.

When the other emotions begin to filter through the bond, it does at least give him some relief. He breathes a bit easier and the trembling stops being so violent as he tries to focus his mind again. But not all of the emotions are pleasant and the hatred still lingers, muddling the threads into confusion. It's all a cocktail of familiar things that he once enjoyed and wanted, except they now come with something he recognizes to be complete loathing. And maybe that was always there, simmering below the surface of a pleasant smile, disgusted and bitter. One emotion that passes fleetingly hurts more than the others. Lan Xichen's breath catches on it and he pulls away, struggling to stand up on trembling legs like a new fawn until he has to resign himself to sitting again, legs folded under him as he digs his fingers into the ground.

"It must have been very difficult for you." Those quiet, twisting feelings coming through hiss inside him, pressing uncomfortably deep and nesting there. "It must be difficult now."

Edited 2020-05-13 00:40 (UTC)

When Mingjue starts getting far too close, Jin Guangyao stops in resignation that he isn't going to get to flee, curling up his tail around his feet and staring up from behind that fan. The thought that Nie Mingjue would find him had crossed his mind, which was why he was living so close to Lan Xichen, but that relationship was... rocky, especially since their bond, and it felt even more out of control than it had before. Ironic, considering the common wisdom here seemed to be that sharing emotions would be a good thing between people who were close.

Thinking of that, who did Mingjue bond with?

Oh, of course. And that would make it even worse for Jin Guangyao to try anything. Nie Huaisang wasted no time at all in stacking the deck against him.

"It is helping. I'm sure it would be worse without it," Jin Guangyao insists, heavy breaths of fear sounding more like hissing on each exhale. "Tell me, what have you been doing with your time, brother? I wouldn't want to run into you by accident anywhere else either."

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[Closed] May Catchall!

> Nie Mingjue (Full moon thread!)

> Gwenaëlle Wynne-York (will match format)

> Nie Huaisang || > Will Henry (will match format)

> Lan Xichen (backdated to shortly after running into Huaisang)

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